Any updates on your Custom @SwedishBuddha
Not yet not met a lot of people this week. WIll update after the weekend.
But noticing more and more appreciation for women overall.
Have your results steadily increased in momentum or what have you noticed?
Actually just had a call with a girl more for healing though. And she said she felt loved by my presence so that’s cool.
Yea it increases in waves. Some days all I do is sleep others I have so much divine energy flowing through me.
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Very interesting morning, had a talk with a buddhistic Nun about my meditation practice and if I’m ready to go to the next step.
Her energy holy moly… She felt like a 5 year old kid in the joy she exuded. I now understand I can radiate even more metta and love around me.
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This weekend I was at a tantra retreat very interesting went alone to push myself. Ran libertine and my custom the day before.
First day was a bit nervous because of the newness of it. And many of the people there knew each other. But just started talking to more and more people. It’s a very loving enviroment which is really cool.
I noticed during one eye contact exercise that one of the women I looked at started biting her underlip. After the exercise she went to her husband and asked if he was ok.
At the first day I noticed i blocked my sexual energy a little and did not allow myself to fully feel it.
Day 2 we did some kundalini awakening and some ritual play. Ritual play was really interesting it’s basically when you have 7 minutes to just play with each other (No sex) . And I started to allow myself to feel the turn on for the play with the girl I did it with. And it just became more and more open… With another girl we started biting each others neck and wrestling… You can also just say no and the play stop. No of the girls did it with me though. It was a very interesting exercise because I think we lose that sexual playfulness.
And sex is suppoed to be playful and fun not so serious.
Day 3. My old abandonement trauma got super triggered. During an exercise which left me alone. I Was grouped with a girl but her friend was all alone so she went with her friend instead. I just wanted to go home.
But instead because of the sub and new teachings I learned I was like let’s try the new 2 hour meditation the nun gave me.
After like 5 minutes I had let go of the triggeredness and started feeling the metta. 1 hour 50 minutes later i open my eyes from the meditation and everyone is sitting around me. I even started feeling compassion for her friend. If I did not feel that pain she would have felt it and I doubt she could have handled it as well. It might have ruined her whole expereince.
So instead I became grateful for that experience.
After that everything changed. Girls started constantly approaching me, During the final exercise we were gonna strip the other person with a blindfold.
The girl I was with was like just do whatever don’t take off my panties thouh as her boundary.
I think this weekend overall and i think the processing of the subs from all insane action I took will really make a big impact in my life.
They talked in the first day about not going to hardcore and if it’s not 100% yes don’t do it.
I was more like fvck it im gonna push myself to the extreme.
Insights from the weekend is…
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Relaxation is almost everything at the end of day 3 i had stopped all judiging all expectation with all women. And conversation touching just flowed so effortlessly.
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Do not block your sexual energy… Or your desire for her… it’s a disservice to her and you.
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If i can let go of me being super triggered in 5 minutes a cold approach rejection is gonna do nothing to my emotional state.
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Talk to everyone as equals whether she’s your type or not. Only difference is show intent if you are interested in her in a more sexual way.
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Pushing yourself and doing the 6rs are insanely effective.
Overall i only had one regret and it was not asking one of the girls for her number. I was gonna do it but was completely exhausted from pushing myself for 3 days. And she was with her girlfriends.
Oh well.
Now subliminal you have a lot of references. Today I’m just taking time to reintegrate it. Go brain make me the Real Divine Masculine 
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This meditation dear god. It’s so incredible. You don’t feel love or metta you become it. It’s also interesting because it’s a very gentle soft aura. You feel kinda like cotton.
Another interesting thing is the nun talked about a 500 ft aura. I think I have underestimated how far an aura can reach haha. Well to be fair it can reach through the entirety of the universe but yea.
Feel really grateful and happy for the direction my life is going
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Got new headphones it honestly feel like the subs hit harder. I feel consumed when listening to the sub, In a different world.
Got some minor nicotine cravings today. But nothing I can’t handle almost at 2 months without nicotine now.
Had an interesting idea on how to radiate more of the metta and energy. Gonna be interesting.
Washout coming up after todays listen.
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keep it up
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Subs really seem to hit different with these headphones.
Thoughts that randomly popped up during the day. I am a “10” why would I never need to force something.
If girls don’t love me we are just not meant to be.
Relax and surrender to the good that is coming your way.(Surrender don’t mean be idle) .
Also got invited to the Tantra meetup, Which is funny that I became friends and he asked to add me on fb. When he’s the one that holding the meetup.
If I’m lucky the girl I wanted the number of is there. If not no matter will still get to meet loving open people again.
It feels like im really stepping into the flow of life again instead of swimming in the opposite direction.
It’s like worries are gone, This new kind of meditation + 6rs + sub might actually be purifying and rewiring all limiting patterns I had.
I really lived a idle life for a while… I just felt lost with spirituality and everything. But since I still felt happy I did not really notice it.
But now we’ll back and it’s time to be spiritual in a more practical way than just being blissed out.
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Started learning hypnosis found a great online course. Super interesting stuff and I think it will really help me evolve my shadow work sessions to be even more life changing.
I also have entranced and etheral in the custom so will be very interesting.
I was also theory crafting on how to make the subs hit me even harder by like opening up my subconscious mind for them to create less resistance.
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What are you noticing from Chosen?
This is a good question. I find it very hard to pinpoint some modules. But what I have noticed is a more loving leadership style.
Also at the gym 2 girls I walked past just looked at me dreamy. And im far from the most ripped guy.
Also at the nightclub more than one girl just looked at me they they were lost in a dream. Though even the bartender was like you look so freaking happy it’s insane.
It gives you a warm smile a buddhasmile like the nun talks about.
@SwedishBuddha What is the name of your course and how long does it take to complete? I was thinking of taking a course from Jason Linett, but never Ed pulled the trigger.
https://www.jacquinhypnosisacademy.com/
It’s this one it’s super cheap and my friend who work as a hypnotist recommended it. It’s very wholesome people, you can feel they really care about the person they are helping.
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I talked with my friend earlier this week…Hes super successful and younger than me.
And he talked about fully aligning your life. And it made me think the best combo for me right now is my custom, stark and mindseye or rich.
Because then the subs are fully aligned, Chosen makes me a better leader, stark makes me a better businessman and the modules in my custom also make me more loving compassionate and hypnotic.
Which is the skill i’m learning now. Already have ideas on how to combine it with my shadow work to make the sessions way more effective.
To not just give awareness to clients but also to give them both and emotional release and an pattern change. Combining all of this with spirituality I really feel like I can alter someones life for the better.
Because I felt like my coaching lacked in some areas before
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You weren’t aware of this but just a few days ago I told myself : “Humm I wonder if I should explore more hypnosis as a skill, well I guess I’ll ask to someone at some point”
Thanks self fulfilling prophecy and ever wanna be better people like you I didn’t even had to wait and ask lol
Also keep going man !
whatever you better in yourself you gain insight on how to share it
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That’s awesome
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Had an amazing coaching call with a client where all his armor around his heart opened up and he cried tears of joy. Just an amazing experience.
Also today beat almost all my PR in the gym. And it feeels like im in the best shape of my life or close too.
Wanted physical shifting really seem to be helping with gym.
Mind is a bit tired I noticed it was hard to stay fully aware in meditation.
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