A ZP journey, from Melior

[Melior]

I had a weird dream after my listening

A castle that I was in was attacked and I was kidnapped by some dudes that were part of the attack

I think it was a metaphor for my subconscious
The castle being my old me with it’s habits
And the attackers kidnapping me a represe tation of the subs trying to get me in his ‘’ habit’’

In the dream I surrendered fast because I was on the first line and they were too many, I saw that the castle was lost so might as well live in the other’ ‘clan’ ’ and they took me on their shoulder like some sort of kid or princess would be

Also after that my manhood seemed to have grown a bit today so that’ s cool

[Melior]

My dreams are becoming super weird but I am going through them A-OK

Honestly if I could draw I’d make some cartoon out of it I’m reaching dorohedoro level of wtf or even further

I wouldn’t think of that type of dream while on LB

Edit : As weird as they can be but damnnn do I feel free and powerful in them

[Melior]

I’m going to try and shoot for the only APx ZP cycle for my next one the 24th February

I gotta see what a 1 title run is really
Plus that is a big ‘’ block’’ for me so how much one can hope to gain skills at it, if all focus come on to that one specific goal

Also ascension chamber will be out for it so what else to say

I’ m excited to see how other titles will bloom during that prolonged rest time

Call me ghost cause I’m about to move & live my life outside my body for this next cycle

@SaintSovereign, I’ll try to give the best review out of this ‘’ test’’ of mine as it is a new title coming out in ZP that I’ ll run solo along the future new ascension chamber

I hope it’ll be a helpful run for the subclub experience!

[Melior]

Here I’m about to go for my 32 loops

I’ve been quiet because I simply felt like writing when I’ve noticed different things instead of every 2 day

It seems like reducing diamond is working slowly but surely, my male organ is very slowly getting bigger, the fact that I started to walk a lot once again seems to help that process to go faster

I’ve noticed that my face is a bit more ‘’ squary’’ my jaw seemed to have gotten somewhat larger and my chin a bit more proeminent

I’ve been told that my face looks like it’s features looks “noble” and pretty wich is a first

As I’ ve been back to class (finally) I’ve been glad to find back some of the wanted effects right of the bat (some stares) plus just teachers being nice and all

I’ve also been able to talk in a lower voice naturally more easily which is cool because it seems to put me in some kind of ‘’ cool guy’’ zone by others

I’m starting to think about changing a bit my next cycle this way because I always get most of the effects of subs the day I’m supposed to listen to my loops once more :

Like this :
Day 1 Apx 1 loop
Day 2 /
Day 3 /
Day 4 APx 1 loop
Day 5 /
Day 6 /
Etc…
And if no good result within 2 weeks I’ll double the loops but keep the rest days that way

And if still no results back to classical pattern

But at the opposite if I see that my results skyrocket within that other rest day I might go for the 3 day rest between loops but definitly no more washout lol

[Melior]

Initiating washout sequence
Bip boup

[Melior]

Day 2 washout :

I’ve been going from (3 year ago) :

‘’ Am I going to be liked by anyone? Like lol I’m not ugly but where are the people’’

To today :

‘’ Damn I’m getting initiated on by text! Damnnn that one is pretty, oh but this one who just messaged me is realllly good looking too tho’’

That picture-taking skills plus some glow up is going greaaaaaat

My ego is definitly soothed, like a sweet warm blanket on something that was cold for too long, hhhmmmm the oozinesss

[RVconsultant]

How is your washout going?

[Melior]

It has been going fine, the new thing is that my male organ has been showing signs of improvement since I lowered diamonds and also while being in the washout

For the rest it’s pretty much baseline as I’m getting used to the effects of wanted

I think that after I’ll be getting results from my next solo run sub, I might switch it to a more alpha in the classical term /entreprenor sub like Emperor or something amongst those waters

I’d like more of that polarized male energy to work on personnal project

À thing with wanted (my only downside) is that I feel like everything should fall into my hands and that side of me that I had before is becoming too much recently

Appart from that I’m about to start the Astral projection sub tonight!

[Melior]

Did my first loop of APx ZP a few days ago can’t say for sure but something is happening, I can feel it when my mind drifts into sleep

Going to do my 2nd loop after 2 days of rest and after that I’ll use this cherry on the top of ascension chamber

[Melior]

I felt like ascension chamber has really powered some of my abilities last night I’ll see how it goes for the rest of the week

Also the more the time pass the more I feel detached from ‘’ wanting’’ to be wanted and I feel that I incarnate better the archetype of wanted this way

[Melior]

I had my second run of loops a few days ago and Let me say that :

I don’t know if it’s because I’m only running a solo title or because I had the time to a custom to ZP but I feel no recon whatsoever(as in before when I started a new sub I always had this weird depression vibe for 2 week or some headache alongside) .

I’m not sure I’ve made progress so far, I may have heightened some sense but I am not sure 100%

[Melior]

Also I dunno why but I keep dreaming every single day that I workout in some shape or form

Is it a Soul call? Ahahah

[Melior]

I think Ascension chamber is pushing ahead what I’ve hidden in myself and reported for too long because I’m getting big impulse to restart some projects I had and I’m getting some manifestations that might help me advance in my spiritual journey

And whenever I think about some stuff where important choices are in place, I get some sort of intense relieves when I lean toward a precise choice, which feel like heavy guidance

I’m getting more certainty in my decisions and actions also at time My visualisations skills are becoming quite good

[Gemstone]

@Melior

I’m not sure I’ve made progress so far, I may have heightened some sense but I am not sure 100%

What methods are you using to induce OBE?

[Melior]

For the moment being
I’m trying personnal method as I failed with any other

So I try to feel like I’m going down in a slide

Or simply focus on one object that I know in some locations a’d recreate as much feelings that I can along details of the locations

All of this is super hard to me as I’ve got The ultimate monkey brain and even after training my focus it’s still clearly one of the reasons why I haven’t been able to consciously project so far

So in the between as I try to induce an OBE I’ll also work on getting more in touch with my higher self / holy daimon / gardian angel or whatever because I feel that I’ve been way closer to that success

And maybe after succedding at this I’ll unlock some other stuff blah blah blah, virtuous cycle you know

[Gemstone]

AP has been very difficult for me aswell. I had some result years ago with Ophiels “Little method”.
Good luck!

[Melior]

Ascension chamber is making me more happy that I’ve been in quite some time
Probably by giving me clearer goals

Putting lights were there was only doubt

Even though when I listen to it I only meditate about projecting

[Melior]

I’m starting to get some hang of some alternate state of being while meditating

I feel like I’m already to my precedent level or maybe even a bit better than my last cycle to project

Also the projection sub weirdly is giving me huge rush of sexual energy right after listening to it

So I guess that’s some suoercharging going on ahahah

[Melior]

Well I can definitly say that Ascension chamber is one life changer

I just can’t stop but do what I need to do in order to learn and someday project

Slightly in an obsession way but a healthy one I’ll say

I also feel more alive, probably due to me restarting more intensively my spiritual practice and reading ( the best window to a better paradigm when you’re down rly) and probably also the sheer energy from both subs I’m using

It’s like everything I do is working in harmony to get in the best way possible

And yes only once a week ascension chamber did wonders after only two times, what will it be after the third omg

[Melior]

I feel like after each loop of ascensio’ my baseline of happiness increase drastically because of the sole fact that a goal becomes clear

I really underestimated the strength of goals and how much more good positives fuel it gives to life a’d how much I’m so much more connected to those good and warm emotions
I can’t even begin to put it in words it’s so wonderfull

For that I’m so grateful, I never thought I’d be in this place after one year of subclub
But here I am

Thanks once again @Fire & @SaintSovereign
Zero point strength almost 2 once a week is such a diamond after you already struck gold with zero point 15 min

Bravo
Just Bravo