I need to read more books, i think im kinda boring person. I should read more book, maybe travel more. More hobbies.
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@qOS rn I’m running Khan ST1, GLM and Heartsong ST1. But I want to try new Khan Black, can I run it as 4th sub, would it diminish my results.
And I’m not sure whether I should run Khan’s each stage for one cycle or two cycles. Before the end of the school this year I want to run all of the stages of khan but if i run every stage for 2 cycles I cannot do this. But if run the stages only for one cycle can I get good results. I’m confused.
i don’t want to feel weak because of this girl. I don’t want to feel hopeless.
I looked for some finance basics but I haven’t yet started to investment.
And I have lessons to work. Exams are closing, and I want 4.0 GPA in this period.
I need things to keep me busy, but I’m talking about things like studying.
Also I want to develop my self intellectualy but still I don’t read books regularly. I don’t want to feel empty, because I feel. I feel my self like an idiot. I want to realize myself. But right I don’t know how, even if I know I’m not aware or even if I’m aware Im not doing it, I don’t know. i feel like im stucked for a long time.
And I want say something in general I don’t feel safe. I always feel like there is hole in my heart.
And I say I want to do master at abroad but what I’m gonna when I get there, in socially? I don’t have religious beliefs but especially if I compared to myself I’m more like traditional (conservative) guy. And I’m not sure can I find a girlfriend / wife at there. Maybe I will be more alone at there.
And about shoes I looked at shopping malls but still I’m undecided, my right foot bigger than the other and it creates problem for me. I found some but im not sure about them
And I should improve my English. I almost have no experience about speaking.
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I have to be honest that this girl problem for me, actually im problem for myself.
Like there is a guy around her in the class and i dont like it. Classical ‘‘male friend’’. maybe i should have done this too, maybe.
This is hard situation for me im not gonna lie. And i talked this situation with gemini but lol this ai like disaster especially about human relaitonships he is like red pill ‘guru’.
Maybe i can buy chatgpt plus for this.
And the problem i see with myself, i look to her i analyze her and think about her while she focuses on her life and dont give shit about me, maybe in her there is a other guy. But afaik she doenst have bf, and this is kinda interesting for me beacuse even not attractive girls(for me) have bfs, while she dont and she has very focused on her lessons maybe because of this, and one of my friend told me similar thing about her, he said if you have relationship with her you would be her first bf or second etc, and this made me more interested, obsessed about her unfortunately
Tango excites me now.
But i want to say it makes totally 2 hours for me to get to school and then return to dorm. I dont know man if my dorm were closer to my school, i would have more energy and more time to myself, i could have use for my intellectual endevaours for example.
But i dont want to make this a excuse, but this situation restricts me like i should leave library more early because of this and usually when i get the dorm i feel myself tired
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I’ve seen posts about this girl months back. My friend you’re in college. Don’t spend your college years struggling somewhere alone because one girl doesn’t want you. Go talk to guys to girls make friends kiss someone… make small talk with everyone… go to parties or pubs with people from your school, go to groups. The world is too full of people who are interesting and who want you to be there with them and have fun and that you would love to be around thousands of times more. Say hi to other girls start short convos with them even if it’s just stupid weather. Even if you’re not interested in them, take it as a cute practice that you’re doing to sharpen your charisma and social skills with every person for yourself. You’re on this school to make memories and to be happy. Being gloomy doesn’t have to be your experience here. If a girl doesn’t want you she just won’t want you later. She won’t. I’m telling you this as a girl. If you want to daydream and imagine having a gf you’re better off making one up in your head or something hell maybe you’ll even manifest it but not this girl man… you deserve so much better. You deserve a girl far more fun and loving and interesting that will want you the same amount as you want her. And they are out there right now they wish they could meet you. Take this message as a manifestation result of your new heartsong trying to guide you finally to some lovers you would enjoy.
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i back to dorm. it was tiring day. I just want to sleep but I have to take shower. Today there was second class of tango. it was good though I had some synchronization problem with my partners, I felt good, light after tango.
After the dance class I went to shopping mall for a shoe but still I couldn’t find a shoe. I liked some but they are not really suitable for me, my right foot creates problem for me, and I don’t know why but I feel pressure at there rn. I don’t like this.
But anyway tomorrow weather bad, but I have to go to library for studying.
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There is million fuckin things in my mind, and this rainy saturday morning I’m going to library, one hour travel.
And there is a moody feeling inside me. Maybe it’s recon but when I feel that, I just want someone to hug.
And I was thinking morning that I don’t think really I can really find a person who I deeply love and a person who loves me deeply.
So for I got maybe mild results from subliminals and if I have to be honest I don’t think I can find my soulmate through Heartsong. People will read this and think of course you can’t find one with this attitude but I don’t really care, this is what I feel and think about this, I can’t deceive myself.
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I studied good today, though I’m tired. I studied statistic today and I will study tomorrow too. Exams are closing also there is research project thing I’m excited about it but I have to handle exams first and this research project thing supported by The Scientific and Technological Research Council of Türkiye so it’s prestigious, I want to do this, but exams first. I hope I can get accepted.
And I have to say I have little back pain because of prolonged sitting while studying. And also still there are some issues with my legs and feet.
Also i should give extra attention to my gut health.
The time is 20.40, I have to eat, i have to do laundry and I should take shower and then sleep.
Tomorrow I will go to library and again and after it Im planning to go to gym
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i don’t have much time to write but especially compared to a few weeks ago I feel better like my baseline improved( actually I’m not sure if it’s earlier to say it),
there might me couple reason for it but I will come to thisafer
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@qOS , my current stack is: Khan ST1, Heartsong Stage 1 and GLM what do you recommend me to improve my result for each subliminal. Do it for every title. And also do for other stages of Khan and Heartsong
And running Khan ST1 and Heartsong ST1 is okay?because both of them healing title.
Although im busy righ now, i want to get laid before ending this year. Ofc with a woman i like. And completely forget and get indiffernt to girl in my class.
And about research project i separeted my way with my friend beacuse we were wanting different things, i was thinking doing this project more about technology and finance and his ideas more about ai and its impacts to society, it sounds cool but i didnt really believe that we can make this a research project his writing would be good for a journal writing, im not sure how he will collects data for this. And eventually i want this project to strenghten my position when i apply to master programs
And i began to realize that i have much more friend at the campus than last year, it feels good actually. Friends from dance, from student clubs.
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Lol, my friend texted me that the girl I danced from last dance class was his classmate and told me she liked me. And she told him I was muscular,lol.
she was nice too but I don’t think we would be partner etc.
And I worked out today also it was good but I want to increase my pull ups numbers.
But still there are issues with my body. And today I have to wake up early and study.
Also I don’t know if I’m balding but I notice after shower when I dry my hair some hairs falls ai say it’s okay but I don’t know. Also I saw there is title like hair protocol but I haven’t gotten good results with physical shifting subs, and even if buy the title probably I wouldn’t run it now and actually I don’t want to spend my money on this
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Today was kinda disappointing, and the time is almost 1am I should sleep I have to study tomorrow I mean today.
And I can’t study efficiently for a few days.
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Very fuckin unproductive day im at school but i couldnt study yet. And still some idiot teachers havent uploeded the lesson documents to system and there are 6-7 days to exams. And i should go to shopping mall to find a shoe, i hate this i will walk around the malls for hours for nothing. And tomarrow there is tango practice probably it will last like 2-3 hourse. I dont know, how will i get good results im tired and exhasuted fuck this shit
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I just want someone i can love and person who loves me, i want connection, intimacy
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Hair Protocol is different. We’ve seen and heard some outstanding results with it. Also, there’s the 30-day refund policy. These types of situations are exactly what we made it for.
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Sunday and I’m tired. I came to library like 2 hours ago but i haven’t studied yet. I’ve just read some poetry.
Fuck the lessons.
And yesterday there was tango practice, still my leg and foot hurts some, I’m beginner rn but in the future there will be more advanced moves I hope I can do them pain free