A ZP journey, from Melior

Journals - Major Programs
#202

Current Custom on construction that I talked about (still ongoing working to trim it) :

Current name code (might change) : Sun Destiny

Cores (A sun has to decide to shine) :

  • Mind’s Eye
  • God Like Masculinity

Pure masculine strengths - Chaos bender :

  • Power Awareness
  • Steadfast
  • Vortex dive crucible
  • Immortals Courage
  • Furious Ascent
    / Immortal’s Blade ?/Fenrir ?

Stillness Master :

  • Everpresent
  • Flow

Unlimited Emotion Unlocker :

  • Emo Unfiltered
  • The wonder

Spiritual Sun maker/igniter :

  • Awakened perception
  • Mystery
  • Faith unweilding
  • Bluesky

Growth Boosters :

  • Deus
  • Tyrant
  • Mountain Breaker

I still want big PP so does a sun :

  • Male enhancement
  • S/PS Endocrine system (help the whole emotion stuff to balance also)

+Mosaïc

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#203

So still 3 modules too many…

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#204

If I learned one thing the last year :
I’m definitly feeling fear toward great spiritual achievement
everytime I get closer I just stop under the fear and lessen my own ability to get forward as fast as I can

I still go forward nonetheless but damn me
It is hard to get great spiritual acheivement and keep it’s feet here on earth

The custom I’ve written above serve perfectly that capacity
By working on my lacking masculine trait to get forward even in adversity or what seems impossible and still keep a strong grounding beneath, an anchor so strong gods will envy my capacity to stay in this dense 3D world and navigate to other spiritual realm and still keeping the sanity of a man, the greatest mix off it all a man with both hard attachment here and yet an extraordinary capacity to explore what lies ahead

But before that I’ll keep pushing Priapus’s Dream to it’s maximum as I feel it makes me closer to my current working of my higher self and to some extend the divine everywhere
Prepare ! For after that new custom I’ll be THE Spiritual king hehe :sunglasses:
(no real pretention it’s just how I want to shine so it please me to think of myself that way, like a kid giving himself a great title)

In the meantime I’m also on the processus of making the dreams more vivid and strengthen my senses, last time I did that this way was a year ago I stopped because that incredible experience of the unknown scared me the f out of spirituality lmao, I’ll be more gentle, anyway I’ve come better prepared more in contact with my higher self so we’ll handle it better than last time

To tell you how vivid the dream was, when I woke up it reality looked less real than the dream, to be honest I probably was further than a mere dream for it was definitly how the astral sound or I rode about (my higher self seems to confirm this fact right now as I’m writing) colors seemed to emmanate rather than be a mere reflection wich gave it a sense of UHD ultra native etc…

Plus that exhilarating feeling of being somwhere entirely new, poor me at that time coming back, waking up to deal with my reasons left in this world not ready to assimilate what happened :sweat_smile:

Now for everyone dealing with the same fear as me it’s ok to give up for some time and ground yourself until you feel ready once again, this year I’ve been able to learn how to ground myself very good at least, nothing is lost, if you can see teachings everywhere

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#205

Yesterday I did my loops of both Priapus’s Dream and AC after 5 days off
And yeah this no washout this is barely my normal days off for now lmao

I noticed that after listening to those loops as I went lying on my bed I had a sort of “cooling” sensation gravitating toward my forehead for some time it felt very nice and gentle

That module Faith unweilding really helps me reconnect with that lost feeling of keeping the grind on no matter what, it feels really really rewarding to say the least
Who knows maybe the module pushed me to take more rest days to use that faith and strengthen it by myself, like most of you I can’t think of my life without subs for now

BUT as I get forward I notice that the “urge” for them lessen wich allows me to use them when trully recquired to recalibrate myself and give momentum to that calibration by acting on it

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#206

Meditations the day after my lstening is trully amazing
I always hit right on bliss

Like I wouldn’t do anything else during those moments, plus they’re so easy to get lmao
Gotta stop somehow to not just sit in meditation that whole day I swear ahahah

As time pass and my practice intensify I start to tap into really powerfull alternating state of consciousness for prolonged time, you’d have to see my face with my stupid smile after that kind of meditation trully a gift of expression I swear ahahahah

As for more subbtle spiritual devellopment let’s just say I’m getting forward :eyes:
A lot, I just prefere to keep that into a private journal because of how personnal that is

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#207

Like I previously thought, I keep dreaming of different persons for wich felt love at some point in my life

It seems to occur during the second day of rest
I think my dreams allow me to get what I’ve ‘’ dreamed ‘’ off, to allow me to finally release old inner pressure toward those desires

I’m curious to see who’s going to be the next one my heart will heal from
Also what will be the end result of such type of healing? I’ll see it in 1 or 2 month I guess
It feels really soothing nonetheless

#208

Another module who seems to shine but I keep forgetting to mention it is ‘’ Whispered power’’

Anytime I do some mantra I can feel the difference greatly when I pronounce it with intensity, or should I say when I whisper it with power

Wich was previously not a thing I was able to sense at all

I also noticed that I seem to be better listened at when I speak calmly, I’m not just listened, I’m way more understood than I’m used to

#209

Also I’ve got the intuition that by listening to less like I’m actually doing is pretty good but with a few twist it could be even more amazing in term of results

So far on my custom I’ve done :
1 on 3 off
1 on 5 off

I think that I’ll do one more listening (Friday) and then 5 day off, after that I’ll experiment with a normal pattern back again of every other day 1 loop of the custom (Wich is in ZPT) and 1 loop a week of the AC

I don’t know why but it feels good to me to first give some of ‘’ it’’ then scarce’ ‘it’ ’ then bombard’ ‘‘it’ ’ to my brain so I’ ll follow that intuition

Well in about two weeks we’ll see how it goes
If I get some sort of recon for once every other day I’ll go right away 1 week off and figure out Wich pattern I’ll adopt instead

#210

Just because I am to a point where I listened to it once a day for three days straight and I just love this vid here it is :

Almost a sort of subliminal in itself :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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#211

To help people understand a bit more about my current journey here’s what a routine day looks like for me right now :

Wake up : meditate for 30 mins about feelings I want to install through the day

Morning : personnal work to get ahead in life

Afternoon : 1h30-2h30 long meditation to uncover my true self and get closer to my higher self

Night : 20 min meditation to work on my spiritual senses and make the mind shut up before bed
20 min of other practice that I dedicate to whatever I feel I’d need more tomorrow

I know Lot’s of meditation

It’s to be expected lol, when one want to forge himself he has to go through himself

I find more and more than doing anything not related to my goal is incredibly boring

Feels even hard to want to relax a bit lol

So know even my relaxations moments are just me listening to music to motivates myself or listening to speech that I want to ingrave in my mind to take their power with me

More and more things to add up to the positive momentum so

#212

Actually females are passive and indirect ,don’t wait for her to approach you. If you are waiting for her to approach you that means you are telling her to be masculine.

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#213

Yeah I know
At that time that’s just what I wanted I wasn’t 200% into actually getting someone, it was more how far can person x go with pure wanted attraction and me enjoying the ego boost that comes with it

I’m not even on wanted anymore evn if my ego want to, especially when reading Luther’s result lol

#214

I often experience insomnia
And I just recently tried to ask for my ‘’ overdose’’ of energy(so much that it usually carry through the following day wtf, but a heavy cost at the end of the following day) that I am accumulating that "you will not affect my sleep anymore, even with you I’ ll sleep peacefully’’

And low and behold I sleep more and more like a baby since

Easy peasy lemon squezzy if only I knew I had to ask with a lot of intent sooner :skull:

#215

Like DJ Khaled said : another one
Just because it’s so good the best one will be for tomorrow or later ahahah!

Gotta live into perpetual improvement
Perpetual bettering

Those videos are really good for my soul and give me a good amount of masculine energy when needed :sunglasses:

#216

I noticed during this trial of 1 on 5 off

That at the 4th day of rest I start to crave my custom, and at the last day of rest the 5th damn I really want to play it

Then when the say comes, I think the sheer relieve of knowing that I’ll play it ease the whole stuff to the point where I almost forget to play it all the time

I’ve noticed as well that my spiritual sense are super heightened for 2 days after the listening then progressively reducing to their normal point at the 5th day

As I told it earlier after tonight’s loop of my custom I’ll go back to once very other day

That will definitly will be a wild spiritual ride

Considering that I’m in super ultra bliss when meditating the day after and a bit less the second

I might get adddicted lol hopefully it’ll raise my baseline, because it’s almost frustrating to meditate at the 4th day and not even fun anymore at the 5th
The only upside is that the meditation still feel shorter and shorter for the same amount of time or even longer no matter how frustrating it feels

And yet I’ll go through that cycle of 5 rest days a third time in a row just to confirm those self data and make my brain crave a bit more those loops to push it to keep the most of it the longest time possible when I’ll bombard it

Also 1 on 3 off seems more fitting for an easy ride of progression with only one day where it’s a bit hard, and my current 1 on 5 off push it hard on my own discipline to make results happen and it feels way more frustrating

#217

Of course as said in a previous post my current cream of motivation to eat at every down moment in life :

When I listen to it, fail feels good :sunglasses:
I know it’s still a step forward like the other ones just with a different flavor

#218

Also I don’t know how I forgot to mention that
But last night after listening to my custom

As I went to bed and closed my eyes

Shortly after I could vaguely see my room through my eyelids?? :exploding_head:

It makes me remember once before when I experienced some sort of fever dream through wanted’s recon that my capacity of visualizing just went crazy mad good for a very short time laps

Whatever I thought about (it was really not usual stuff more like stuff you can see on Instagram of crazy picture of trips but with my mystic touch I guess) just more or less appeared in a holographic manner before my eyes looking quite real and yet a bit over realistic

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#219

Been having that a lot on ZP. Sometimes when out walking I just close my eyes and keep walking and the whole layout of what is in front of my becomes clear. Kind of trippy in a way :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#220

Oh like another important stuff I forgot to mention ahahah life is moving so fast…

Some might remember my post made quite a while ago around last December, if not well it was about me feeling deeply bad about how my life was going in term of directions and how I waited for some opportunity

Well almost as soon as I started my custom and AC an opportunity appeared, with me manifesting a mentor, and that opportunity gave me enough strength to move on from my current path of what I call ‘’ security’’ (should I say last man death)

And… I Feel soo good so alive, was able to do that properly and gain support for my endeavor!

A new fire has started inside me, finally I gained the strength to choose uncertainty, the tension of life has rose back into my spine

I don’t experience nearly as much insomnia troubles, most of my anxiety has vanished, I feel in power

I give a lot of credits for that change from my custom and AC, and I saw that people like bullet point list of benefits so let me do mine from 1month + of Priapus’s Dream and AC

  • Inner gasoline + Diamond
    Has tremendously rise my sexual energy Wich fueled other modules and has helped me manifest greater day by day, with my spiritual practice gaining a new breath

  • Bluesky/ Depth of Love/ Starfilled night
    Gave me a new found perspective on my life, showing me that what I thought was struggle and unnecessary risks was in fact the most beautiful potential within me
    And they all eased my processus of making choice toward that greater potential, by soothing every aspect into a form of self love

Not even mentioning how good I feel when I meditate

  • Faith unweilding
    That one I don’t present anymore, my GOAT
    The one assembling them all, showing how strong I can be, how doubt is in fact untested potential for faith
    That module has gave me wings on to use pushing me above the precipice of the next page of my life despite everything that I thought would block me

Because I’m that type that don’t move a finger if there is no 100 or at least 95% of success and will keep pushing until it is, Wich is a personality trait I in fact profoundly hate about myself because by that limitation I missed the bigger frame of things and how life is not supposed to be 100-95% sure, I should go for it with all my being and YET still pushing to go toward that 100% only, at least for what trully matters to me

  • Mountain breaker
    Has shown me the cracks in my way of being that felt impossible to overcome and limited me, from those cracks have grewn the seed planted by others modules until my faith and own strength was strong enough to destroy that old way of being

Shattering once and for all my old illusion and many of my weaknesses

  • Mind’s eye
    Gave me the ‘’ Vision ‘’ what I would go after and how all modules would act in synergy with or without me knowing at the time
    Vision Wich grew stronger and stronger until parts of it becomes real and new aspects are shown to me as time goes on

  • Whispered power
    Helped me self affirm in times of doubt and helped tremendously in terms of my spiritual practice, I could feel the vibration & power when I spoke mantras

  • PP modules
    Well no need to tell that it works slowly but surely :smirk:

  • AC
    Boosted my capacity to manifest all of this through meanings I wouldn’t have thought
    Made me read a book I bought long ago yet let rot, that book has helped me restart full intensity my spiritual mode Wich eventually led to me consciously manifesting a mentor to help me in my financial endeavor and Wich gave more strength to this virtuous cycle and inderictly gave me strength to dedicate myself toward my spiritual practice

I’ve gone from depressed drone with unexecuted desires
To
Actual living being doing it’s best to go after what he trully wants despite the fact it looks mad in others eye from the circle I come from

Now I know that my spiritual journey is not only a journey to go through my life but also the mean by Wich I want to live in this society, and I will develop aspect of it to gain my life with it and even if I have to do some reluctant work in the meantime it’s going to be to fuel that life and nothing else

Even if I’m pretty sure I’m quite set up and it won’t be necessary by now anyway it’s only a scarce city thought, not a real problem

I’m already shown enough proofs in term of spiritual development to know that I’ll be able to share it like I deeply wish it

Priapus’s Dream
The sub that penetrates life at it’s core
The sub that penetrates YOU and dig out your true self

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#221

Okay I couldn’t wait for a third week to go by and then start my custom with the recommanded patern

I got a powerfull nudge that it was just to look good to myself and waiting that long for a third time was not needed lol (just stop procrastination and do it dummy :joy:)

So I played a loop last night and wow

I was right it was not necessary to wait
My Hanahata Chakra started to vibrate really strongly a few times after my loop

To the point were in those few times it felt like it overflowed in explosions of energy at some occasions

As for my Muladhara Chakra it got some stimulation too but a lot less as it’s a Chakra I worked on a ton for the last year and a half

And when I tell that I feel that type of stuff I literally have physical sensations lmao

For the dream following that listening well
It was a bit uncounfortable but mainly because it was obviously a projection of the stuff I leave behind me after that phase of transformation I’ve been through, at the end I got the opportunity to see someone with a file that had some sigils on it and I intuitively knew what it meant

I pronounced the title of a book (I checked on internet to see if it was an actual thing and yeah it was a book, even if at first I thought it would be the name of a spirit)

So quite a lot of things going on

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