Those three subs in general, though I always ran WB and SSX together, and I ran OG Wanted with OG PS and OG LB. The Wanted’s might be the common denominator but I’m not sure.
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Day 27 washout day 6
Looking back on my journal, I realize that I pretty much don’t feel jealousy over people in relationships anymore. I’m not sure what “fixed” it, either LB or Aphrodite. But yeah I really don’t, or I have ways of dealing with it on the spot. Hopefully I didn’t jinx it by writing this haha
Edit: I think the reason I’m not getting women right now is because I want them selfishly, not to “know her as a person”. I only want a girl to like me enough to where she’s happy and/or willing to sexually gratify me, and this probably doesn’t give me a good energy. Maybe I’m afraid of intimacy. Maybe part of me would feel bad for a girl who likes me, after sex in particular, because I don’t want a partner, I want partners. Not necessarily a haram, but just multiple girls I’m being intimate with individually. Why? I don’t want to settle down yet and just one sounds boring. So I just want girls because I selfishly want sex. Like I said, I want them to like me but only enough to happily/willingly sexually gratify me. But what about her? Hmm…
My frame seems to be “I find you pretty but you probably suck or aren’t right for me”.
Edit 2: if in a bad mood or feeling needy ask self: would I want someone like me to be around me right now?/would I want to be around me right now?…
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I don’t want to criticize you nor tell you what to do, just from my experience sex gets better the more you are in tune with your partner.
Firstly, you get to know the person better each time you have sex. You try something new, and perhaps even by accident you discover something new that brings Ecstasy to a new high.
A friend of mine confirmed this as well. We got to know each other in the salsa scene. In the past he was a serious womanizer and slept with dozens of super hot women.
But settling down with one opened a new horizon for him. He said it’s like a spiritual dimension opening up more, each time they sleep together, making it more intense. And as long as both are sexually open to new experiences and are willing to put in the work to keep the passion alive, it’s getting better and better even after years of sex and a few kids.
As mentioned above, I don’t want to tell you what to do. If you want to build your harem, do it.
Just keep in mind, one partner doesn’t mean it’s getting boring. Not by far.
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For sure, I want to also run Heartsong at some point, would probably be beneficial for me.
Day 28 washout day 7
Thought: with girls, don’t say what you’re thinking, just react to things.
Day 29 washout day 8
Was feeling all irritable and frustrated early in the day, and it’s either recon from the subs or this dating book I’m reading (or both), but later I decided to talk to some women and all of it pretty much went well and ended on good vibes (which for me is perfectly satisfying even if I don’t get a number or anything). Talked to this one girl who was a fellow Uber driver and we talked briefly and asked her for her number but she said “oh no” before saying she’s married and we laughed and yeah it just ended on a fun/good feeling note. Approached another girl who was going walking to the gym and I randomly asked her how old she was and she said 18 and I said something like “oh for sure, I couldn’t tell whether you were 16 or 21” (which was true) and we talked for a bit about what college she’s going to etc. and yeah it was totally random and she was surprisingly really nice and open, but I was kinda not getting to the point because honestly I thought she looked good while she was walking but talking to her face to face I didn’t think she was that pretty (I mean, she was for sure pretty but not my type), eventually we parted ways which also ended on a good note.
Another thing: I’ve been not “fapping”, even though I’ve had the urge to, and I think that may be partly responsible for my “recon” but at the same time I believe it makes me feel more motivated to go talk to girls, and yeah I just feel more powerful energetically. Like yeah I feel like not fapping “charges up” auras.
Day 30 washout day 9
Okay, I think I’m gonna repeat the custom one more time. Even though I really want to run Khan, Wanted, or Ascension, I believe this stack/custom has what I need for now.
Day 31 washout day 10
Instead of being frustrated or jealous/envious, look at guys who are good with women or who have a pretty girlfriend (or whatever it is you want). What’s their aura like? What’s their attitude/energy like? How could I be more like that in a way that is in alignment with myself?
Edit: more thoughts: why does one think they need friends or status or things of that nature? I believe out of fear. Fear that if they don’t life won’t/can’t be fulfilling, or that they won’t be able to get women or status or opportunities etc. or at least that it’ll be more difficult. That’s all based on fear. Fear that “if I don’t do it now, I’ll be too old” or fear that “if I don’t get this thing, I won’t be able to enjoy life” etc. This isn’t just with friends or women, it’s with anything. Needing something is always based on fear, as far as I can see, and when you’re operating out of fear, at the very least, it’s not a good vibe to be around.
Edi: more thoughts: at the end of the day, maybe we’re all just BS’ing ourselves, maybe the key is to BS ourselves into getting what we want 
within one’s moral framework of course.
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One of the biggest Gamechangers for me was seeing a dude much more overweight then me having a truly stunningly beautiful girlfriend.
That was the moment, I realized, that all the masculinity gurus, saying that you need to be buff and good-looking to get a HQ girlfriend are talking BS.
Today, I have a truly stunningly beautiful fiancee while having a bmi of 38.
It’s not looks, it’s not money, it’s character, personality.
Self love was a big point for me. Being emotional available is necessary. Drive, ambition, assertiveness etc, I didn’t have, but I see now that developing them (with Ascension) is like a booster for relationship.
I don’t say, that there are no woman that will not even look at you if you don’t make a lot of money or are buff.
But honestly, I would never have desired such a superficial woman.
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Lol bro straight up. Edit: actually as far as I could tell, I don’t judge women for “unattractive” guys they’re with, maybe sometimes if anything more curiosity about how it happened maybe with a bit of jealousy or sadness 
But yeah that’s living proof that it’s more about a good energy/attitude/character/vibe that’s attractive to women.
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Day 32 washout day 11 (Edit: Day 1)
30 sec Primal nights (just a test/experiment)
Fapped last night /: hopefully I haven’t lost my super powers lol, I think it might’ve been for the better, was starting to feel rigid/not loose enough.
Edit: 5 hrs later: wow, so I think PN maybe my new secret weapon. At the gym I got looks and proximity from like all of the girls in there and almost all of them were hot. And I felt very comfortable and accepting in a way. And i think this is the first sub where i actually basically popped an erection a few times while at the gym. However: I also didn’t smoke weed today (yet) so maybe that’s a factor, also maybe it’s also partly the execution of my last cycle, not sure.
Edit: So I went out again after the gym and home, not that much happened. Got a stare from one girl and maybe looks from a few. Though maybe the setting was wrong, just walking around a mall area waiting for an uber trip request. Also the proximity thing, I feel like women feel more comfortable being close on this.
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PN might be all you needed. I’d love to see your progress on PN if you’ll continue using it, it’s such an interesting title
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I know I was thinking that. Back when I was new to SubClub (last year) I think Palpatine recommended Libertine + SS or something like that, he may have been right all along haha. Yeah I’ll see how the rest of the day goes.
Day 34 washout day 13 (Edit: Day 3)
1 min Primal Nights. For science! (or maybe I’ll just turn this into a cycle)
Day 35 washout day 14 (Edit: Day 4 rest)
Felt tired most of the day. Probably turning this into a cycle, and will add WB tomorrow unless I feel too tired.
Day 5
30 sec PN, 30 sec WB. So yeah I turned it into a cycle 
Never ran an almost purely aura stack like this, was curious.
Edit: honestly felt maybe recon, or just general annoyance with life or both. It was probably both. But now I feel the WB cool 
Day 7
1 min WB, 1 min PN. Switched the listening order to see if there’s any difference. I think I had some recon from 30 seconds, but nothing too bad so I went to 1 min. Will dial it back if it’s too much.
Edit: lol looking back on this journal from early this year/late last year, I can’t believe I was running the full 15 minutes of titles like WB, no wonder I was so recon-ridden.
Edit: stack idea: Genesis + Ascension + Heartsong
Day 8 rest
Was at the DMV today. Felt like the sexiest person there lol. The lady helping me was older (50s or 60s) but there were moments when she was almost acting like a little girl 
maybe that was just her personality, but I really felt my presence in there. No recon that I’m seeing. Probably the most sexy/sexual-feeling stack I’ve run.
Day 9
1:30 min WB, 1:30 min PN. Had two wet dreams last night… I didn’t even want to, both times I was like noo, but yeah I think that’s a first 0_0
Edit: honestly it’s very refreshing to run WB without SSX, it feels a lot more relaxed and like “let them come to me” vs feeling needy/fomo.
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Lol I’ve noticed that with WB and even OG Wanted, the older ladies are the first to react. Maybe it’s cause they’re more comfortable with expressing their desire
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