A Northern Power (Not Nice)

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#443

Sanguine and Love Bomb may well be the ultimate cheat code in life. All that everybody who was wounded ever needed was self-love.

It has unleased a very caring, soft personality that is very stress resistant - rage, terror nervousness etc isn’t for me anymore and I’m only now getting used to it. Begging others (even subconsciously) to like me is disappearing with every minute.

However, I’m not the hard, brash, cutting edge, badass alpha, dripping with sneering brutality and a air of violence.

Do I want to be that? Yes.

Is it possible that one can be a calm alpha without that front? No.

Can I get respect without all that? Let’s see.

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#444

Remember this…

Well…

Turns out self love is the answer

Becoming more assertive was only a matter of loving yourself more.

How?

When you revere yourself, unkind and abusive treatment gets automatically repelled. Because you like yourself a lot.

(I told off a rude customer who tried to tell me how to do my job in that calm, matter of fact Sanguine way. It was automatic, I had the right to answer back in full, not to justify, pacify and whittle away his behaviour and make the person wait for his goods)

Simple?

Well, it only took a good 40 years to re-acquire something that babies have naturally. But hey, better late that never?

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#445

You mentioned Vibration Elevation some time ago. I have used a few of them solo for a while now and they have been great. Thanks for the tip.

Have you used them alongside subliminals? If so, do they interfer with each other in your opinion?

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#446

No, because I see it as complimentary, one does the programming, the other clears.

#447

That’s great to know

#448

I’m in a strangely good space right now…

Money’s getting up quite a bit now,

The kind of things I used to nonstop fantasise about:
Meeting the perfect ideal woman/women
Moving to the perfect place to live
Having that well paying creative career

They don’t have the same appeal anymore. They don’t seem to fill that hole anymore. Even the type of people that I still cling onto (past colleagues and peers) I have the audacity to let them go. Reason being I’ve been working on my self and there are many trapped emotions that are centred on self esteem. Once they’ve been found and released, more of my warrior power can shine outwards.

I have my bouts of recon and negative angst simmering in the background but largely I’m ok.

Sanguine and Love Bomb are still doing it for me, maybe the next task is perhaps being a bit more ambitious in life instead of learning to settle.

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#449

Hey man good to see you’re well. Those subs seem to be working great for you :+1:

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#450

Posting a short update before I take a break again:

I’ve had life get in the way and used other heating methods to get further in my confidence/self esteem journey, however:

*I’m calmer and a lot less stressed out

  • No more blocks and sabotaging anxiety messing up my confidence levels

  • I’m taking two certification courses in order to create a side hustle helping other people

  • Still learning to say no, stopping people pleasing and taking back my own power

Ascension and PCC are still on my playlist, one play every week, seeing and feeling the difference with more self respect and others.

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#451

At this point I’d like to get your opinion on something. I’m kind of coming from similiar place as you and would like to overcome many of the same things. My current stack was KB, new LB, and new Primal. I decided to switch out new Primal for LB because I found out I have some blockages that LB is working on. I wanted to get your thoughts since you’ve tried both titles already, what would you go with, Ascension or new Sanguine, I’ve never done either title yet. I did a couple of the previous versions of Sanguine before but now it seems like major title status.

I’ve only got a slot for one or the other be cause KB and LB stay in my stack. I was hoping to go for the alpha foundations with Ascension but I could definitely benefit from new Sanguine as well.

#452

I would go with Sanguine

Ascension is mainly for masculine traits, KB already covers that area.

If you’re looking to have calm confidence, which is what confidence is really, then I would suggest Sanguine.

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#453

I decided that I can take a break on KB. So I’ll be on a stack of Ascension, New Love Bomb, New Sanguine for the rest of the year.

Feels good and it was the obvious choice for me. I just had to loosen my grip on KB, it was more a will power thing than an inspired follow my inner guidance kind of thing. I feel way more life when I decided on this new stack. I feel like this has the potential to be my best stack to date. If not I can always bring back New Primal.

#454

@RVconsultant could you lock off this thread please, going to start a new journal

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#455