I am again on Khan ST1 and my custom with RICH QL…
Khan ST1 gives me discipline. It breaks down my bad habjts and I love it.
Today I went for a job. And although I don’t need it I am taking it since I have time.
Maybe my congruent personality is a dedicated disciplined guy, as a Taurus(I don’t know if I should beleive in astrology or not).
Last night I ran through everything I had documented of my past such as photos, chats…
I saw a photo of myself when I was a true beta and had no idea about sub.
When I looked at the picture closely(the Zen that Khan ST1 gives kinda gives me the ability to look through one’s soul) I was smiling in the picture, but I was seeing a deep sadness on my aura or sth.
Last night when I first looked at the photo I just laughed at my beta self. But it was unfortunate. I won’t blame my tyrant father. I think my stubborn personality is not in line with the tyrant personality of my father.
His relationship was better with my other siblings. I would not say perfect. And my sublimg were raised or BORN more secure than me. I was the eldest and the most insecure. I had no respect, no value. And it was all myself. My little brother who is the second smallest son and is 12 years old I guess. He is also a Taurus. I am seeing him also a hyperactive and I think he also has ADHD right now. He has less friends or no friends. His personality is also not aligned with my dad and I really feel bad for him. And because of that I had a lot of arguments and fights with my father. Altbough even myself had problems with that brother since if you have that kins of impulsive persobality, it affects everyone.
I have always been a stubborn guy, but I was always impulsive.
I just kinda forget where I am in life and where I am going. Sometimes I don’t have the eagle vision of my life.
I have really bug ambitions.
Everytime I run Khan ST1 or evem ST4, I have dreams or nightmares.
Sometimes I wake up crying.
WANTED takes that adventrousness of Khan away for me. I am just too chill.
I prefer to be Donald Trump compared ro pete Davidson
I prefer to have Melania for myself rather than having a 1 night stand with Kim kardashian.
I have this protective jealosy and I don’t have a problem with it.
definitely, no.
Yeah, I think so.
This custom of mine which is mainly based on intelligence, is wonders. And today I saw a tangible evidence.
I think I ran the third last night. Lots of sleepiness and tiredness.
And tonight I was listening to a skng from a famous actor. I was deeply introspecting the music and the lyrics. And at the same time I was visualizing how the guy changes his intonation, pronounciation, sound effect in each syllable. Also I was visualizing how the guy is playing the violin that is resulting in certain sounds.
There was not just an element of visualization, but also of learning. I was learning better or should I say faaar more better the mechanics of the guy is singing.
Also the marvel of engineering is showing itself, today I visualized another mechanical way to build winshield cleaner.
I am also seeing the lines module in work when I was planning on organizing my clothes for my trip from M city to T city.
My focus suddenly increased after (maybe some of the) reconciliation passed. I am much more focused and sharp and keenly observant. I am making less to no mistakes while typing and suddenly am trying to not look to the keyboard, I realized the mistakes increased so I invented the way of dividing my attention between the screen and the keyboard. I guess the whole keybord mistake was recon or my typical behavior before the intelligence subs. But now I am very happy and composed.
Soooo keenly observant, just loving it.
I just realized that I am using a mask.
My stack is in my profile
I am also watching elon musks interview with Bill Maher which indeed contains new knowledge. But also I am also analyzing the social game going on between the two
@SaintSovereign
Either you misundestood what I said or your said some wrong stuff. I shared my experience. People share a lot of things on others’ journals. I did not direspect his decision and it’s good to not call it a growth mindset it it’s broken with my post which is not even related to him. Pretty weird comment there.
It had nothing to do with @Yazooneh .
It’s fine man, no hard feelings!!
But I cannot help you, I apologize
I don’t even care if you have any hard feelings. Because that was not my intention nor my action. I wish I don’t hinder your growth mindset.
What is it exactly you want to amplify with Khan?
The ‘‘social’’ dominance, not very much the sexual. But I think the sexual modules would be sexiness unbound and earthshaker sexuality.
And by dominance I mean Khan’s dominance.
I found WANTED to be pretty good blending with Khan.
Just make sure you got subconscious flow and perhaps add in some spiritual modules such as gratitude embodiment, immortal’s courage will do wonders with Khan, I’d also add Joi di vivre or sanguine in there
Believe you me bro, the key to maximizing growth on Khan is literally just balancing the conquering spirit with some joyful, detached nature.
how exactly?
The program instills a very potent form of indestructiblity… honestly it’s out of place for today and I find that internally it’s like a river flowing. The results from Khan are as extreme as the “archetype” is in the world, as we know it. Most of the time, when opportunity on Khan strikes, recon strikes harder than a thousand suns and tends to, depending on the extremity of your reaction, makes you miss most of the opportunities. You get some but not nearly half as much as you could’ve if you had kept a good mood
And as far as I know; gratitude is the gold standard of “feeling good”
You could remember your cozy bed or the fact that you can walk and then suddenly you’re feeling good
Clearly this is very personal to me but I believe it could be of benefit for most guys since I am basically just a guy like everyone else and we probably have the same obstacles on Khan.
This would be my plan of attack assuming my experience, and what I think of @Alphamale and what I believe would be most enjoyable for him.
@Alphamale : Dude! You’re way too focused on someone else’s experience. Why don’t you let @Invictus do what he does and you do what you do? You were suspended for a few days not too long ago and you’re already picking a fight with another person? When does this end? 
Khan is ok, especially with Chosen, WANTED closes the door.
customs, majors, whatever. Still does not negate my point.
Is it a crime to disagree with @SaintSovereign and also NOT accept your data as true?
No one has proof, neither me, nor you. That is why @ConanTheLibrarian should have not used you as a criteria, that is when I interfered.
If you are talking about the Telegram group, @RockyHandsome textex me on PM to join a Telegram group. I accepted and when I joined @Simon wrote that I am going to remove you cuz Simon is a serious guy and stuff. It was not clear if he was serious or joking. But why the hell would I care? I just told myself, there is this one forum who I not agree with some if their policies(subliminalresults), but hey, they offer me a lot of value, so suck it up baby. Is this the case with @simon 's group? Hell nah. So I was the one who left. Simon came to my PV later.
I just try to do as the campfire policy says and try not to challenge the status quo of the forum. Forum ambassadors are just human and prone to mistake. My ideals are already different from the forum and that is why I get suspended sometimes. But I am trying to go against my masculine stack and abide by the rules.
As I said, the only thing I should get envious of you is the fact that you are ok with being feminine, which is the main cause of your success. I think you got that openness and flow factor from weed. Because it widens the smoker’s horizons. But at a very bad cost.
I am not focuse on him, his name came up and I threw my 2 cents. This is not pointed at you specifically, but I don’t care if no one asked for it.