Day 15
1 min Wanted/SSX custom, 30 sec Dream Boy.
Day 17
1 min Wanted/SSX custom, 1 min Dream Boy.
Edit: went on a ādateā with a girl who has a bf, but it was good and enjoyable, I count it as a āsocial repā. Also got another number yesterday, texted her today and we texted back and forth, she asked if I have any socials and I said āIām not super active on socials, I mostly just text.ā No reply yet. 
Day 19
30 sec Wanted/SSX custom, 2 min Dream Boy.
Day 20 rest
Thinking of switching to PS + Dream Boy, just to see what itās like.
Day 21
1 min custom.
Day 24 washout day 3
Ordered another custom lol. Same modules as the last except swapped out Perfection Manifestation for NRE core as was recommended through a support ticket, and ChatGPT on my end has āagreedā. Itās:
Wanted core
SSX core
NRE core
Entranced
Voice Master
Seductive Calibration
Song of Joy
Handsomeness Improver
Lightning Task Initiation
Day 1
30 sec new wanted/ssx custom.
Havenāt been doing āofficialā approaches as much lately (where I go in with the intention to number close or date close etc.), but still just do approaches where i talk and sometimes exchange info, other times not. Have no active leads at the moment (i could try to revive some but donāt feel the need to at the moment). The weather here has been crappy for approaching/dating, itās been cold, cloudy, and rainy. Still have been doing at least 2 approaches per day but not with closing in mind as much.
Even though I just got this new custom today, I might order another lol. It would be a PS/PN custom:
PS core
PN core
Entranced
Seduction Without Chains
Voice of Desire
Echoes of Fulfillment
Seductive Calibration
Anti-recon module
Lightning Task Initiation
Electric Stillness
The Instant Edge
Edge of Falling (maybe)
Created this with the help of ChatGPT, and it probably makes more sense than Wanted right now because Iām actively approaching. The custom I have now (or the one previously which was nearly identical) seems good for creating comfort and intrgue, but may not do as much in the way of sexual escalation. Thatās where PS/PN comes in. Ideally the custom would manifest women who would be open/aligned with me, and rapidly create attraction, comfort, and arousal (and fast escalation) with whoever it is I choose to approach. PS already manifests people, so it was reasoned that adding Perfection Manifestation or Gorgeous Manifestor may slow results a bit.
My PS/PN custom from the summer seemed to be working very well, but I wanted one more trimmed, and also all the modules focused on seduction rather than personal modules (like Wonders of Life).
Day 2 rest
Ordered the PS/PN custom, no biggie. Yeah Wanted is good but maybe doesnāt seem optimal for doing approaches. Will continue with the Wanted/SSX/NRE custom until I receive the new PS/PN custom.
Day 3
1 min Wanted/SSX/NRE custom
Day 5
30 sec W/SSX/NRE custom, 30 sec Primal Nights. Just experimenting.
Day 7
1 min W/SSX/NRE custom, 1 min PN.
Day 9
30 sec W/S/N custom, 30 sec PN. This combo actually seems pretty good. Have been feeling more calm and positive since running this custom, I think itās NRE. Anyway, have been interacting with women here and there but havenāt been doing approaches really as the weather has been kinda shitty and I might be sick (achy joints and had a back spasm that lasted a few days), but should be getting better starting today.
Day 11
30 sec w/ssx/n custom, 30 sec PN.
Day 13 rest
Did no loops yesterday. This custom feels positive and healing (maybe) but I wonder if taking out Perfection Manifestation was a mistake. Might take a short washout and go straight to the new PS/PN custom, which also doesnāt have perfection manifestation.
Since switching to the Wanted/SSX/NRE custom without Perfection Manifestation I do think I notice less opportunities, but Iām not sure. The weather is finally becoming good again (after 2+ weeks of rain and then wind). The only difference between my current Wanted/SSX custom and the last was swapping out Perfection Manifestation for NRE core. Again though, it does feel more positive and I feel less desperate, but maybe less opportunities in my environments? Again could be wrong and maybe I just havenāt been going out as much as the previous cycle due to the weather.
Day 1
30 sec new PS/PN custom.
Iāll count the last 3 days as a short washout.
Day 2 rest
Not feeling that motivated to do approaches, I think Iāve lost some momentum due to so many lazy days. My problem is I want it and donāt want it at the same time. I enjoy the peace of being single, but sometimes feel lonely, bored, and sad of not being with someone. Maybe Iām looking in the wrong place, the wrong area of life. But, maybe Iāll do approaches anyway since Iāve committed to it.
Being with women and doing approaches sounds almost boring to me. What doesnāt sound boring? Oh Iāve been masturbating more lately, thatās probably a big culprit. May have not realized it had I not put my thoughts down here. Will avoid masturbation for 2 weeks.
Day 3
1 min new PS/PN custom.
Edit: need to actually continue doing approaches. Will do at least 2 tomorrow (maybe after 2 warmup/throw away approaches).
Day 4 rest
Did a few funny approaches, but was kicked in the nuts by recon. I think itās because I was hungry most of the day. Hunger seems to 10x recon.
Edit: Yeah it had to be recon, I wasnāt mad AT anyone, but I just felt really pissed and frustrated, just that boiling anger in my abdomen/solar plexus. Again, this might be a sign that maybe I donāt want what I thought I wantedā¦ what I really want is men. Lol jk. I mean maybe I want to find my path/career more than have a little harem, but consciously I think I want the harem moreā¦
I think itās a positive thing that I realize I wasnāt actually mad at anyone, but that it was just my own internal anger/frustration. People around me were actually good vibes today, I was just all angry and sh*t internally.
Also I think much of the recon is coming from switching from Wanted to PS.
In any case, will only do a 30 second loop tomorrow (maybe shorter even).
Day 5
30 sec new PS/PN custom.
Edit: did like 5 approaches today, no results, negative results, felt needy, just wasnāt good. I call this whiplash recon, when you switch to a very different sub, or one that uses a different approach (like wanted to primal seduction).
I also notice the past few weeks girls I talk to start to create distance while we talk, and this wasnāt happening before. Idk whatās going on. Like in November-early December I felt like Casanova, now I feel like one of the loneliest guys in the world.
Day 6 rest
I have the urge to just switch to WB. I miss it, and want to feel that dgaf feelingā¦ probably recon. It just always felt like I was making an impact on WB, like I could āfeelā girls thinking about me, even when I wasnāt trying to do anything, even when I was in recon, feeling needy, in a bad mood, etc. Iām considering switching to WB solo, but Iāll do a few more listen days of this custom or take a short washout and see how I feel.
Edit: now that Iām feeling more calm and centered (but still some background recon), come to think of it, I did get some good responses from approaching yesterday, the girls I approached were all nice, one was playing with her hair and even biting her lip a bit when we talked, but when I asked her out for tea sometime, she said she had a bf and started creating distance. Another girl I walked up to was nice but said she had a bf too, I forced myself to smile when talking to her which seemed to calm her down and she also smiled back and the whole interaction was cute/fun/playful and I think she was charmed.
A couple days ago, one girl working at a place was was playing with her hair and whatnot while we interacted, but over time again, started to create distance though she seemed she was still interested, I didnāt do anything with it because she works at a store I like going to. Donāt sh*t where you eat. Still, the creating distance thing is noticeable.
Edit: reading through journal a bit. Wrote this back in Aug 2025: