A is A (The Sanction of the Victim)

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#62

Welp yesterday was the last day of te BL+RoW+Nouveau stack
I was more productive this 21-day cycle. Got Empire Project work done. Made that web-based clone of Burgertime for fun.

Had 2 dreams that stood out to me.

"Dream 1" (Dream September 9/10)

had a dream last night that I was at the store and Cart Girl was across the way. I saw her and waved. she ignored me. A guy who works there came over and said “Yeah, you’re making her uncomfortable. She says you spent $65 to set up 2 user accounts on a website, one for you, one for her. She doesn’t want to talk to you anymore.”
I had zero idea what accounts he/they were talking about. but basically me giving her a gift made her uncomfortable.
weird since I haven’t seen her in months.

Dream 2 (dream 2 nights ago

had another Cart Girl dream last night/early this morning. I was sitting somewhere in a large building, looked over and saw her, she saw me, I smiled and waved, and she smiled and waved back. The way friends might. No “rejection” there…she seemed happy to see me. even if just to wave.

#63

Will think of what stack to do next while I wash out from this one.
If I were to do this one again, I’d probably do “regular” R.I.C.H. instead of Nouveau. My empire projects aren’t really the “disruptive” type as far as what NRIch brings to the table.

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#64

One idea I’m toying with is just doing a cycle of Nectar.
I noticed, though, that if I run it, the wife seems to get the “recon” from it. Since she doesn’t like “extracting.”

A friend told me that in that case, it’s “unethical” to run the sub if I know nothing can come from it.

So I’m on the fence about that. The only way to really get something from that would be to get “extracted” elsewhere.

May have to just shelve it as a “would be nice but…”

#65

Yeah, it’s not really “recon” in the traditional sense. All auras contain free will scripting. This is that system in play. To put it bluntly, she is rejecting the information you’re sending off. Depending on her temperament, she may prefer a more relational title. Primal Romance. Heartsong. Summertime. Maybe even PEACE, since it has a magnetic calming effect that is completely natural, since that title contains no aura. It’s pure co-regulation.

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#66

She doesn’t run subs anymore. But yeah she def rejects nectar aura. Sad because I really like that one lol

#67

I forgot about the first dream I had when starting the BL+RoW+Nouveau R.I.C.H. stack.

first results after running BL+RoW on Monday and Nouveau R.I.C.H. today:

had a weird dream I was trying to sign in for work but when I’d push in the digits for my PIN it kept putting the wrong numbers.
Was very frustrating lol
People lining up to tell me to hurry up so they can clock in too
Worked fine for everyone else
I was pissed that people kept trying to push me out of the way. Like I needed to be later so they could all clock in.

also…the recon from this stack seems to be me being sad about twitch girl. Dunno how a wealth stack would do that.

RoW…maybe my wealth stuff is inextricably linked to me wifed or to the idea of “partner”

#68

Looks like my new stack will be Beyond Limitless+Mind’s Eye+Limitless: Zone.

#70

I kinda suspect that if I did go be single, I’d just stay that way. Like I’d disappear into my “work” and not come out for a while. I have that kind of personality.
tinkering and the days, weeks and months would get away from me while I build something.

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#71

I’m only about $40 short until next payday hits, but will be building IBV4 then.

IBV4 — final, 20/20

Sex & Seduction X ZP Core
Wanted Black Core
Sex Mastery X Core
The Revelation of the Nectar Within Core
Alexander’s Play
Focused Arousal
Gorgeous Manifestor
Instant Seducing Tactician
Long-Range Seduction
Male Enhancement
Seducer’s Gaze
Sexual Manifestation
Furious Ascent
WANTED Online
Deus
Submodel Alpha
Merger of Worlds
Yggdrasil
Limit Destroyer
Clean Break (formerly Limiting People Remover)

@qOS Is this a good build? Will be doing progressive microloops on this one of course.

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