8 Months of EoG (and others) - SHADOW WORK 2022!

YES, definitely need to run that. This combination just sounds like fun :wink:

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Not sure if it is worth it, but what do you call masculinity? I mean I read your older posts and I can’t see any “weaknesses” from your self-image. The Godlike Masculinity subliminal says it helps with “Power, strength, ambition, character, discipline, dominance.”
What did you expect running Godlike Masculinity and what did you get?

Well, I was part of Andrew Tate’s War Room, I know the Red Pill, etc. So you would say I know masculinity. And it did work in my marriage, etc.
However, it was all shallow and surface level.

I was ACTING like the strong, hard guy. But underneath I never solved the issues and traumas. I noticed that after running Emperor for a bit.

NOW, I am TRULY calm, relaxed, and leading from a position of strength.
It’s a completely different feel. Like FULLY different. I am not acting anything, I AM different.

But if you don’t feel you need that right now, don’t worry, the beauty of ZP subs is that they will guide you there anyway.

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thanks

I would encourage you to get Xist from PheromoneXS. I think they have a European office so that might mean no VAT.

Also:

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Day 131, washout

Ok so CwoN is INSANELY good. Or it just plays super well into my personality, but, for the first time ever, today I made a client cry on our coaching call. By allowing him to BE himself. TRUE to his nature. Instead of being the red pill guy.

And this is just a small part.

  • My wife is super in love, nice and BUBBLY all the time. Now she runs CwoN herself, so I am not sure who is doing who. But she is TRULY expressing her self. The way I fell in love with her. Being open, funny, joking, having fun.
  • I get a lot of free shit again lol Chosen just seems to do that.
  • General overall mood is SUPER elevated. Paired with GLM this is a GRANDEUR mix. I love life on all levels, but I am also confident and self-assured. I do definitely notice the effect this has on women (not just my wife)
  • The effects don’t seem to vanish. I ran it only for 3 minutes, but every day it keeps improving.
  • While we were at the public pool I was watching the bees flying around on the flowers. Just truly enjoyed that. Plus, when we were going for a walk in the forest, the colors seemed more vivid.
    I even noticed while watching a movie on Disney+ that it seems kinda grey-ish, dull. Nature is just way better.
  • It gets me off the screen a lot. I want to spend time with people and outside, instead of sitting on the PC all the time. However, it does NOT kill my productivity. Then again, my business is a very positive one, so I guess that helps. However, however, since the mood is generally up, working through tedious shit is also not the issue.
  • More minimalistic tendencies again, plus having to clean everything all the time. Throwing out old shit, etc.

Next cycle, I’ll be stacking it with EoG ST2 and RICH.

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I need to expand on this.

Because I saw my older self in this man.

I came across the red pill (like most guys) because the wife wasn’t into sex very much anymore.
The Red Pill gives you a group of men that feel for you. Because society is built against you anyway, and they give you a blueprint on what kind of a man to be to get what you want.

Too bad they never teach you how to NOT be chasing sex so much.

All it teaches is manipulation tactics.
OR, if you use it right, to understand its a skillset to increase desire in a relationship. Not a mindset.

Because I am a nice, kind, and positive person.
TRP, as well as Tate and the War Room, made me negative, controlling, manipulating, even a liar. Everything I despise on all levels.
But it sold well because it uses a deep pain to get you. And it’s simple.

You can just blame all women to be hypergamous, and thus you can ignore your own growth, deny it, and just control them by ACTING a certain way.

Much like @Luther24 mentioned.

The issue is not that the Red Pill is bad, and it certainly helped me, but it’s not something you BECOME, it is something you UNDERSTAND. It is a STAGE in a man’s life, and then you need to proceed. Learn to incorporate that knowledge into your own personality.

This was a DEEP and profound realization (prolly mostly from GLM) about myself, who I am, and what I want to be.

Tate sells a blueprint of a man you need to be to get what he has. And it certainly works. But ONLY that way.
Things like “never smile on your IG posts” should’ve told me that this is something to phase you into a certain being.

Still, I am thankful for my time in the War Room, because I probably wouldn’t have the realization I had here and now am able to FULLY be myself, build mechanisms to not be abused, but STILL be able to have tons of great sex, without becoming something I am not.

It was all part of a necessary journey!

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Honestly the growth I’ve been through ever since ZP is insane.

Qv2 was cool and all but ZP man. Unparalleled.
So many insights so quickly.

Magnificent.

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I understand what you go through or went through. But ascension and GLM both help to say goodbye to society programming and norms, also means sub societies. There is only black and white if you want to see it like that, but in real life there is no right or wrong, there is different mindsets, solutions and stuff that lead to different outcomes, some are more helpful than others but kn the end it has to be something that is congruent with you. If it is not there will not be long term happiness.

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Day 140, short stint of sex stuff

For some reason, “wanted” keeps popping up everywhere. The movie was recommended. I see it on the forum all the time and it’s literally on my mind all the time when I think of subs.
I guess it couldnt be clearer that my subconscious wants me to run it.

I’ll make a short 1-week stint of Sex Mastery and Wanted and CWON, and then we’ll finally get onto EoG ST2 plus RICH/CWON for a short period.

Once I have a bunch of runs of CWON under my belt, I might come back to throwing in regular Chosen again. I ran this one a lot, but at this point it doesnt give me much other than - a bit too - positive feelings/thoughts that drag me away from reality.
CWON is a bit more grounded which I enjoy. Plus it enhanced the love a lot around me.

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It’s interesring.

Right now I am making more money than I ever did. It virtually is manifesting on all sides.
So I am kind of “afraid” to run EoG ST2, because the “installing phase” of the new sub might kill that.

That’s a fear I wasn’t thinking of before.

Afraid of losing the momentum.

Or I am too hung up on the feeling of making the $$$.
I’ll run it soon anyway to see if it was warranted at all. And to get through these fears.
Maybe nothing happens at all and I make even more??? :smiley:

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On another note, Chosen of Nature is really shining right now.

I love this sub A LOT.

Currently stacked with Wanted which had “nice” results last night. But it also helps with money and general life-satisfaction.

Saint wasn’t lying when the relaxed part of it is unparalleled.

Also, anyone needs to give himself a solo cycle of GLM, for sure.

It makes all other subs better.
I mean that.

Example:
Before, when I ran Stark I was focused on having fun, even started playing videogames. It was a somewhat immature manifestation of Starks scripting (not saying games are childish, but I have no interest in it anymore)
Now I see it as a business man enjoying life with more mature games. Women, people, fame, societal games, innovation.

On Wanted, I was focused on getting my dick wet because I knew my power over women → immature.
Now, I just enjoy the feminine energy. The game of hot and cold, the interaction itself. It’s not necessarily sex,it’s the whole interaction.

Truly, GLM mature’s you into a super-masculine man real quick, which makes all other subs work better!

Highly recommended!

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Sounds like a really good choice to add GM. Im planning to add Emperor in the next cycle, but the thing is I always struggle with Emperor.
I believe the new anti recon script can make things easier for me, on the other hand a cycle or 2 of GM with my custom can be a good choice too, before adding Emperor.

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It will definitely build a good baseline for the Emperor :wink:

As I said, GLM makes all other subs more mature!

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Or you are blooming on GLM now that you stopped running it :slight_smile:

Yooo this is probably true.

I totally see what you mean.

I’m prepping to get everything I can get out of HOM, and TBH how can I get everything I want out of HOM without a GLM background

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Bru I am still planning on HOM after I finished EoG. How does it feel for you? I heard it’s also great in romantic relationships as a side-bonus.

Day 155, processing after LBH and TS.

Been a while since I journalled here, but the path I am treading right now is indeed very internal and personal.
Within the next days I’ll run EoG ST2, but for now, I TRULY feel the healing from LBH.

Had a dream last night where I literally screamed at my mother about something.
I can tell now why I always had trouble with loving people. I never received real love myself as a child. This is also why - while I get results from LBH, it feels kinda “tough” to run for me - WAY LESS tough than other healing programs, but I do notice the healing first and foremost.
Still it’s a lovely sub because it’s probbaly time to let that shit go.

A lot of anger, resentment, and a feeling of unworthyness because of my childhood.

The recon/healing is interesting, because it doesn’t manifest as me being angry or anything. Apparently I still have the aura by how other people react to me, but inside my head I feel different. I feel love for my wife, etc. But I also feel or get thoughts like “Why is real love? How DO I love these people? How do I love myself?”
Not so much trying to reason with, but trying to understand where it comes from.
Idk, just how I feel right now.

This is also why I became a people pleaser in the past, and why I sought out fame so much. To get SOME form of validation. Sadly, it is all external. But LBH is REALLY opening eyes there.

Subs helped me cover this A LOT.

By the way, it’s also funny how QUICKLY ZP heals and covers all the bs. QV2 was much more externally focused, I can tell.
The growth and insights in my SOUL I gained with ZP in just a few months is INSANE.

@Luther24 was right and I can also see it on the forum, the growth will go through over the next months/years on here will be mind-blowing.
@SaintSovereign tagging you because the LBH “recon” results might be interesting for you.

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In case I didn’t make it clear.

The recon is SO MUCH EASIER to deal with.

I mean I am going through a TOUGH healing here, literally the connection to my mother, which I guess is one of THE most emotionally loaded connections we have.
And I all I feel is a bit of a disconnection between reality and my mind.

Could it be EASIER to heal traumas???

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