Right, I’m not sure if it’s PN causing the recon, I think it’s one of the modules.
Day 19
30 sec Love Bomb.
Day 20 rest
Love Bomb is awesome for me, only sub I think that alleviates recon for me (making sure to include “for me” because for others it causes a lot of recon). Just good vibes, not needing external validation, feeling good about myself regardless, it’s awesome. Makes me nicer to people and want to connect, makes people like me more, etc. A stack of PS and LB or PS + PN + LB might be a killer seduction stack for me.
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Have you tried it with Wanted Black?
Wondering if I should combine the two at some point
I haven’t, sounds like an interesting combo though. I did do OG Wanted + OG PS + OG LB, and I wrote here that it wasn’t “seductive” enough or something like that, but WB + LB might be totally different, not sure.
I imagine PS pairing better with LB than WB.
Day 21
20 sec PS/PN custom, 30 sec LB.
Edit: Okay, so running both of these on the same day = recon slap in the mouth. Anger, irritation, neediness, but people were nice and positive when I did interact.
Day 22 washout day 1
Good day, albeit with some recon. I’ve found that listening to heavy metal really helps with anger recon for me. Some female attention here and there, good vibes whenever I interacted with people. Still felt kinda lonely off and on.
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Day 25 washout day 4
So I do get attraction from women, I guess I just need to position myself in a way that I can make things work from where I’m at.
Day 27 washout day 6
Was a rough day for me emotionally. Took a yoga class where the teacher I think clearly liked me before, but today there was another guy she was all into, and I tried talking with her later and it was meh. My fault honestly, I waited too long, I had the intuitive nudge to take her class and talk to her weeks and weeks ago, lol. Well, I might take her class again next week to see one last time if there’s any spark or connection there, maybe I’ll flat out ask her out, then I’ll know for sure. Frustrated with my performance, it’s one of those situations where a girl totally likes you but you still mess it up. -_- again though, my fault, and it may have gone nowhere anyway even with the best game as she is now interested in another guy. And yeah I know I wanted to not be monogamous anyway, but with her I was reconsidering it. But yeah, lots of frustration and sadness etc. today, didn’t eat enough.
Have a new PS/PN custom on the way with some modules switched out cuz the last one honestly caused me more recon than I’d prefer. Haven’t received it yet, I suppose I could just run PS + Love Bomb for now, or OG Wanted, which I also really want to run, but I do want to run PS/PN for at least one more cycle.
Love Bomb is honestly more of a bandaid for recon for me (decreases recon for me).
I just wanted to say at least you’re going for it and taking action!
That takes guts and you’re probably learning from these experiences. Rooting for you
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Day 1 (mini cycle)
1 min PS, 1 min LB.
Lol thanks, the girl isn’t even that cute, but I did feel drawn to her for some reason. For the record, I think I was running WB and either RotNW or SSX when she seemed into me.
Day 3
1 min new PS/PN custom.
Yesterday had some recon but did also get girl attention here and there and the few girls I did interact with I felt connected and positive.
New custom:
PS core
PN core
NAE: Women
Synergy: Semper Praesens
Synergy: Perfection
Synergy: Wonders of Life
Divine Self-Image
Anti-Recon Module
Aura of Craving
Rogue
Entranced
Edge of Falling
The Feedback Loop
Yggdrasil
This one has more focus on me feeling good in the moment, feeling good about myself, and not caring what others think (Rogue). It has more emphasis on being inspired to do things vs feeling the need to (Wonders of Life replacing Breaking the Pattern).
Edit: no immediate recon so far (unlike previous custom), feel good actually.
Edit: maybe this is just placebo, but I feel like I’m experiencing some of the Semper Praesens module, and it feels ESSENTIAL for me.
Edit: still noticeably less recon, I’m guessing it’s from the modules I added to this: semper praesens, divine self image, and wonders of life.
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Day 5
1:30 min PS/PN 2, 20 sec microloop RotNW (probably won’t do again but just experimenting).
Edit: it’s actually crazy how much less recon I’m getting with this custom vs the last. Again, I’m guessing it was Breaking the Cycle and/or Panther causing the recon, maybe it was too much pressure to change myself and to approach.
Edit: okay so I got some recon, I attribute it to not eating enough and possibly adding RotNW, not the worst I’ve had though. Also haven’t done many approaches so I’m frustrated with my performance, I really wasn’t feeling like it though as I hadn’t eaten and just felt furious.
Day 7
2 min new PS/PN.
Edit: was gonna add a 30 sec loop of OG Wanted but decided not to. Will maybe next listening day. Enjoying low recon right now 
I think it’s Semper Praesens (I quickly get over things moment to moment) and Divine Self Image.
Day 9
2 min new PS/PN. Good results and low recon so far.
Day 11
2:30 min new PS/PN.
Day 13
2 min new PS/PN. Edit: 30 seconds LBFH (first time).
Have been feeling kinda jealous lately, read through the LBFH objectives and skimmed the page, sounds like something I could use.
Edit 2: I think I like LBFH more than LB. This actually makes me want to go out and be social, or at least be around people.
Day 14 rest
Yes so LBFH is an awesome sub. Like it seems to make me less needy and want to be around people at the same time. It seems like a good sub if you’ve been isolating for a while and want to be social again.
Interestingly, some drama seems to have been stirred up, this one guy basically told me to stay away from his gf (this one girl I talk to a lot while I work), and I was surprised because my interactions with her have been platonic (at least I thought so) for the last few months.
Day 15
1 min new PS/PN, 1 min LBFH.
Edit: realizing there’s people in my life that I really want to show more appreciation for.
Edit: more recon today, headache all day, got somewhat bad sleep last night, probably partly why. Almost getting the opposite type of reactions today.