Looking forward too here reading your experience with Khan! 
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An interesting update. After 1 loop of Khan, I feel focused and full of energy. Not spaced out at all as is usual in all previous subs I have used from here. I feel awake.
I also feel very confident now. Not in the same was as PS Iron Throne. If I had to compare the two, PS Iron Throne felt like I am a playful Prince.
Khan Total Breakdown feels like I am a mature emperor of a nation with my own armies and vast territories, that I am so powerful I can relax and not worry about anything because no body could touch me. That I am so powerful that the world is totally a friendly welcoming place.
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Amash, it seems subliminals have a very clear and strong impact on you. I always get a strong subjective reaction at first (in terms of feelings or sensations, but not imagery) then it becomes subtle and I start noticing behavioral differences later (like 4-5 weeks in). Has it been that strong for you since you started? Do you think you became more “susceptible” to subliminals with time, or do you think the subliminals are getting better? How long have you been listening to subliminals in general? Thank you for all your feedback!
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I started listening on September 5, 2018.
And it took me about 2 months to notice deep behavioral changes. But subtle behavioral changes happened on the first week.
But feelings and sensations? I felt thought on day 1.
Also, it seems that New Dawn works much better than previous tech. I notice changes fast.
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Will definitely be following your journey with this one, Amash
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Today was a sunny Sunday. I knew that lots of cute girls will be out and about in the streets.
First, let’s talk about Khan. I slept maybe 6 hours but woke up full of energy. I also felt compelled to go talk to some girls, so the “Iron Throne” scripting is definitely in Khan Total Breakdown.
I did however wake up a bit exhausted. I recognize it is the energy needed to break through internal barriers and clear the gunk.
So I was both not in the mood to talk to girls AND compelling to talk to them.
I ended up talking to 15 girls. I got mostly rejected, but I was free-flowing and comfortable and did not care. One of the girls who rejected me was a perfect 10. I walked to her comfortably and confidently, she just said “No” and walked. I did not feel bad, I was proud of myself.
The two girls who talked to me and gave me their numbers were very keen and willing. It’s amazing. I seem to polarize girls. So either very keen or “Hell No”. Which is fine, no wasting times on maybe girls.
The last girl I talked to on my way home was this solid 8 super cute girl in a short dress. She walked in front of some handsome muscular dude who was posing on the wall looking handsome, he looked at her, she ignored him. And just 3 or 4 feet from him, I stopped her, and she was just loving me. We held each other’s hands, gazed into each other’s eyes deeply, and she was giggling and loving it. She’s a medical student on the way to meet her friends, otherwise I would have instant dated her.
Yes, the reactions was GREAT from a girl I really want. I hope it continues to be good and we meet for dates etc. But the funniest thing was the muscular young handsome dude looking nice and waiting for girls to approach him. I noticed that girls who are 8+ do not give any signs for men to approach them. The good looking guys will get mostly 6s and some 7s. And so they never put their balls on the line like a man, and so the high value women do not respect that. They want a man to approach them.
The other girl was with her girl friend. Her girl friend started to talk shit, and I told her “Stop. We are talking her.” Very dominantly. She giggled and got quiet. The girl I was hitting on was just in love after that.
I would say I am not as playful as I am on PS. I am pure dominant male. But this is just a tentative first day report. I am a bit emotionally exhausted from the cleaning up that Khan Total Breakdown is doing. I would need a few more days to let this balance themselves before I can say what is going on.
I do notice the difference between Khan and PS. I cannot really put words on it. I would say Khan is more of the mature dominant CEO who dates younger girls, while PS would be the son of a rich Tycoon who is playing around with models and has fun in pool parties.
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You’re very good with descriptions and analogies Amash. You have a unique gift of being in a situation, seeing exactly what’s going on, and sharing here what you felt and saw. It’s makes it easy to read your journal and imagine being in your shoes.
Thank you for writing here 
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Thank you for the kind words @subliminalguy
I really appreciate them
This journal will probably evolve more over time. I remember @SaintSovereign said the subs here are programming to linger in their effects for a few days after the user stops listening to them.
This mean, in a few days, I will be able to clearly feel the pure effect of Khan, rather than the mix of Khan with what is left over from my previous usage of PS Iron Throne.
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I’m curious to see how different they are. I was drawn to PS due to your journal entries, and now I’m getting it in Kahn. I know I made a good choice since it’s a comprehensive package.
And another main reason I was drawn towards Kahn is that Saint said Kahn has most of Daredevil in it. Like many here, I am an introvert. The biggest detractor for me with Emperor was it (more or less) isolates you. Living like that actually pains me. I wanted the Emperor drive, but not the Emperor loneliness.
To clarify, Saturday our company joined with some related companies for a community recycling event. We had to create a car path in a major parking lot using orange traffic cones, and I was chosen to stay in one spot to direct drivers. I didn’t expect this, but I loved it. It felt like my old teaching days, helping and assisting people, and feeling real good about it. And this was always a reason I loved teaching, which was helping students one by one.
Back to work tomorrow, I’ll see if Daredevil shows up clearly. Only 3 women work in our branch, but I’m wondering how I may be different with the guys, who I see mostly.
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I seem to have too much energy to sleep well.
I also woke up this morning with the hardest, thickest, strongest morning wood I’ve had in a long time. So Khan seems to have similar scripting to Sex Mastery X2.
I also do not think I can do Khan in the 24h set and forget like I did with PS Iron Throne. I felt an inner knowing that I should take a break for a few hours to let my unconscious process things.
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Which country are you in currently Amash?
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I’m jealous of you AMASH, most subliminals are ‘smooth to me’ so I can only tell them if they work over longer periods of time 
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I’m in Florida in the US. Summer’s on here.
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Weird. The complete opposite for me. I didn’t know the name of stage 1 and I thought my subconscious was being completely broken down.
It felt like I was extremely hungover without the headache all day long today. Smiling less, no mental energy to do any work of importance. Even after two workouts I didn’t feel clear like I always do.
Shits going down.
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@Gorilla - it’s the same for me after playing Stage 1 Total Breakdown. Like the name suggests, it is a healing of old traumas and breaking down (only) negative effects of many past subliminals (possibly from other dodgy sources) that we have used
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This started for me since last evening, and today I feel that way.
It’s not weird that I had the complete opposite. Remember that when you stop running subs from Sub Club, their effects linger for a couple of days after.
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I’ve been listening to stage 1 aswell and for me it has been very smooth. Negative believes are melting away, but I’m not noticing any side effects luckily.
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These days I seem to wake up tired after about 4 hours of sleep.
Today, I woke up but really did not feel like leaving bed. I wished I could stay all day in bed. I felt a sense of mild depression, a mild headache, and as if things have no meaning in this world.
Anyway, I did wake up and do some work, but it felt like going through the motions.
Later in the day, I had a date scheduled with a cute girl who is 11 years younger than me. I liked her.
On my way to the date, I left early to have time to hit on any cute girls I might see. It’s summer time, girls are walking out and about in mini dresses and short shorts, hoping to get into an adventure, but I did not care at all. I had no drive or desire to talk to girls.
Until I saw a girl who is exactly my type. I had a choice to make: keep on walking, or talk to her. And my desire for her won, so I went and talked to her. But I had no aura, no power, no energy. Even worse, although I have been talking to girls for years, I was literally shaking like a leaf and nervous like it’s my first time. There was no reason for this, but it creeped her out and me too, it was unexpected that I would be shaking nervously because of talking to a girl. She brushed me off and walked away.
I thought “wtf, I don’t want to keep this memory as the highlight of my day,” so I went up to the very next cute girl and talked to her. I was a bit better, but she just shocked me saying “Are you one of those PUAs?!” I was like wtf, this never happened to me before. Then, I realized this day was fucked, so I was done, and went to the date and waited.
The girl arrived happy and giggly for the men I was when I was running Primal Seduction Iron Throne. We talked a bit, but when I started touching her, she told me “Stop that. Do not touch me.”
So I thought, this day is fucked, let’s just relax and roll with the punches. She kept talking throughout the date and I was listening. It went fine but I was totally bored. Not because of her, I just had a sense of boredom about life, a sense of grief and a sense of depression all rolled into one. I was looking forward for the date to end but she didn’t do anything wrong, so I let time run its course.
I realize this is part of the healing. I respect that, and I know that the only way out is in. That this gunk needs to be cleaned and cleared out and that my life will be better. So I am continuing Khan Total Breakdown and I am trusting the process.
My growth and development is more important than any one girl or group of girls.
Two positive things I saw: (1) I naturally eat healthier without trying or forcing myself, and (2) I get a good solid hard-on when I wake up in the morning.
My dreams are weird. Each night I dream about a fight or argument with some famous PUA Guru. Although I’ve never met them in real life.
I don’t know how I feel about the nostalgia and depression, because basically, I can’t really feel much except numbness and boredom and sadness.
This is good. If and when things change, I will look back at this journal and notice where I was. Or maybe I will be here for a long long time. We will see.
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Oh yes, and my walk changed from walking like a King to walking like a little who was punched in the stomach. Hunched, looking down at the floor and avoiding eye contact. It’s fine, I feel some kind of emptiness in the pit of my stomach, so that is what causes the hunched over injured puppy look.
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