I do agree with your post Malkuth.
As with anything in life, one can always find a silver lining /positive things in any given negative situation. I don’t dispute that at all.
When I mentioned I haven’t seen +ve results, it was based on my own normal behavioural patterns.
Naturally, postiive things happen to me too. I may meet the right people, learn something I needed, opportunities etc come my way etc, that’s a given in my life (and most others too).
I’m comparing my ‘regular’ experience before and after 2 months of subs.
I’m not saying nothing +ve has happened at all. What I’m saying is I can’t put hand on heart and its any different to how my life in general runs.
I’m not here trying to stir the pot. Granted when I wrote the post I was writing on emotions/anger and things seem to be embellished and one can make mountains of molehills.
That was never my intention.
On a more positive note (pun intended lol), I’ve got great feedback from all of you guys, and am working to tweak things and I’m sure things will improve.
Even just having a supportive community like this goes a long way in helping.
So I thank every single one of you for your compassion, advice and encouragement.
Have a great day and weekend everyone 
P.S. It’s my birthday next Tues 27th and postiive things always happen to me around that time! 