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#422

Day 7

3 min LMHC, 3 min LME.

Edit: women/girls sounds cool and all, but I think being wealthy/rich (or even just comfortable) sounds more fun maybe?…

Edit: At the gym I tried to walk up to that one 19 yr old I met a couple weeks ago to try to talk and she totally just blew me off, and I had the urge to (and would normally) go and try to fix it, but instead I just decided “no, I’ll just stand here, accept it and feel it” and just kinda stood there in embarrassment/humiliation :joy: honestly that felt awesome, just just stand there and not try to fix it, just let it go. That’s what a guy with lots of options would do anyway. After that, that one phenomenon happened (@Xelas lol) where girls started looking at me and working out near me etc. lol. I’m not sure why that happens, maybe it causes you to give off a good, down to earth, humble vibe or something? Hell yeah, glad I reacted that way. It’s almost like somewhere along the way I forgot that you have to be willing to walk away, and tonight I acted in accordance with that :muscle:

Edit: if start to overthink something at night, start thinking about/planning out next day.

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#423

Day 9

3:30 min LMHC. Left out Mind’s Eye for now, so as to not overwhelm subconscious. Will do 2 minutes later if feels necessary.

Edit: So I need to stay well fed on this, or else I start to get weird and needy, but I think that’s how it’s always been (maybe even before subs, but especially on subs). Song of Joy and Approachability seem like a good pair, I feel I’ve been making people laugh more a lot lately. Also even though approaching can be kinda hard without a more proactive core, when I do, it seems I’m well-received a majority of the time. Self-love also seems essential, maybe from WB. Like when I feel I’m overworking myself, weirdness/recon sets in. This rebuild definitely feels like an improvement over the last one.

#424

Day 11

3:10 min LMHC, Mind’s Eye 1 min. I’ve had maybe recon a couple times off and on the last few days (moments of neediness and despair, that feeling of the “soul crying”), but at the same time, good results in terms of attraction. Was thinking I was starting to feel more recon due to the effects of ME wearing off.

Edit: irritation recon. Feeling that nothing can make me feel better. That’s how you know it’s recon (or probably overload) /: Should’ve held off on ME probably.

#425

Day 12 rest

Thought: I think what really makes a person charming and attractive (or can) is someone who is genuinely charmed by everyone else around them. I think most subs and lots of other self-improvement modalities don’t take this into account; they focus on you becoming more charming instead of being more charmed by others or finding others charming.

Edit: Idea for stack: a combo of 2-3 of the following: DD + Primal + WB + SSX

Edit 5 days later: looking back on this, I’m unsure about what I wrote about being charmed making you charming.

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#426

Day 13

3:30 min LMHC

Edit: thought experiment I came up with: think of past events/situations, ask self “what would’ve been the best possible outcome for that situation?”. Can also ask for future things you want to do, or something right in front of you that you’re thinking of doing. Also ask what is the worst.

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#427

Day 14 rest

It seems some women have manifested who seem attracted (like 3-4?), the problem is how do I “ask them out”? Also, maybe I do get IOIs, but haven’t really walked up and tried to interact with many of them. Here’s the thing, when I’m at home just relaxing, walking up to girls/talking/having a harem sounds good, but when I leave the house and am out in public, I feel different. The idea suddenly sounds almost out of the question to me. I think that’s just me not “being in state”, and to “snap into state” I just have to be social ASAP once I leave the house.

Edit: should I run a short loop of SSX along with LMHC tomorrow or am I just asking for face-slapping recon?..

Edit: 3:30 seems to be a sweet spot in terms of attraction/looking good/noticeable results. At gym didn’t notice much attraction (or maybe I just wasn’t observant), but afterwards I bought a protein shake, and AGAIN, once I get face to face talking to a girl, the power of the sub springs into action. The girl working there seemed extra friendly (though I was also being chatty), we chatted a bit about the ingredients and she gave me a larger size than I ordered, though of course this could be cuz it was late and they were getting rid of the extra food. As I walked to my car, 3 or 4 tall young pretty girls came out of a restaurant and one (or maybe all) stared at me on her way out (and I grinned in return while sipping the shake) and they were all gasping and giggling etc. o.0 could’ve been unrelated to me (though I felt it wasn’t…). They were probably 16 or 17 though so :man_shrugging:

#428

Khankhankhankhan

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#429

:joy: yeah message received, just finishing this cycle (unless the khan itch becomes too unbearable…)

#430

Day 15 :sparkles:

3 min LMHC, 30 sec SSX. Haven’t run SSX in a long time, just curious.

Edit: Okay so boom, this combo seems like a magic key.

#431

Day 16 rest

Stayed home all day today, was just kinda tired and unmotivated. Will go out tomorrow no matter how lazy I’m feeling.

#432

Day 17

3 min LMHC, 30 sec SSX.

#433

Day 18 rest

Almost every interaction with a girl goes well and they seem to either like me or have a good impression of me. Like all I have to do is put in a tiny bit of effort into a conversation. LMHC + SSX = bro. Still want to do Khan, still feel I need some inner blocks cleared.

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#434

Khan clears inner blocks it’s called ST1 :rofl:

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#435

Lol no yeah I know, that’s what I was saying, as in like I want to do Khan because I still feel I have some inner blocks.

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#436

Bro screw listening schedules just run a loop now

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#437

Haha damn, just thinking about doing that is a rush honestly :joy: you’re tempting me :snake: well I just bought it. Main reason I’m hesitant to run it rn is cuz I’m about to go out with my folks to look for a christmas tree, don’t wanna be in recon for that, ya know? Idk, thoughts?

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#438

DESTROY THE GENERATIONAL TRAUMA THAT HAS HELD YOU BACK FROM GREATNESS, LET YOUR FAMILY BEND DOWN TO YOUR GREATNESS. TTHEY SHALL RESIST. Resist back.

THEY SHALL DEMAND YOU RETURN TO SUBSERVIENCE. RETURN TO DISHONOR AND SHAME. YOU SHALL BE THE CUPBEARER FOR YOUR FATHER’S MEAD, THE STOOL FOR YOUR MOTHER’S FEET, THE SEAT FOR YOUR GRANDFATHER’S COMFORT. Stand up, Great One. Fight.

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#439

Lol epic, though I have no malice towards my family. Really I’d say the battle will mostly be with my own “inner demons”.

#440

Day 19

Woke up tired, but no recon besides that. I’ll probably skip the loops today for that reason, feels like my subconscious needs to rest (don’t want to add to the load).

edit: 30 sec Genesis J&H in afternoon

#441

Day 21

3 min AoH.

Edit: There seems to be magic in LMHC + SSX. Approaching can still be a pain, but once you’re talking, words just flow and the girl seems charmed and wants to keep talking. If you want to basically automatically charm girls when you talk/interact with them: LMHC + SSX. Will have to let it go temporarily so I can run Khan.

Edit: Insight?: I think a strong determiner of happiness is what your day is revolving around. What thing/event/concept is your day revolving around?…. If you’re unsure, then get clear on what you want it to revolve around

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