That’s an interesting idea. Thank you for sharing.
Can you elaborate a bit what Ascension did?
I have this feeling it can also help to get closer to your core, your true self. Almost like a healing sub.
(CFW with Ascension must be legit)
Almost-offtopic:
I changed my stack
I’m running Ascension Qv2 and Rebirth Ultima.
And a lot of great things are happening…i think it’s true that Rebirth accelerates the results of other subs.
Curious why you aren’t running ZP?
I’ll run it later.
As far as i know the majority of ZP testers were former Qv2 users.
Yeah, sure. Here’s what I remember without looking back at that journal:
• my assertiveness was improved in all aspects of my life, including with shutting down my biological father when he overstepped boundaries I hadn’t previously defined. They’re defined now.
• my inner sense of status was increased to a level of perceptible tangibility to the point that I spoke to every man and woman I encountered without a care for their ‘position’ in life.
• my willingness to call out bull became the default.
• Ascension turned me from a conscious night owl into a somewhat grudging (at first) morning person.
• my refusal to allow others to project their limited views onto me, my words and actions also increased.
• synchronicities on this title were extremely prevalent, things leading me to where "I wanted me to go. This one tempts me to check out the relevant journal because I experience and did experience even before SubClub synchronicity so much that I took them for granted, but I definitely noticed the increase
• Women wanted me (given)
• my relationship improved
• I took joy in the smallest things that accomplished something like getting into the daily habit of doing the dishes (my girl liked this and brought it to my attention), taking showers consistently every single day even if I didn’t feel like it, organizing the house, etc etc.
• I handled business before the procrastination habit could even tempt me
Y so much more.
Damn I thought that was just me that this happened to
I really dislike the term " independent" . I see it as being self reliant
This is from Ascension QV2?
I need to do more of that. I recently started making my bed every day but I need to start showering daily as well. To feel more like myself
That would actually be Q. I was running Ascension when Qv2 came out so I think I used that for a little too.
I ran it solo, if I recall right and with - I believe - Regeneration Q.
Would Ascension ZP help with setting hard boundaries?
Funny this pops up now because I was thinking about it.
Definitely helps with boundaries. Within the past week of Ascension ZP I stopped killing myself at work trying to keep on top of everything because my company is a trainwreck and it’s not my responsibility. People being overly demanding at my job dont get what they want, that’s not how it works. You act like an adult, not a spoiled kid. Leaving my work at work, when my shifts up that’s it. Had some guy pass through my office 5 minutes before the end of my shift, didn’t send a ticket, told him to do that with a copy of the error message. He went upstairs again, I left for the day, zero remorse, don’t care if he thinks I’m a dick for doing that.
That might seem like normal boundary setting to some people but that is huge for me.
Only if you’re erect first.
Ascension really feels like the ultimate sub for finding your purpose and getting to know yourself. Ive been questioning everything i thought i knew about myself and building up a brand new me. In addition the confidence ascension brings feels really good. Its a “i own the world and everything on it” type of energy. Very distinct from something like LB or chosen, yet works perfectly in conjunction with them.
This would be my second round of ascension and I’m starting to get the feeling that I need to make something of myself, to start finding who I am and start my own life instead of living to other people’s expectations, I’m also getting this really strong urge to move away from where I’m currently staying, I feel like that is a step that I will need to find out who I’m meant to be although I have no idea where to how I’ll be able to make that move.
Something new on the ascension front?
In my experience this sub has a slow build up, but ones you get a taste of that inner power it feels so great. This is the sub that gets you to live the life you want to live, no excuses. It feels like “self improvement” personified, making you first realise what the life is that you want, and than helpinggyou get it.
I definitely get why this is known as “the foundational sub”
In your experience how slow was the buildup?
In the later half of my second cycle, i wrote in my journal that i atill hadnt experience much of the inner strength.
Naturally there was at that point already a lot of buildup that i just hadnt fully noticed yet, but yeah.
Most of my time on it so far has just been me learning about myself, learninngwhat i want out of life and what needs to be done to get to that point.