A Stark Black Phoenix Rising 🔥

I’m riding a wave atm but it’ll be okay!!!

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Day 13 ~ rest day

This song came on and I just smiled.

Less craziness in the dream world but I woke up super early.

This stack is no joke but I’m glad it’s just once per week listening.

One more listening day on Saturday.

Edit: Went to another yoga class at a different gym location. That was wonderful. I was at the front of the class and did the peak pose/advanced poses with less effort. Love to notice my progress as a yogi. :woman_in_lotus_position:

I feel these waves of sadness and anger. I had an anger outburst with my teenager before school relating to mess and disorganization. He told me I was having a tantrum over nothing. I’ll celebrate that we have less of these blowups, but things aren’t where I want them to be. I must focus more on the solutions and possibilities rather than on stuckness.

My relationship with my daughters is seemingly effortless and quite wonderful.

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Got my ass on the drums for a bit just now and that felt great!

I need to make more time to play.

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Day 14 ~ rest day!

Yesterday while I was waiting for my daughter to get off the bus at my ex fiancés parents, his mom and aunt came up to my Jeep sparking up friendly conversation and complimented my eyebrows. :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

That felt good to hear.

I put my mat at the front of yoga class yesterday and nailed the advanced poses again. My balance and strength are improving.

My 10 second short got 1.1K views that I posted on Monday! Cool :sunglasses:

Edit: seeing lots of angel numbers. 444, 777 & 222 mostly. Tbh, I’m seeing triplets of every number and some quadruplets! :grinning:

Day 15 ~ last listening day of this 3 week stack experiment and then I do my washout until next week!

Full loops of Seductress, SB & Phoenix.

Had crazy dreams last night. My daughter woke me up to find her seaglass turtle :turtle: at who knows what time. :sweat_smile:

The “I’m feeling sorry for myself” crap has been coming up to address, related to being a Single mama with 3 kids who have very different personalities. The age gap between my oldest and youngest is 10 years.

I was feeling annoyed with myself and the world briefly yesterday. I didn’t ruminate for too long though.

I understand the price of fame but it can be reframed to be more positive.

My experiences are what I make them to be!

I’m feeling in brighter spirits this morning.

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Day 16 ~ rest day

One of my Facebook followers emailed me asking to email transfer me tribute money and said they believe that all dominant women should be sent tribute. He asked if he can send more tributes when he can as well.

He sent me $10.

I googled dominant women:

Dominant women often exhibit assertiveness, confidence, and an intrinsic motivation to take charge . Their dominance is not always about assertiveness in a forceful sense, though. Sometimes, it’s about being unapologetically ambitious, sure of their opinions, or simply not shying away from leadership roles.

Edit: he was referring to financial dominance and just sent $5.

He told me to google findom. It’s a fetish. Ahh lol :woman_facepalming:

Financial domination, also known as findom, is the sexual fetish where a submissive consensually sends money or gifts to the dominant.

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&& I’ve received a total of $20 from this person today and they want to continue sending more $ on paydays.

Edit: apprently they just keep sending random $5. :rofl:

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I’m wondering about replacing Seductress with HoT next stack. I listened to it briefly when it was released. I mostly use seductress for physical shifting and feminine aspects.

I feel a bit annoyed by the way some of my male friends speak to me on Seductress. It’s like they’re under a spell.

Can males and females be platonic friends or is there some hope they hold onto that it will become something more… hmm :thinking:

This one particular male reappears when I’m listening to Seductress calling me all sorts of pet names. This could be an opportunity to be more assertive and set boundaries.

I don’t want to be an ultra biach, but I also don’t want to be miss nice girl either. Finding that sweet spot.

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I mean good for you and all, but also, when I see a man like that all my mind thinks is “how pathetic”. I genuinely find it sad for him and his existance.

Yeah, I wonder what the benefit is for him to do that?

I’ve never heard this term before yesterday.

He sent me $35-40 CAD yesterday and planning on sending more just to pay tribute.

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Day 17 ~ rest day

Heading off to the gym soon for a yoga class. Being around other people feels good right now.

I’m an ambivert but I admittedly swing more towards introverted without any crutches, which may include people. I’ve come to realize that since becoming sober.

I got a good sleep with minimal dream recall but definitely felt some processing happening.

I gave my eyebrows and eyelashes extra loving care after washing my face just now. I talked to them a bit too. :sweat_smile:

well, that’s a win on your part anyway eh?

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I find it hilarious having this new experience.

Money manifestations have been a thing of mine since I was pretty young.

Nice to receive without any creepy vibes.

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Angel Number 222 signifies good fortune in finances, relationships, and career, as well as a reminder to work towards your soul’s purpose . This number is often associated with the Moon and receiving multiple sources of income. For singles, it is considered as a sign that true love is coming or that a soulmate is near.

Ever since Seductress, I haven’t wore makeup one single time and I feel perfectly fine with that.

So much has changed. 🥹❤️

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Day 18 ~ rest

Slept pretty good with no dream recall.

Enjoyed another yoga class at the gym front of the studio. I remember when I used to hide at the back near the door for classes.

I keep thinking to myself how they’re lacking a yin class and how amazing I teach yin. The pay sucks though at the gym.

Maybe I will recruit clients for virtual class once per week.

My confidence is rising.

I had an old cleaning client reach out asking me to clean her mom’s then her place and I didn’t feel the slightest been interested. I started thinking about all the time I would be spending driving. I told her I can do Sunday and she is gonna let me know. Either way, I don’t care. I will be telling her that I’m charging an extra $50 for my time and travel.

The updated LB looks simply amazing. I am going to replace Phoenix with it for a cycle and see how that goes. I could always listen to Phoenix once per week if I feel called to it. It’s a kick ass subliminal.

My next stack cycle will likely be:

A Stark Black Reality
Love Bomb
Seductress or HoT ~ not sure yet.

I have some time to decide!

Edit: have decided on the following stack which I know will be really beneficial for my growth as an influencer/digital content creator and even with my music and writing passions.

My stack will be as follows once I am done wash out:

A Stark Black Reality
Love Bomb
Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X

I just purchased RM:UW !

I want to give Phoenix and Seductress time to bloom and I truly believe that these titles will continue to work while I focus on enhancing other areas of my life that need more attention.

I’m really liking my thought processes atm.

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Today is my 5th day since listening to my stack…

As I come to a close on this experiment, I realize that it was actually harder for me only listening once per week to all 3 titles.

I’m contemplating how I’ll explore the scheduling for listening to my next stack.

I haven’t listened to LB since the summer.
I have never listened to RM:UW before.
This will be my third cycle with SB.

I want to get the most from RM:UW.

I’m thinking I’ll listen to LB & SB together and alternate with the other.

Maybe I’ll just listen to LB & SB once per week and do more loops of the other.

I am open to suggestions.

I will continue full loops. Not microlooping or shorter loops.

I had a lot of dreams last night. I am at a lake Airbnb with my girls.

That’s pretty wild. I guess there are people with that kind of money to burn. I really want to know how this develops lol. This is peak money out of nowhere manifestation.

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Monday Title A
Tuesday Rest
Wed Title B
Thursday rest
Friday Title C
Weekend rest.

That would still be once weekly but not all together.

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