To release tension caused by subconscious structures and to help with the integration of subconscious structures.
Unfulfilled desires, and obstacles in the way of my dreams that are weighing me down, I have over the years built a very grand idea of the life I would love to live and the dreams I would ambitiously strive towards.
There is this tension and pressure that has been building and building from giving up on those dreams, I guess, and a sort of inertia in my life.
But maybe holding onto all those dreams and desires is the exact cause of this pressure and tension as they are not fulfilled. How to live blissfully and healthily without having the life to reflect that, isn’t this the ultimate key? I don’t want to be at the mercy of these underlying mental structures to determine how I feel at any moment in time. Because then a desire that is successfully achieved results in happiness, but sorrow and pain when it is not achieved, this duality of existence deprives me of my general well-being so I tend to dissociate in transcendence but when I come out of it, I have to step back into my current reality.
It’s quite a complex thing, whatever my subconscious wants to manifest, I don’t even know if I care for that anymore, so how to maybe get rid of it is what I’m looking at now.
To be honest it kinda gives the feeling that I’m stuck creating tension and pressure