In day to day life I can’t access this insight from the programs that much but if I spend time thinking deeply it all comes to the surface.
But how many can still think?
Like sit down and let your mind wander off and exploring what’s inside
This should be taught in school because it’s so important
Some data shows that the average attention span is 3 seconds
I think a gold fish has one second
Very poor relative to our actual mental potential
Even too much noise constant impulses from everywhere never really at rest and able to relax enough
I look forward to my meditations because for me they are like cleaning the “cash” running in the background. Just unwind 1-3 minutes is a form of meditation I practise before any meditation.
Unload.
I go in trance states for exploring my subconscious processes.
I’m used to constantly observing my thought process even during day to day activities. Not like obsessively. But you hold your mind. Don’t let it wander while walking the street for example. Most people are like this there mind is wandering unconsciously. You can actually hold it straight. Later you will notice you can read thoughts from others and you can see where they are wandering.
See that they are all over the place. Not aware of the thought process that is consciously active.
Many of these things I started to develop to massive extends when using ROM I just haven’t talked about it at all because I think people wouldn’t believe me
There is taboo about telepathy and stuff while everyone has clearly had many personal demonstrations of empathy with loved ones
Your mind is constantly sending thought impulses it is just very discordant like bad reception on an old skool radio
I’d love to run those again in the future but I have to start setting up some wealth projects now
I feel like the world is going nuts with all these online entrepreneurs copy catting and all trying to make it doing the same thing
Bringing nothing real to the table none is focused on really providing value everyone wants fast cars and more access to sex only the walk the same path of grinding your way doing nothing worthwhile and realising it doesn’t bring happiness
This is also a bit of expressed frustration I felt earlier feeling a bit angry
Angry at the world mixed with a bit of frustration.
Feeling bad to speak out towards the world, feeling a need to make a change myself, paving a new path and hoping others would feel inspired. But feeling frustrated to see how much work this would be, feeling hopeless because it will take so much effort without the needed resources… then few minutes later realising ways to make it happen. Then new recon about other things.
Like that just processing lol…
It’s very subconscious so at the surface it can just be making me experience limited faculties and dragged down emotionally , mentally like foggy a bit, no clarity.
Still able to function and everything. Performance is decreased because of the changes and can’t really manoeuvre it properly while doing something that needs my full attention.
You don’t take that stuff with you towards important tasks and activities I would definitely say, if you can you leave it home and pick it back up when you are free to do so.
So yeah that’s what I’ve been doing over the past few hours, diving deep because I have work to do tomorrow and I want to be fully there, not in recon.
What if you can manage the recon better, like consciously directing it. If you are in recon being able to not be in recon by muting part of the processing, temporarily of course.
Just a thought that came to me earlier
Obviously it’s best to regulate your input consciously. I find that hard to do right now because I don’t really understand the 1 3 5 7 12 minutes and how it reacts. Its a complex equation. Too much dynamic variables.
Hard to consciously regulate for now. Maybe as I integrate more it will be easier.
Starting new subs I think it’s better to give it lots of integrating time in the beginning before hitting it hard
Recon feels very controlled though, very stable…
I’m almost doing a ceremony now to work through a lot so I can be action full the coming days. Quickly processing a lot during this time so I can be clearer and energised to execute on the changes.