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#686

Day 14 rest

Approached 6-ish women yesterday, got one number. Numbers shouldn’t be the goal of course, but for me it’s just a habit, one that I need to change lol. Like I start to feel nervous and just take number. The goal then is maybe be to induce arousal (thank you @Lion) as much as possible, then instant date or take number if have to.

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#687

Day 15

45 sec PS/PN custom, 30 sec OG Wanted.

Yesterday was great, lots of positive female attention, it seemed like something activated (or something got reconciled or something), or the aura was firing. Did 3-4 approaches, all went well. Lots of being noticed and respected too in general.

#688

Day 17

50 sec PS/PN custom. Normally would run a minute but saving space for New Wanted… Stayed home and rested the last two days, basically my weekend. Will do 3 approaches today.

Edit: 30 sec loop New Wanted at 5:28pm.

Edit: did one good approach at the gym, but honestly I just wanted to get home to read/run New Wanted lol. The question now is: keep running PS/PN custom or switch to New Wanted solo?..

#689

Day 18 rest

Interesting vivid dreams, one kind of negative, the others neutral or positive I think. Should’ve wrote them down. Wonder if it has to do with the New Wanted loop. Haven’t really “tested” New Wanted yet as I stayed home yesterday after the loop. Will do 3 approaches, even if I don’t feel like it etc.

Edit: Did 3 approaches (kind of, only 1 real one technically I guess):

  • 1st woman: asked a lady from my car if she knew directions to a place, she was nice and leaned in quite a bit when I asked (this one maybe doesn’t count so much :P)
  • 2nd woman: asked a girl who works at a place I picked up from what her name was, pointed her and said “you’re cool [name]” and meant it, she smiled and thanked me etc. a cute Latina girl. (also doesn’t count much as an approach)
  • 3rd woman: a pretty Russian (?) mother (didn’t know till I spoke with her), actually approached and used a canned opener, she was nice and I think I may have been able to get her contact info, but maybe not, wasn’t sure if she was married or not.

Look forward to doing more tomorrow.

Will probably shorten the PS/PN custom to 30 seconds, or will just do New Wanted solo, not sure yet.

#690

Day 19

1 min New Wanted. Will skip my custom today.

#691

Day 21

1 min New Wanted

#692

Day 22 (washout day 1?)

Didn’t do much socializing today as Uber Eats was crap and I’m still feeling shocked over today’s events… but I did go to a yoga studio just to do some stuff with my membership, and a girl who used to be indifferent towards me was now nice and had a “favorable” look on her face while we talked. The hot girl next to her seemed like she wanted my attention at certain points.

#693

Day 25 washout day 4

So haven’t been approaching as much as I should. Yesterday was emotionally exhausting, car broke down etc. Lots of girls seem to look away, but 80-90% of the time when I approach a girl, it’s game on, otherwise though not much happens. Today will force myself to do 3 approaches.

Edit: might actually not get a chance to do any approaches, ran into an old friend during uber eats and it threw me off lol (not in a bad way though). If not I will continue my adventures tomorrow.

#694

Day 1

1 min New Wanted. Didn’t do approaches yesterday, was tired and just rested at home. Will actually do them today (for real this time).

Edit: Thank god, I machine-gunned out 3 approaches towards the end of the day after pussying out a bunch of times. 1 was good, one was okay (might’ve been able to make this one better), the last was okay. Surprisingly high amount of female attention here and there despite looking kinda crappy today (went to the gym, didn’t shower, need to shave, etc). Went to a chiropractor for the first time and feel a lot better, I don’t have the usual fatigue, and way less anger/frustration. Certain parts of my spine were very fucked, which I discovered through the consultation.

#695

Day 2 rest

3 approaches.

Edit: uber eats for lunch is trash. I could approach women but I feel pissed off so I just don’t want to, but maybe I should anyway. Oh, also texted that girl I met last week, no response, so I’m feeling little down about that. Would’ve texted her the next day but that’s when Charlie Kirk got shot so it felt weird. Fuck.

Edit: the girl texted back but 4 hrs later, it’s probably going nowhere, just lonely and sad. Didn’t do my approaches, just too angry and sad feeling. Will definitely do only 30 seconds tomorrow.

#696

Day 3

30 sec New Wanted. Woke up very tired, but once got up, felt good.

Edit: Feel way better today, the way I felt yesterday might’ve have to do with getting my 2nd ever chiropractic adjustment/herxheimer reaction etc. and/or recon.

Note: when you’ve fallen off the wagon with approaching and want to continue but are nervous/intimidated, just walk up and talk with no intention of taking it anywhere, or just do an opener.

#697

Day 5

30 sec New Wanted.

#698

Day 7

1 min New Wanted.

#699

Day 9

3 min New Wanted. Don’t think I had much recon yesterday, so to 3 minutes.

#700

Day 10 rest

Yesterday approached/started a convo with this cute tattoo artist girl walking by. She seemed surprisingly open, though keeping a distance (she would come closer then it’s like she reminded herself to back off a bit) which made sense given where we were. Also talked kind of extensively with a cute girl who works at a fast food place I picked up from. Also this one tall pretty hotel clerk girl seemed very comfortable with me and led me into the elevator with her (for an Uber Eats order) getting surprisingly close. Though without my PS/PN custom and just New Wanted alone, there might be something missing. Then again, maybe I’m just being lazy with approaches. Will visualize my desired end goal and force 3 approaches tomorrow.

#701

Day 11

1 min New Wanted, 30 sec RotNW. Don’t believe I’ve ran Nectar with New Wanted yet, experimenting. Maybe will try with PN next.

Edit: stayed home today as I felt very sick (headache, nausea, etc.), started feeling better towards the end of the day. Food poisoning or a small cold/flu. Will force 3 approaches tomorrow if I go out.

#702

Day 13

30 sec New Wanted, 30 sec RotNW. Noticeable results but some recon from last listening. Lowered to 30 seconds each. Oh shit, forgot to approach 3 women, had a dream that I approached a girl who just turned me on and the convo was going well and then her bf (?) showed up and kinda ruined the interaction, though he was chill.

Edit: so when I’m at home, fantasizing about sexual acts with women is hot, but when I’m out and about (like right now I’m at the gym), the thought of really doing it almost makes me sick. Like it sounds sleazy and I seem to associate it strife, negativity, heartbreak, lying, etc. Clearly there is some healing that needs to be done here…

#703

Day 14 rest

I think my problem in sex/relationships is more sexual shame and fear, like what would my friends, family, and even the strangers around me think if they knew I lived like this? Also, yesterday approached one girl at the gym who at first seemed totally uninterested as she walked by (didn’t look at me or anything) but I approached her, and she was smiley and blushing (maybe she was just nervous) and it was good, she was nice. Could’ve made it more flirtatious and sexual, like I could’ve said “you have a nice smile” (which I thought she did) etc. but kept it friendly.

#704

Day 15

1 min Wanted, 1 min Rotnw. Yesterday was fun, did uber eats in the city, went to a high end sunglasses shop and asked two ladies for their opinion and they jumped on it and were helping me out the whole time, almost more than the sales associate lol. Later got poke at a small shop and talked to the cute Cambodian girl (but American) there helping me about potential jobs and whatnot, exchanged #'s with her. Generally positive and good vibes all around.

#705

Day 17

1 min Wanted, 30 sec RotNW. Lowered nectar to 30 seconds because I woke up tired yesterday, but no recon. It’s been a smooth and good cycle.