ALright, so.
I ran 2 loops, one 3 min, one 5min. So just 8 min exposure and I was questioning my entire belief system on who I am in regards to money and my marriage.
At first, I blamed my marriage for making me financially stuck.
The funny thing was, I manifested 20 (!) (I counted) hot women while being out for dinner on the table next to me. I manifested them because I had a fight with my wife about how she dresses at home. So my mind was filled with feminine allure and what I want to have → AsC fired, and there they were.
Of course, the first thought was “Did I marry the wrong woman?”
But after a deep talk with @Invictus I realized what the issue was.
It fell off my eyes. It was THIS obvious all of a sudden:
I had been resentful/blaming my wife/kid/marriage for the lack of money for years now.
It was a deeply ingrained belief that if I had stayed single and built my business, I would be better off.
I built an entire identity around it.
And this fell apart in minutes about 2 days after the listening.
Then what happened?
A dam was opened:
- Absolute, insane “bloom.” I wouldn’t call it a bloom, it feels different. Just intense joy that this weight of this false self belief is gone
- Massive improvement in my marriage and sex life because my resentment is gone
- Clarity on what to do with my finances and business. Already setting it up left and right.
- Manifested a tax accountant helping me pay less on that for free
- Income from the business increased
- $400 bucks out of nowhere
- LOTS of influence. I get approached a lot by people for my business, followers increasing, etc.
- LOTS of stares from women (Hegemon and Kings radiance I guess). It’s not a “who the f is this guy” stare. It’s a “I want him” stare. I mean I don’t care anymore, but I appreciate the ego boost
- I am not rich yet, but I can now clearly see what I need to do
- building the products, writing the copy, writing mails etc it all goes super easy and without hesitation
But the biggest change definitely is in how this tech acts.
It’s not an external force telling you what to do.
It’s YOU.
It comes from YOURSELF.
Within you.
The recon doesn’t feel like it at all.
I don’t even notice running the sub, I just act differently.
I am now running the first 15min loop. Let’s see how this goes.
But it’s definitely a different ballpark.
And it changed my identity and perspective of myself on such a deep level I don’t even recognize my former self.
Plus, as always, it amplified older subs.