Day 3
30 sec new custom, 30 sec RICH.
Edit: I think I had this underlying belief that you had to do something you don’t like for work, which I realize is objectively not true. You can do something you WANT to do for work. But the question is: what do you want to do with the money from whatever work you do?..
Day 4 rest
Thinking about switching out the custom for WB alone. So WB + RICH. Just to lighten to load. Or even OG Wanted.
Day 5
40 sec custom, 1 min RICH.
Day 7
30 sec RICH, 1 min custom.
Day 9
1:30 min custom. Decided to cut RICH today to focus on custom.
Day 11
3 min custom. I’ll name this custom Seductive Nectar Mystery (SNM).
Recon so far has been fine and manageable. I seem to get attraction at gym and other places, especially once I walk up and talk to girls, which I haven’t been doing that much as I don’t feel the drive as much with WB (whereas running Khan I felt I had to approach).
Been thinking of running SNM, or just WB, with Primal or Genesis though. I feel there is something, like a need for more confidence, fun, and adventure. Primal, Genesis, or Daredevil is on my mind to stack with WB. But is this recon (need to stack switch) or a genuine desire?..
Edit: insight: it’s not the thing that is holding you back, it’s the THOUGHT/BELIEF that a thing is holding you back that is holding you back.
Day 13
30 sec custom, 1:15 min Primal.
Decided to throw in Primal as I realize my goals are not only being seductive/attractive etc. but also to have the ability to have fun, be fun, and take risks (within reason of course).
Day 15
30 sec custom, 1 min Primal. Keep waking up tired, from processing I guess, but pretty much no anger recon.
Day 17
1 min custom, 30 sec Primal.
Day 19
30 sec custom, 30 sec Primal. Keep waking up tired. Feel like I might be mildly overloaded. Washout will be nice.
Day 21
30 sec Primal, 30 sec custom.
Day 1
3 min PS, 3 min PN. Yesterday when delivering a bottle of wine/alcohol to a house, the woman was pretty hot and I’m pretty sure she was indirectly asking me if I wanted to come in with her and help her finish the bottle of wine I delivered to her. Didn’t realize it until afterwards. Damn. While we were chatting I should’ve said “wait did you just ask me to help you finish that?”
Have been pretty lazy with approaching, have maybe been lazy in general. Went to Tokyo a few weeks ago (which is why I was asking for a vacation stack lol), and it was awesome. I was running my custom while there and I for sure think it was working. I feel I could’ve hooked up at least a few times while there, but once I was there I wanted to just enjoy it as I was there with my brother and sister.
Day 3
2:30 min PS, 2:30 min PN.
Edit: Wow so yeah, like others, I actually seem to get more female attention with PS than WB (at least at this stage). I walked up to one girl who was getting signatures for a proposition and she seemed extra nice and seemed to be enjoying my company. Another girl was after I delivered food in a building, we were in the elevator together and she asked if I worked on her floor and we had a small chat. At the gym, the few girls I interacted with were all nice and good vibes. Even guys seem to be treating me better. On a leg machine I was next to two girls using a leg machine next to me, and I used their machine after they were done, and there was a wet spot, as in she might’ve been a bit wet. PN aura?..
The thing is, I’m not sure if this is from my new stack of PS + PN, or if it’s my last stack rapidly executing because I changed stacks (which I read somewhere here is a possible phenomenon as other users have reported it).
But yeah good vibes today 
Day 5
2 min BDLM.
Yeah I feel like the aura of BDLM with PN + PS might be overkill, didn’t get as much attention/positive vibes from the gym today (that I noticed) and while out and about. I did feel the grounding effect though mentioned in the forum. Also feel kinda tired, fatigue type recon I think. Will take it out of the stack unless I see sudden positive results.
Day 7
3 min PS, 3 min PN.
Day 9
3 min PS, 3 min PN.
I seem to have way less recon on this stack, this let’s me know that the objectives/style of PS are much more in sync with my goals/style than WB (for now at least). Or maybe from all of the healing of WB/previous stacks, PS/PN is now working better.
Day 11
2 min Inner Circle. Mainly running this for the anti-recon tech (not that I’m having much recon) and the approachability, just to see how the results differ. The stack was going well, but just experimenting.
Day 12 rest
Was at the gym yesterday, didn’t feel as much attraction, so I don’t believe adding IC to the stack benefitted me in that particular way. I think I was in kind of a pouty mood though, possibly partly from recon, also just because I really didn’t feel like being at the gym (also probably partly due to weed consumption heheh ¯_(ツ)_/¯).
Today thinking/realizing there were certain “milestones” I never quite attainted in high school and at various other parts of my life. In high school I never ended up hooking up with one of the hottest girls in school, didn’t end up at a party hooking up/having sex with a hot girl etc. I wanted this not to impress anyone but just for the experience. The pleasure and memory. I did have a girlfriend senior year who cheated on me so I usually speak of it as a negative experience, but yesterday (or the day before) I realized how appreciative I was of that experience. Yes she cheated on me, but we also had a lot of sex, and the whole experience reinvigorated me. I felt alive again. During the previous year (junior year) I felt lonely, and was in a dark/depressed place.
Edit: ordered a PS/PN custom,
PS core
PN core
NAE:W
Pragya
Omnidimensional
Perfection Manifestation
Yggdrasil
Breaking the Cycle
The Feedback Loop
Flowing Freely
Anti-recon module
Entranced
Edge of Falling
Panther
Kinda wish I had added Ego Adsum or Everpresent.
Day 13
3:30 PS, 3:30 PN.
Edit: Realize that I go out a lot of the time thinking I’m gonna instantly be a pimp because of all this seduction material I’ve looked at + subs, then when I go out and feel brushed off or don’t take action, I get frustrated and annoyed. Kinda funny when I think about it. Have to remember that when you go out, you’re gonna be at the level you’re at and to get better you need to practice the material you learned. Becoming good at something requires practice and repetition.
It’s my ego for sure. I go out and if I’m not getting out of the ordinary attention (which shouldn’t matter anyway because attention without taking action is just an ego boost, which is like fuel to feed an illusion, so really it’s nothing at all), I get frustrated, but then if I don’t take action I also get frustrated. The real key is to just take action. Action = practice = getting good.
Day 15
4 min PS, 4 min PN.