After months since RoM release I have been feeling nothing short of amazing since running this sub
The only real negative, and I wouldnt really call it a negative (not really) is that RoM has had me been feeling slightly depressed and frustrated with myself:
For example, I am now learning to code and that will get me a very well paid job in near future but after walking home the other day I started to contemplate all the wasted years of my past. I would get saddened when thinking about how often I would let time pass me by. I would feel frustrated at my past self for not pushing myself harder and truly trying in life. I feel I could have made way more leaps and bounds earlier had I possessed more discipline.
I am more than making up for it now but it’s just since running RoM it has brought my attention to my wasted years.
You are a climber and RoM is the wise bearded sage, waiting for you at the shoulder of the mountain top; proud of you to have made it this far but pulls you in close, turns you around and shows you the vast and beautiful landscape you have not yet explored. You tear up at it’s obviousness and lament over how such an amazing opportunity has eluded you. The wise sage smiles and whispers gently “you still have time son, now keep going. This isn’t going anywhere.”
the night before.
