I think people misunderstand how hard it can be to deal with sexual shame and trauma.
It’s so deeply rooted.
I would not go in listening to a title like this thinking it’s going to be like walking on clouds.
Well, now this one kinda is like that for me, but I have done 3 cycles of Khan Black before.
I’ve only done 1 loop so far combined with Hero, which is my only stack right now.
I feel very at ease, and I’m becoming more grounded. Still not there yet, though. I did SOOOO much spiritual practice that built energy in my head, and I’ve always been a bit of a bliss junkie.
But I truly think the idea of Khan Black is absolutely incredible for us men. It can help us tune into a scorching fire within that makes us unstoppable. But to even start building that energy, we first have to remove the blocks we’ve got, the ideas.
The suppression of our masculinity and feeling shame for being aroused by a woman.
And social media as a whole doesn’t make it any easier.
But also, what we’re building is an immensely powerful energy. It needs expression, and I don’t mean ejaculation. Otherwise we are just a nuclear reactor burning up.
Creativity. Tuning in to God or whatever we want to call it.
I have never been as excited to go through a full stage as I am now with this and Hero.
I think and feel it’s gonna be utterly life-changing as I tune into the fire and not just the bliss.
So thank you, Fire, for your work on this. Much appreciated.
P.S. Another thing: I think it can be very easy to attribute everything to a sub. Like, I feel bad, it’s the sub’s fault.
But that is not necessarily always true. I mean, I got a cold a day after running it. Do I think I got a cold from Khan Black? No.
It’s like when I quit nicotine. I blamed everything on quitting nicotine, which gave it so much power.
Like, I feel bad, it’s because I quit. (Though this part is probably true sometimes because of the neurochemicals in the brain changing after 12 years of using the strongest snus.)
But this is probably, IMO, the hardest product for people to go through, especially if you have sexual shame or trauma.
It can be outright horrifying dealing with it. But it’s also the hero’s journey. You go into war with your demons (shadows), faulty beliefs, and suppressed emotions. And you come out as a king when you find the elixir in the cave.
That’s kinda how I see this title. It’s a hero’s journey, and the first step is not the most pleasant. But the rewards? Oh God, the rewards.
Allowing yourself to feel desire for women was something I was hiding before. But as I think back, every single person I met who was absolutely insanely good with women never hid it. And when I stopped the quality of women I dated just went sky high. Like girls the old me would have said absolutely no way.
So again, thank you, SubClub, for allowing us to go on a hero’s journey that could alter our entire lives as we tune into this energy. And if you combine this with something like metta practice love and relaxation. I belive your whole body is gonna be in a fiery bliss. I guess we see to be continued about that part
That’s all from me for now. Have a WONDEEERFUL DAAAAY!