I been in a serious funk for quite sometime. I don’t really see the point to life anymore. Nothing motivates me or pushes me to be a better person. I have no drive and no ambition. I been like this for quite sometime but since December of last year it’s gotten worse.
Outside of customs what subliminal would you guys recommend to break out of this funk ? If I don’t have the sub you recommend I’ll let you know.
Ascension, Alchemist, Renaissance Man, Khan, Sanguine and perhaps Elixir+Regen.
Regarding khan any particular stage or just the whole thing ?
Dragon Reborn Qv2? That has seriously changed my mood recently. (See A SubliminalUser Is Reborn.)
Thanks I’ll read through your journal. I don’t have DR but I’m willing to give it a try
ST 1 + 4, or the whole thing.
DR is also an excellent and most suitable choice.
You seem like you need to look inward, a healing is in order. You may go about it in many ways. Renaissance Man could release the artist in you - therapy through expression and art; everyone has creativity in them.
Alchemist could help you free your spirit, take away the negativity within and also become creative. The awakening of ST3 is no joke, its the most difficult and fulfilling experience that one could go through.
When it comes to the healing my porn addiction has been really bad since December so I think that’s what’s driving my numbness towards life. The way you described RA and alchemist reminds me of how back in the days primal made me feel. It made me feel similar stuff to those descriptions. I felt my spirituality and creativity rise along with optimism.
I’m spiritually weak so alchemist does sound good …
I ran AM, ascension, primal mostly in 2020 not mentioning stack subs like GM or Ultima’s. I been running sub club here and there Since December but also been mixing subs from other places as well to be be honest. I know it’s not recommend though
Did you feel that you were achieving your goals then?
Oh, man, thanks for sharing that; Porn Addiction depletes the spirit and wreck creativity, quite deteriorating.
I think you should focus on addressing that, the newfound sexual energy would improve your being and outlook. Its terribly difficult nowadays with the pandemic and the rising feeling of loneliness and disconnection, but, there’s nothing you can’t do with the right mindset.
If by GM you mean Godlike Masculinity, I would suspect it would help with it.
Can you expand this please? This is potentially a pretty serious statement to be making. Not quite sure what you mean by this.
I don’t really care if I die, I’m at peace if things were to end now for me
How grim
When it comes to ascension it was helping me become more assertive and having the inner power to say no which was hard for a nice guy like me that doesn’t like confrontation.
Primal helped me with my spirituality, optimism, and in a weird way Nofap.
I was learning how to use my sexual energy and direct it towards other stuff.
AM helped me be able to work 7 days a week for probably 3 months straight. It gave me the energy, and motivation to improve my life.
having said that though I still felt like I wasn’t a real man.
I relapsed from time to time with porn etc
But those subs did help
Thanks for the kind words. I been battling this addiction since 20 ? 21 ? It’s been up and down I turned 30 in December, and it’s been a struggle. I know a mans seed is where his power and masculine energy comes from, I need to learn how to have a good healthy relationship with it. You mentioned DR and alchemist I’ll definitely look into it and also go through subliminal users journal
To me it sounds like you need to find your purpose.
You are feeling lost. Exactly like I was in my twenties (I don’t know your age).
How to find your purpose? I wish I could help. There are wiser people here who might know how to help with that.
You’ll get there, I’m sure of it.
Thanks brother I’m 30 and your spot on about purpose. I know my purpose is to help people, animals etc but I lack the drive and ambition to go after those things like I once did.
Since you mentioned purpose though I need to reconnect with mine because I haven’t been on my purpose for 6 maybe 8 months now
Its okay, you’re not alone, nor is it too late or would ever be so.
DR and Alchemist seem like a good choice. DR is going to be difficult but you will be your true self after you go through the rites and be reborn. You could leave the Alchemist afterwards. Anything you do after DR is gonna be exceedingly more powerful. Imagine a cleansing fire taking all that nonsense crap that is embedded, rooted and placed in your inner realms completely buggering off. The opportunities thereafter are endless and shiny.
Also, just a reminder: Be sure to eat well! A healthy body and a healthy mind. Be sure to take rest days
EDIT: Well, not completely difficult after Qv2
So do you have a goal and purpose in life.
30 years is still young seriously.
You can even make it to the Forbes under 35 list.