Wolf | Regeneration, Paragon and Chosen ZP

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Journal and introduction.

Introduction
Hi, I’m A 28-year-old male from the Netherlands.
Usually I’m a lurker on the forum but decided to start a journal to document my experiences with my stack and the upcoming Zero Point preview.
I have used SubClub subliminals around begin august this Year.

My goals for using subliminals are:

  • Getting over some emotional issues I’m having this year. A lot of stuff seems stressful without any reason.
  • Getting over insecurities about myself and what others think about me.
  • Improving my confidence.
  • Speaking my mind. I very reserved with what I say sometimes, even though a lot is going in my head.
  • Getting over my Porn Addiction, which is bothering me for Years.
  • Improving my energy and vitality. Feel like the porn addiction is depleting me. It takes a lot of time to get my libido back after having watched porn.
  • Improving my brain. For example:
  1. I have a hard time explaining a subject. It cost me effort to think about what to say.
  2. Having a hard time remembering text or song lyrics.
  3. Improving my writing. Typing this post costs me a lot of time and effort. (I’m a bit dyslexic)
  • Improving my social life: I’m an Introvert by nature and have a problem socializing in general. I’m not shy, but just completely blank in conversation.

Start Journey:
I choose to start with regeneration because this year I had a lot of emotional ups and downs. I wanted to resolve this first.

8-8-2021: start using Regeneration
24-8-2021 added Quantum Limitless ST1 (I added this one because of the healing on of the brain in stage 1 and the improvements on the latter stages)
2-9-2021 Added the Elixir
21-9-2021 added Paragon (because of health issues.)

My goals with this stack seems to have worked. Felt more in control of my emotions in this. Other things I have noticed was that my compulsion to check the internet (like blogs and sub reddits) is reduced a lot. I have a web filter installed on my home PC and work PC. I actually de-installed the filer on my work PC because I just didn’t have the urge/need for going on an internet binge all the time.

But I still had problems with porn… After 3 months on the stack, I switched to Ascended Mogul because of this. Added sanguine, because I felt stressed and very negative. Also, it might help with recon I could get?

Current stack:
8-11-2021
started Ascended Mogul with Sanguine
Continuing QL st1 and Paragon.

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#2

QL will definitely help with explaining and thinking overall I guarantee that.

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#3

But stop watching porn is a tough one. I have not diminished it either with AM or QL :(, maybe you will have more luck with Paragon and Sanguine.

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#4

Yea its a monster. When you think you are doing well, it suddenly come out and fucks you over.

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#5

I have quite a big urge after social events especially when I drink some alcohol. Or just when I am horny a could not think of anything else just sex :slight_smile:

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#6

Maybe Zero Point will help us :smile:

#7

I definitely hope so :slight_smile:

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#8

Thinking of changing my stack because of the zero point preview. I think im experience some Recon with the current stack. Having alot of lethargy after running it.

Not aure what to run jet with ZP. However thinking of this stack:
Chosen ZP
Paragon ZP
Spartan ZP

Paragon ZP: i will run even when i keep going with my current stack.
Chosen: im really interessted about this one. Would help me alot with my job.
And apartan was aleeady on my wishlist. Im very curious about the mental aspect on Spartan.

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#9

Looks like an excellent stack.

I can understand this. I have a couple of health issues to resolve so will always run this title.

Looking forward to accompany on your journey, @Wolf. Welcome!

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#10

Ok, change of plans.
I’ll go with Regeneration ZP + Paragon ZP first.
If healing titles won’t overpower my stack on ZP, I’ll add CHOSEN too.
Want to start with Regeneration because of some recurring stuff I’m having.

When I’ve done that stack for a while, ill switch to:

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#11

Reminder to myself:

  • Day 1: 1x Regeneration ZP, 1x Paragon ZP
  • Day 2: Rest
  • Day 3: 1x Chosen ZP
  • Day 4: Rest
  • Day 5: 1x Regeneration ZP, 1x Paragon ZP
  • Day 6: Rest
  • Day 7: 1x Chosen ZP
  • Day 8: Rest

→ Start 2-12-2012 (not sure if I’m able to start on Wednesday)
→ use for 21 day till 23-12-2021
→ 5 day break
→ start again 29-12-2021

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#12

Just ran Paragon ZP. At fist i felt a little euphoria with right after it drowsyness. At the end of the loop i got in some kind of wakefull state.

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#13

Just played Chosen ZP in the afternoon after lunch. I thought, maybe this one would be energizing.
But no, Chosen also made me feel a bit drowsy. Mostly it made me feel very relaxed, like I’ve been meditating for a while even tough I was working. This time I didn’t get the wakeful/now-moment state I had with paragon at the end.

From now on, I’ll play everything in the evening.

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#14

Today I played Regeneration plus Paragon together. This time I didnt notice much during the loop, didnt get drowsy this time.
Only thing I noticed was a bit of relaxation afterwards.

Forgot to mention this in my last post from friday:
In the hour after having played chosen, I felt very relaxed almost like I was a bit high. Began lauging about random things.

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#15

Played Chosen just now. Not much to report on internal talk/thoughts but feeling pretty good afterwards.

Really like the zero point safety warning, gives an extra listening experience to it. :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#16

Played Regeneration and Paragon yesterday evening. Felt relaxed right afterwards and a bit energized later. Was still able to sleep.
I’m the morning, now, I’m feeling energized too. Did have a slight headache in my forehead at the end of the loops.

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#17

Also, my mind is racing like crazy this morning. I’m not complaining though. I wasn’t feeling great the last couple of days because of allergies.

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#18

A lot of stuff coming up today, maybe the results from regeneration.

I have an offline journal, besides this one, where I write in about how I feel emotional/physically and other things I think about. Today I’ve had lots of thoughts about why I do or say certain things.

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#19

Must admit am too lazy to make an offline journal. Am sometimes lazy to update even my online one so imagine having 2 journals! Aaargh! Haha :grin:

Anyways. It’s a good thing you are putting in extra effort into your journaling. Am sure it will pay off.

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#20

Lol, I used to never journal before. Heard everywhere (before SubClub) that you need to journal.
Around summer this year I started doing it on a note-taking app and I got to say it’s very helpful and liberating. I can pour shit out of me, what otherwise keeps sitting in my head. Through journaling, I can process what’s going on inside me.

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