25/07 Genesi (Day 58) DR:LD (Day 16) Wanted Black (Day 9)
I am getting a lot of stares from women and I’m getting better at communicating.
In 2 days I will go back to using 2 subs in the stack and I will also give my impressions on the 60 days with Genesis.
Unfortunately I’m not documenting much either here or in my offline diary
60 Days of Genesis
It was a smooth, light journey and the best I could ask for this year:
(1) I have manifested books that have helped me understand my journey, myself, and the actions I need and want to take
(2) Gratitude: I have involuntarily started expressing gratitude towards everything around me, seeing things from this point of view changes everything
(3) Confidence: Having faith in myself (especially cultivating and developing it) has helped me see everything from a more real point of view, in these 60 days I have approached the most authentic version of myself, free from fear and out of the comfort zone
I got everything I could get from this sub, it delivered what it promised and more, it gave me the push I needed to evolve myself and my journey.
I now have several goals I want to focus on: Breaking down self-imposed (and being imposed) boundaries and improving my relationship skills
You’ve also had the self-discipline to stay with a subliminal for 60 days! 
Thanks a lot mate, I’m working a lot on self-discipline, the growth and results I’m getting are making me very happy and proud to have started this journey 
29/07 DR:LD (Day 20) Wanted Black (Day 13)
Yesterday I thought about some of my internal limits and felt anguish for some time, then I recovered and looked optimistically at my situation, I still have a lot to act and overcome.
09/08 DR:LD (Day 31) Wanted Black (Day 24)
I had a weird experience on WB, manifesting a girl who I feel is pretty much perfect for me, she has all the characteristics I look for in a woman (thought it was supposed to happen with Heartsong lol). Unfortunately it’s not an easy situation, she lives a little far from me, but she fell in love with me and for the first time I found a girl who loves me.
This reminded me that I’m not a harem person because I love having a person in my life that I feel comfortable with, I’ll probably start again with Heartsong.
10/08
In the last 10 days I was on vacation and I had a lot of fun, I also went to the Imagine Dragons concert in Rome with my best friend and it was an unforgettable experience.
I didn’t touch alcohol for the first time on a holiday, I laughed a lot and I feel that these 10 days have changed me a lot, especially my beliefs and have removed some limits
@LovingEmperor That’s a deep realization and I’m sure this clarity is due to Genesis bloom effect (even after 2 weeks without listening to it).
I thought so too, I even had the courage to step out of my comfort zone and talk to that girl I liked, show her who I am and discover that we’re actually very similar. Even though I was running DR:LD and WB I still felt like I was on Genesis (especially the Love Bomb aura).
11/08
For the past 2 days I have been struggling with this, for the first time in my life I have had a person who is pretty much perfect for me and I have gotten on really well with her but even though it was reciprocated she has told me she doesn’t want a relationship because of her fear of relationships.
I’ve given myself time to experience the resulting emotions and I’m trying to figure out how to use this experience as a source of growth
12/08 DR:LD (Day 34) Heartsong (Day 3)
I’ve finally decided on my stack and I feel it’s what I need at the moment, the experience with Wanted Black even if short has been good and fun.
From my experience with that girl I realized that this is what I really miss, I have never experienced the trust and security of having someone who wants and wants me, or who makes me feel the desire to become a better person.
My job is to become a better person regardless if I do it for myself or for another reason, it just changes the motivation and fuel but the goal will always be that.
13/08 DR:LD (Day 35) Heartsong (Day 4)
it was a very long night, a few hours after listening to HS i get a message from a mutual friend of ours asking me if i want to go dancing with her and her friend (the girl i like) and my friends. None of my friends could go there (it’s a 3-4 hour journey and we knew it an hour before) and I felt like I had to go anyway, what do I have to lose?
When I got there she told me I was crazy to arrive alone at night and travel all those hours (I was supposed to leave after 6 hours again), but she was delighted to see me, in the end she and I decide to don’t go to dance to stay together and had a great time. I’ve never been so good and this time she seems willing to try, she repeated to me that she is really very scared but this time she wants me with her.
Heartsong showed me that I needed to see love from the point of view of abundance and happiness, not the ugliest parts and loss, that changed everything.
15/08 DR:LD (Day 37) Heartsong (Day 6)
I feel light and happy
17/08 DR:LD (Day 39) Heartsong (Day 8) LBFH (Day 1)
I’m noticing how one element in my life causes chain reactions, since the beginning of this year I’ve noticed how love for myself has changed a lot inside me (my addictions, my mentality, my habits) and now i’m noticing how “external” love is affecting a lot what i feel, it destroyed my need for fap and porn, I am more protective, self-confident, brave…
If love is what helps me change (and become what I want) then I will focus on this.
I’m sorry that for most of my life this element has been overlooked so much, but only thanks to this year and the diary I realized how much it has saved and changed my life
20/08 DR:LD (Day 42) Heartsong (Day 11) LBFH (Day 4)
I love how everything around me is changing, from my lifestyle and habits to the people I surround myself with. From the first listen to LBFH I feel like I’ve planted a seed that grows exponentially, and this alone has caused the most changes since the beginning of this journey (I first heard this in February/March)
My point of view on how I see others, myself, the future and the past has changed, I feel a lightness in my thoughts and an optimism that gives me the strength and motivation to go on.
I’m also considering making a costum with Heartsong-LBFH-Love Bomb core, has anyone ever tried this?
How long have you been listening to LBFH?
The first time I only listened to it for one cycle (it helped me to quit smoking very easily and above all to start my journey here in the best possible way) and I started it again 4 days ago
21/08 DR:LD (Day 43) Heartsong (Day 12) LBFH (Day 5)
Today I started training again in the gym, despite losing weight and not training for 3 weeks I kept the same strength.
The most notable change is definitely this, I’m involuntarily valuing everything I have and who I am, I feel grateful for so many things and it’s been a beautiful result that I hadn’t budgeted to achieve but which I definitely needed.
Even though at that moment I didn’t have what I wanted, I gave myself time to express my emotions and then I saw the best side, happiness for the experience I had, happy memories and the motivation to become better. This mindset shift helped me manifest a relationship with this girl
The second thing I’ve learned from being on vacation is that the person I’ve become has attracted completely different things.
Same holiday, same place but 2 completely different versions of me (2 years ago and today) have unknowingly attracted different people and experiences.
This made me realize how much I had changed and how important it is to act
25/08 DR:LD (Day 47) Heartsong (Day 16) LBFH (Day 9)
On Sunday I will see that girl again and we will spend only one day together (I haven’t seen her for 2 weeks due to the distance). I just want to enjoy the day and not think about anything else.
I’m listening to each sub once a week (Monday Heartsong and Friday DR:LD + LBFH) and I’m finding myself very well with this listening pattern