Year of the Quiet Conqueror (QTKS Khan, WB, RICH)

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#7
  • Looks like I may have started this journal prematurely. I messaged fourteen days ago, and I’m still waiting on the payment link.
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#8
  • Feeling a bit out of sorts all day today. I think it’s sub related in a way. I normally would have broken my washout this past Sunday, but I’m waiting QC to get made. Still haven’t gotten the payment link.
    Sounds like they’re having quite the time getting things out despite best efforts, so it happens when it happens.
    Nonetheless, it’s driving me nuts.
    That brings up something about me. I hate liminal states. I always have. I have a very hard time when the outcome of whatever I’m trying to do is out of my hands and all I can do is sit there and not know when it’s going to happen, while I get paranoid about if it’s going to happen.
    There’s no reason for the latter. I have no reason to believe that Saint didn’t get my DM, but it goes through my head anyway.
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#9

  • I did a three minute loop of WB last night to break my washout. I’m going to a party on Saturday and I’d like to make sure those effects are going.

  • STILL no sign of the payment link. I DMed Saint for it sixteen days ago. What’s going on here?

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#10

  • I had a number of interactions with women today. They were all in a professional context. Either mine or theirs.
    There was something different about all of them. They all seemed to be eh, call it, subtly sweeter, and all seemed to engage me more than they strictly had to.

  • Running another three minute WB loop tonight.

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#11
  • OK make that three minutes of WB and three of ROTNW. I’ve got that party tomorrow, so WTF, let’s see what happens.
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#12
  • There was no nectar extraction or anything so dramatic at the party. The girl I know wants me bad wasn’t there this time.
    There was one difference though. The hottest woman in the room actually paid attention to me.
    I’ve known her for years, and she’s never paid me much attention. Tonight she did. She was talking to me most of the evening, not being really blatantly flirty, but she is not the type who does that easily. She WAS deliberately standing closer to me than normal, and was showing a couple of the other subtle signs.
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#13

Similar to this?
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#14

Not quite, but a lot closer than she used to be.

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#15

How do you get yourself into an open relationship ? I was always curious about that

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#16

In my case I found a girl who really wanted to be in a relationship, and I was very upfront that I don’t do monogamy.

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#17

Has that caused issues though? Like jealousy? Or any issues from your partner?

Do you tell your other partners your single or in an open relationship?

#18

At first yes. It was really a take it or leave it kind of deal.
Understand that I was still in my early/mid twenties when we met, and if I had an opportunity to cheat I would have taken it even if I had said I wouldn’t.
I opted to be straightforward about it instead.

I’m always honest with everyone involved.

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#19

Interesting.

I have two colleagues I know who were in open relationships. Neither of them worked out in the end. In the end the girl ended up caving in.

I’m also like you where I don’t believe in monogamy. But I’ve yet to find a girl who genuinely mutually wants an open relationship.

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#20

All I can say is we’ve been together for twenty years. It can work.

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#21
  • Well, I’m not going to sleep much tomorrow. Saint said QTKS goes live at noon Eastern at the latest. That’s ten mountain. I’m going to be checking the forum starting about six thirty. I’d definitely like to be as close to first in line as I can.
    Obsessive, yes, but I thought this would be started by now.
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#22

Good to know.

I have an entanglement I’ve been involved with since Covid I’m trying to separate myself from.

She’s definitely not down for an open relationship

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#23

What do you mean trying? It’s kinda like Yoda says as far as that kind of thing goes.
If you think that the relationship would be good if it were open, you could just tell her that’s how you are, take it or leave it.

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#24

It’s different because that boundary wasn’t set prior to the relationship, but rather it would be in the middle.

It would be a curveball and wouldn’t land well. I don’t want to deal with that sort of stress right now.

I have plans to end it in the near future and remain friends, once I get a bit further in my financial freedom. I do plan to bring it up then if she still wants to remain a partner.

I’ve already told her in multiple occasions that we don’t work long term.

We got together largely due to Covid. We quarantined together and ended up living with each other.

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#25
  • OK, got it all ordered, my voice print sent in. Now we wait.
    Hopefully my spending most of the time I would normally be sleeping hitting refresh on the forum got me a good enough spot in the cue that I don’t have to wait very long.
    It was a serious fight getting everything to work right, so I don’t know where I may have landed.
    I did make one change. I swapped out Rogue for Long range seduction.
    I will edit the original post to reflect that.
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#26 
       **8/7/23 CYCLE 1 WEEK 1 **

  • I’m going to go back to running my regular stack of TK4 and WB tonight. I don’t suppose there is much harm in switching to QTKS in the middle of a cycle if it’s more or less the same stuff I was running. We’ll find out anyway.
    I have no clue when I’m going to get it, and this is the longest I’ve been without regular subliminal input for years.
    I have noticed some of the negative thought patterns that have been gone for a while returning.

  • I will be starting the work in phase for QTKS as soon as I get it. I believe people have been saying to start with a minute. I may do that, or I may start with three. Haven’t decided yet.