Someone summarize that
Phew
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Mehhn HoM is a GAME CHANGER, It merges sooo well with this agressive custom of mine. There is NOTHING weak or unalpha about it. It’s sooo coool man. Everyone is clingy 
and loving. My pat enemies tell me to stay and let’s talk with each other.
BUT I am still ruthless.
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Listening to my custom 
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My new custom:
The commander —
Khan ST4
Mastermind
Manipulus
Temptation
Entranced
furious ascent—-
Fenrir—
fearsome—
power unleashed
last stand
gloryseeker—
Dragon tongue
Achilles
Victory calls
Righteous ire
Leader of men
Alpha of Alpha
Edge of danger—
LION IV
2nd custom
RoM
QLST4
SI
LotS
Mind’s eye
Ascension chamber
Paragon
RICH
The streams
The single point
The lines
Trailblazer
Tech prodigy
Plateu transcendant
Book blitz
Science adept
Marvel of engineering
Mathematica
Informaticon
I am havinh CRAZY recon in form of sadness and feelings being worthless and a loser
It’s kinda correct
I have been running subs for a long time but I did not get laid for a long time and other stuff
I don’t feel like talking about it
Just jeavy recon
For the past days I have been crazy going after women but no result
Ghosting etc…
You’re giving off a thirsty vibe when you’re around Women. If you come off as needy, they’ll more than likely reject you. You need to raise your confidence.
Yeah really
Think the solution is to add more cores, that’ll kick things up for you in no time.
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you haven’t put in your customs either eventide or lineage?
Again,
The advice is already there.
I am again on Khan ST1 and my custom with RICH QL…
Khan ST1 gives me discipline. It breaks down my bad habjts and I love it.
Today I went for a job. And although I don’t need it I am taking it since I have time.
Maybe my congruent personality is a dedicated disciplined guy, as a Taurus(I don’t know if I should beleive in astrology or not).
Last night I ran through everything I had documented of my past such as photos, chats…
I saw a photo of myself when I was a true beta and had no idea about sub.
When I looked at the picture closely(the Zen that Khan ST1 gives kinda gives me the ability to look through one’s soul) I was smiling in the picture, but I was seeing a deep sadness on my aura or sth.
Last night when I first looked at the photo I just laughed at my beta self. But it was unfortunate. I won’t blame my tyrant father. I think my stubborn personality is not in line with the tyrant personality of my father.
His relationship was better with my other siblings. I would not say perfect. And my sublimg were raised or BORN more secure than me. I was the eldest and the most insecure. I had no respect, no value. And it was all myself. My little brother who is the second smallest son and is 12 years old I guess. He is also a Taurus. I am seeing him also a hyperactive and I think he also has ADHD right now. He has less friends or no friends. His personality is also not aligned with my dad and I really feel bad for him. And because of that I had a lot of arguments and fights with my father. Altbough even myself had problems with that brother since if you have that kins of impulsive persobality, it affects everyone.
I have always been a stubborn guy, but I was always impulsive.
I just kinda forget where I am in life and where I am going. Sometimes I don’t have the eagle vision of my life.
I have really bug ambitions.
Everytime I run Khan ST1 or evem ST4, I have dreams or nightmares.
Sometimes I wake up crying.
WANTED takes that adventrousness of Khan away for me. I am just too chill.
I prefer to be Donald Trump compared ro pete Davidson
I prefer to have Melania for myself rather than having a 1 night stand with Kim kardashian.
I have this protective jealosy and I don’t have a problem with it.
definitely, no.
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Yeah, I think so.
This custom of mine which is mainly based on intelligence, is wonders. And today I saw a tangible evidence.
I think I ran the third last night. Lots of sleepiness and tiredness.
And tonight I was listening to a skng from a famous actor. I was deeply introspecting the music and the lyrics. And at the same time I was visualizing how the guy changes his intonation, pronounciation, sound effect in each syllable. Also I was visualizing how the guy is playing the violin that is resulting in certain sounds.
There was not just an element of visualization, but also of learning. I was learning better or should I say faaar more better the mechanics of the guy is singing.
Also the marvel of engineering is showing itself, today I visualized another mechanical way to build winshield cleaner.
I am also seeing the lines module in work when I was planning on organizing my clothes for my trip from M city to T city.
My focus suddenly increased after (maybe some of the) reconciliation passed. I am much more focused and sharp and keenly observant. I am making less to no mistakes while typing and suddenly am trying to not look to the keyboard, I realized the mistakes increased so I invented the way of dividing my attention between the screen and the keyboard. I guess the whole keybord mistake was recon or my typical behavior before the intelligence subs. But now I am very happy and composed.
Soooo keenly observant, just loving it.
I just realized that I am using a mask.
My stack is in my profile
I am also watching elon musks interview with Bill Maher which indeed contains new knowledge. But also I am also analyzing the social game going on between the two
@SaintSovereign
Either you misundestood what I said or your said some wrong stuff. I shared my experience. People share a lot of things on others’ journals. I did not direspect his decision and it’s good to not call it a growth mindset it it’s broken with my post which is not even related to him. Pretty weird comment there.
It had nothing to do with @Yazooneh .
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