hence why you’ll find it close to impossible to reach the goals you’re chasing after, especially with the attitude you’re showing.
the fact that you don’t care to use criticism as a tool for growth, and instead act as stubborn as you are, is a clear indication that you’re not only lacking the openness for growth, but possibly shooting yourself in the leg as well.
ask yourself, what have you really achieved in the last one year of using ZP?
you always talk about how you wanna manifest high status and wealth, yet what have you done to work towards those goals?
for every 1 day of possible growth that you demonstrate, it is always accompanied by at least a week of recon, which is apparent just from the obnoxious things you keep saying, which work against your status goals (in case you didn’t realize that).
at the end of the day, all I’m giving you is advice, as all I see is you wasting potential time and money trying to do everything at once, which doesn’t really show much growth from your side, except for that one time when you were “normal” after using EmpB for a while and calming down, but like I said, just advice, cause at the end of the day, everyone deserves to grow, regardless of how they are as or used to be, and so do you, and if you wish to ignore the advice, then it’s only gonna affect you and you alone.
remember, even I stepped away from 6-7 cores customs, and once I did that, my life became a series of wins, to the point where now I’m within the top 10% of the people in my country (in terms of status), while as before that, I was just wasting time smoking hash and doing nothing but gaming and playing games.
Think carefully about how you want to approach your life goals, make a proper plan, and follow it.