Anon's 2026 journal

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#147

I haven’t spoken on this much because it’s hard for me to translate this from the abstract into the concrete, but wait until people start realizing that sometimes, recon isn’t even self-generated in the sense that you’re dealing with internal blocks, but rather collective forces.

By this, I mean silently absorbing things like negative news stories, being around negative people even if they aren’t interacting with you, overhearing negative things. Sometimes, you carry slight trauma over these things, even if it didn’t seem to consciously affect you at the moment. It’s still there, being processed through your own reconciliation process.

The next time one of those recon moments occur, think back at the day, see if there was a comment or moment that really bothered you, but you had to suppress to get through the day, or just ignored for whatever reason. These things still silently weigh on you and can trigger recon.

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#148

Interesting. I think you are correct, I really did have some negative moments in the last couple of days so it’s probably the reason. This recon doesn’t seem to relate to any of the (obvious) goals of the subliminals

I guess I should look into regulation techniques then, because even though I did act correctly when the situations occured, I still felt tense and annoyed afterwards, even after the conflict was solved

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#149

I wonder if there is a difference. If I had no internal blocks, would I still be swayed by collective forces? I don’t know.

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#150

considering that Saint said this:

I guess if you had no internal blocks, you’d be fine

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#151

My theory – no, you wouldn’t. Collective forces would still attempt to act upon you, but you would choose your response with absolute and complete clarity. The inner life wouldn’t be moved in the slightest by anything external.

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#152

I finally understood what was reconciling so painfully for me with The Stabilizer. For the last 2 weeks or so, I’ve been wanting to change The Stabilizer and use EOG instead (which is my plan: finish The Stabilizer and start using EOG. But I wanted to do that right away which is a recon sign).

It’s the self sabotage scripting

In a sense, the constant desire to switch this title was the training ground for me to learn to express this specific feature.

I noticed that I’ve been tackling this recon through good habits (which indirectly strengthened my willpower), reframing it (“I want to use EOG right away” → “The more time I spend doing the foundational deep work with The Stabilizer, the better my results with EOG will be”), being careful with exposure amounts (avoid strong recon, stay on lower exposure) and learning what to do in the meantime (literally doing anything instead of obsessing over the stack lol)

Now I want to spend additional month on it just in case. I was planning to run it till August originally, but now I want to really solidify the results and run it until September

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#153

Seems like some big changes are coming within a few months. Excited but also a bit nervous. But it seems like Mogul + RICH result, so I guess if this stack helped me manifest it, it will help me go through it as well

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#154

I think The Stabilizer also started to work on productivity for me, because I suddently want to change it to Executive

Lots of thinking about productivity, how to tweak current systems, etc.

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#155

honestly, the stabilizer is the most prominent title in my stack. Mogul and RICH are nearly invisible but with The Stabilizer, I nearly always have recon, productive results, etc.

I guess my subconscious just treats it as a foundational and most important sub, and treats other ones like boosters/subs that help focus on a more specific direction

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#156

@William i have more questions, similar to the Mogul ones :nerd_face:

How long have you been running Executive? How much more productive did you become? (In hours worked/task efficiency/whatever your productivity metrics are). What changes did you notice in regard to activities that you are using Executive for? Any tips?

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#157

I wonder if it’s also a push to actually use Executive as a better sub for the incoming situation

Got a ton of work coming and a ton of money, productivity will be vital

But on the other hand, I’m still inclined to believe that I’m just in recon, which is why I’m sticking to The Stabilizer as planned. I might just rotate it later (if I decide that I still want to work on The Stabilizer, once I’m done with this cycle)

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#158

8 months total now.

While I can’t go into details, I can give the general overview of it.

I’d say I get more done in less time, in which allows me to take more quality rest. That allows me to perform better. Better planning, better execution. It’s holistic.

Productivity also becomes smoother, I notice less internal struggle I have to exert. I ended up just doing the stuff as if it’s the most natural thing to do. It’s as the product page says, it will help you get things done.

That’s how it works for me, results may vary.

For me, it helps me realise the importance of quality rest and how going for more isn’t always the most optimal answer. The boost towards productivity when I’m actually doing it helps facilitate the rest. More time investment isn’t always the answer.

Let it help you optimise.

At the end of the day, the end result is gonna be about getting more done, better.

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#159

Thank you!

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#160

even better than I expected

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#161

Huge recon right now and huge breakthrough at the same time. Really big stuff got unblocked; integrating it…

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#162

New recon surfaced, around scheduling and productivity

I don’t know which sub(s) causes that but I get clear signs that I’d benefit a lot from scheduling yet can’t stop feeling like it’s a voluntary self imposed slavery

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#163

Noticing the work of financial subs. Some nervousness about specific tasks disappeared; worked more than usual;

Some recon too, in the form of hopelessness and depression and the feeling of [wanting to give up but not having the ability to do so] (no idea how to call it)

Maybe I’ll take a rest day tomorrow?

Also did some more tweaking to my routine. I’m nearly finished with setting up everything I wanted, learning about habit loops was the key. Now I just need to stay consistent and increase the volume of certain actions

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#164

Yes, the mind craves a rest day, so rest day it is

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#165

Going to reduce my stack back to 1 min; getting strong recon from 3 mins today

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#166

Or maybe I even do the reset for all subs to give my mind a break and allow it to consolidate changes?

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