Oh shit, I forgot about this. Maybe I’ll start this today even though I really don’t feel like it and probably look kinda dirty (haven’t washed my hair in 2 days cuz I’m going to the gym today).
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Day 8 rest
Okay nice, so now this custom seems to be starting to produce the effect I want. At the gym, got proximity from girls, and maybe in general (some guys too). Went to one machine and a very cute girl told me the machine was weird and not working right and said “here pull” and I had to grab a part of the machine which kinda required me to put my had on her’s 
I think her bf was with her though and he was a big guy but hey 
I noticed/felt a couple other girls looking at me too, who also seemed to have bf’s 
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All good! I, myself have forgotten about this because I’ve been having weird past few days and have lost motivation. I think I’m getting better though so I’ll have to start this soon!
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Day 9
2 min TIH
Day 10 rest
So at the gym I asked a pretty-ish young girl to help me up (I was sitting on the floor) and she was nice, pulled me up, and was like “are you okay?” and I laughed and said yeah just kinda tired, which I was, had a long lame conversation with her, but honestly it was lame because this guy pulled up right near us and started doing sit-ups, so I just felt self conscious and couldn’t properly “seduce” or anything lol. I hate that shit. She didn’t seem that interested anyway but was still talking and asking me questions etc. At the end of the convo I tried to give her my number but she sort of declined and said “maybe if I see you here again”. I said “okay fine” or something like that and walked away and continued the last of my workout. Then I noticed other cute girls being kinda near me and one gave me a nice smile as she walked by 
this is exactly what me and @Xelas were just talking about. Anyway, I’m 32 and she was 19 going on 20, but she thought I was 22-23, and yeah I was afraid I creeped her out, but I saw her leaving (she was on her last workout when we talked) and she actually left slowly, not in a rush or like running away or anything. I thank WB and other auras for this honestly. Honestly I love that. Anyway, yeah, kinda feel frustrated and happy/hopeful at the same time 
Oh yeah, earlier in the day though when I was doing Uber Eats, I went into this one big building and a business milf was in the elevator with me and she was friendly and we had a small chat, I wish I’d complimented her outfit or shoes or something, but she helped me find the room I was going to (since we got off on the same floor), and that was cool 
I regret not adding Yggdrasil or another manifestation module to my custom, I feel like that would’ve been awesome, but perhaps it’s too early to tell, as in maybe I don’t need it.
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Day 11
3 min TIH
Note: feel good today but last night felt crazy, I think it’s from bad sleep the last two days. For me it seems: bad sleep = bad recon.
Yup, that happened to me again yesterday. There were a bunch of pretty girls passing by and I said “looking good, girls!” And although I don’t think they heard me because of the loud music coming from pubs, but a few seconds later another girl passing me by stared into my eyes with a cheeky smile. Im sure it’s the playful vibe that we give off. That just tells ya how girls can easily pick up on our internal state
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Day 12 rest
Feel good rn, but yeah I’m now unsure about having both Approachability Aura and Total Nonchalance in the custom. Having both might create a weird conflicting vibe. Wish I could remake the custom and just remove one of them. Or who knows, maybe it’s fine and actually can work well.
Day 13
4 min TIH. Added a full minute instead of 30 sec.
Day 15
So I have a mild sore throat, so I’ll probably skip listening today. Yesterday at the gym though, I felt a lot of attention, then for a few minutes I felt no attention and felt needy (not sure which came first), then I realized I wasn’t really looking at girls. So before I left I walked through the gym and looked at girls as I walked by and almost all of them crossed gazes with me o.0 so maybe sometimes I am getting looks but don’t notice or I close myself off to it. The effects of WB, Earthshaker, King’s Radiance (maybe Seducer’s Gaze) I suspect. Anyway, doesn’t matter much if I don’t walk up and talk to a girl, but I’ve found that gyms really suck for this in general (the two gyms I frequent anyway). Literally gyms might be the worst place for me to “approach” girls. I think it would work best at a gym I don’t go to often or only once.
I realize my sore throat might just be chapped from cold air at night, but I’ll still take this extra day off to be safe.
Edit: read back through this journal a bit and realized: I really like WB’s “indirect” feeling. Like with SSX and PS walking up to girls felt very “direct”. WB feels more like you’re living your life and walking up to a girl just feels more natural and carefree, and feels more like it “just happened” vs feeling like you made it happen with effort/will/desire. Maybe WB is more in line with my personality and style than PS; thinking back, I was always more indirect and mysterious, even as a kid. Going in and hitting on a girl always felt wrong and needy for me. With WB, even if I do go in and hit on a girl, it feels like I didn’t lol.
Though I did get results from PS and SSX (and their OG counterparts), WB just feels better to me.
Day 16 rest
Hmm even though I was kinda talking sh*t about PS and SSX in the last post, I kinda am thinking of running WB and SSX… or making a custom with both, it’ll be cheap because I have all the modules I’d use in it (except maybe Subconscious Flow). Running SSX would probably be different this time since I ran 6 cycles of Primal/Sanguine/LB. But eh idk just a thought. My original idea was to run this current custom (TIH) for 1 or two more cycles, then run Khan St 1 for a cycle or two, OR run Ascension for a cycle or two first, THEN Khan St 1. I don’t even plan on running the whole Khan, just St1 to break limiting beliefs and old negative sub influence.
Day 17
4:30 TIH.
Edit: kinda feeling recon yesterday and today. Just not getting the girl attention I want (except when a girl is “forced” to interact with me like if she’s ringing me up at a shop etc.), just feels like one of those days where the world is against me sort of. But yeah it seems flirting/attraction/good vibes happens easily once a girl is face to face with me interacting. And yeah, the vibes around where I live have been kinda crappy today. I’ll try to force myself to talk to some girls or something even if I don’t feel like it.
Edit: yeah, idk so moody, got into road rage kinda, and I did last night too. In LA people have this thing where they get into the lane next to you at stoplights, then speed and cut you off, and that happened tonight and last night, and for a lonely and recon-laden person like me, I just ain’t havin it. Like I know I should be unreactive, but sometimes I do to kinda at least let the person know my sentiment… like ay, I don’t like that, most people don’t, stop that shit. Also sometimes I react just to see what happens . Also getting annoyed at small things like lots of people around here these days don’t use their blinkers… solution? And yeah also seeing couples and feeling like a lonely creep waiting for Uber eats orders… but yeah then again when I interact with a girl face to face it’s very positive. And maybe some looks here and there? But yeah also have really been feeling an aversion to “approach”
Edit: so much has been cleared away during this slightly over a year long journey running mainly seduction subs, so what’s stopping me now? Honestly it might be ego; i don’t want to “approach” a girl just to get rejected or “I have a boyfriend” after all this time and recon I’ve gone through. So yes, maybe it’s simply ego… this is why I want to add ARES or Mountain Breaker or Unlimiter to another custom that will closely resemble my current one but with a few modules switched out. I just want to get that last thing, whatever it is, standing in my way… or maybe I’ll just run Khan st1 for a couple cycles.
Day 18 rest
So when I see couples, I feel kinda jealous at first, like instinctually, but then I think “oh wait, that’s relationship stuff, I don’t even want that”, literally, I want a harem/dating rotation/polyamory, so if people are in a happy monogamous relationship, good for them, so yeah. Basically I want either polyamory or celibacy
Edit: have a strong urge to run Khan st1 next cycle, does this mean I should stick to my current stack, i.e. recon?
Edit: so that 19 yr old girl I met at the gym last week (?) seemed like she was trying to get me to notice her, and I was actually kinda trying to avoid her because 1.) I forgot her name, and 2.) I just didn’t really know what to say, and 3.) I thought she wasn’t interested. But she walked by me a few times and worked out sort of near me, and one of the times she walked by she gave me a sideways glance and when our eyes met she quickly looked away. Then she walked in front of me again after that, but yeah idk I just didn’t really know what to say so.
Also, was kinda moody again, but it seems like Approachability Aura makes people who I approach more open to me, which is interesting. Like no matter how weird or creepy I might feel, people respond to me well. I think it’s Approachability doing that.
Day 19
4:30 TIH. Hope I’m not overloading, was feeling like I should’ve stopped around the 2:30 mark, but we’ll see.
Day 20 rest
So yesterday kinda had recon maybe, like sitting at home doing nothing made me feel frustrated but once I got out and interacted with people (girls specifically) I felt much better, and feel like that anger energy was pushed through the components of the custom. After that (and eating food) I felt a 180 in terms of mood.
Today didn’t do too much, just went to a yoga class, where I was the only guy lol lots of ladies but not too many around my age (most were older), though received lots of smiles/attention. Stayed home and…fapped…screw it, taking a day off. Not feeling recon though which is awesome, maybe from Pragya?
Rebuilding my custom right now and taking out:
- Temptation & Total Nonchalance (both because I figure WB covers these aspects enough)
- Panther (since I actually don’t think I need it)
- Inner Gasoline (since I don’t have that much of a problem with PMO/“fapping”)
- Seducer’s Gaze (I think it’s unnecessary and possibly counter-productive to WB’s scripting)
Replaced with:
- Subliminal Flow (seems very useful for “snapping into” good states conducive interacting with women)
- Yggdrasil (for increased manifestation/opening of pathways that can lead to my goals)
- Auric Overdriver (to maximize the aura of all components of the custom)
- You Are Not Alone (for manifestation of people/fwbs hopefully lol)
- Synergy: Beyond Seduction (for a good first impression and sounds like it would synergize well with WB, King’s Radiance, and Edge of Falling)
Also replaced Inner Circle with Alexander’s Play. So this is the current rebuild so far:
WB core
RotNW core
NAE: Women
Alexander’s Play
Enchanting Smile
Song of Joy
Iron Frame
Handsomeness Improver
Subconscious Flow
Yggdrasil
Omnidimensional
You Are Not Alone
Auric Overdriver
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Pragya
King’s Radiance
Approachability Aura
Earthshaker: Sexuality
Edge of Falling
So as anyone reading this can see, the custom is very passive (especially with Panther taken out). It’s a harem builder for the lazy man. Still subject to change for now.
very cool idea to make the custom more passive. looks really good.
are you putting yourself in lots of social situations tho?
i think this custom’ll work really well, but, you should still be in a situation where you’re socializing where girls are around - even if you only socialize with the guys, the girls will also watch you and eventually approach.
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Honestly not as much as I should, but yeah next time my brother invites me out or something I’ll go even if I don’t feel like it (unless I REALLY don’t feel like it lol).
Yeah, these days I don’t really like bars/clubs (honestly I may have never liked them), I just hate having to scream at girls or people I’m talking to lol, it’s unsmooth for me and just not my style. Not saying bars/clubs are the only place I can talk to people but that’s been my main options lately.
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i’ve never liked bars/clubs either.
Just get out there and socialize so the primal scripting can kick! Even if it’s just socializing doing a hobby you really enjoy doing.
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Day 21
5 min TIH. Okay I’m basically about to buy this custom rebuild, but I’m wondering if I should replace Enchanting Smile or Song of Joy with Overdrive or Winner Overdrive… then again that would make it less passive and kinda defeat the purpose of the experiment… or I’ll just buy the custom as is and use Overdrive/Winner Overdrive in a future custom which would be relatively cheap anyway since I own all the modules I’d use… other modules I considered are Entranced and Ethereal Presence, but both of those may already be pretty much covered by WB and Handsomeness Improver and others. Also considered Synergy: At the Top, though the potential issue is appearing “too alpha” intimidating/being off-putting to others and maybe getting in the way of appearing approachable… Okay, since I’m aiming for passive I’ll skip that module for now, but it does seem like it can be awesome in a slightly more active custom. Also I still love the idea of Total Nonchalance, but with Auric Overdriver I feel it would increase the nonchalant vibe of WB enough to where it isn’t necessary.
Edit: bought it.
Day 22 washout day 1
Question to ponder/ask self especially when feeling needy: If I were a girl would I want to be with me?…
Also, seems like particular subs, like WB, work properly when you aren’t trying to make them work. Just listen to the sub and do what you’d normally do, i.e. set it and forget it.