Been on new Love Bomb ever since its update.
This is gonna sound a little trippy but worth posting. Earlier today i was overhwelmed and tired so i layed in bed. I wasn’t sleepy but i felt like closing my eyes and shut out all lights plus put on a blindfold. While laying i was observing my thoughts, pattens and beliefes trying to make sense of things but i was too tired. I have no power over them so i simply observed them in complete surrender
Then slowly i started feeling something familiar. My first ex and the love of my life. I saw her face, felt her femininty and beauty… Its feeling ive felt pleanty of times not just on her but on few women i’ve met whom all looked similar, felt similar and had the same energy… i’ve felt this energy with my first ex, then a second time few years later on a co worker, a third time on another girl i’ve met few times and the last time on another girl i’ve met while messing around with WB…
Its as if they were all different expressions of the exact same soul. A soul that i could never resist, that never failed to give me unending joy and peace… i felt the energy of that soul and realised it wasn’t those girls, its the thing that unites them… which i am for some reason drawn to
Slowly the energy lost its avatar and enveloped me… my heart was beating fiercly but it felt blissful… it felt as if i was enshrouded by love itself… slowly my conciousnes became more alterd as i layed in bed eyes closed… i became more and more relaxed… i became so relaxed all my limbs felt interconnected as if i was puddle of liquid… my heart rate became far slowler and it felt as if i was in a different dimention alltoghether enshrouded with love itself
It kept accelerating in bliss and relaxedness untill eventually i started freaking out a little and snapped out of it. There was nothing dangerious or scary but i was unable to fully let go in the levels of relaxedness i was feeling