Thank you! and yes your 100% right my spiritual practices and path definitely led me here and most importantly when I was ready. I always think about how I was listening to affirmations, Binaural beats and all that for years and I never came across sub club but subclub made its presence known to me I almost felt like it was something I manifested. I am forever grateful for them their products and this community.
I received my nuraphones yesterday and let me tell you how much of a relief it was waking up this morning with my headphones still on🥳 No more worrying about if I listened to all my loops, my earbuds would always fall out while sleeping so honestly i dont what or how much of the subs i actually consumed when wearing those. The nuraphones are comfortable, sound good and I kept the controls off I’m glad they provide that option. Well I’m excited !!!
Last night I did turn it up a notch on my loops
UA ×2
Seductress ×2
Goddess Custom ×1
I’m not fatigued, I woke up early 6am and in reflection mode.
Coming up with some detalied concrete goals for the rest of this month and the new year. I can’t believe 2022 is right around the corner.
I’m also taking care of some financial things I’ve been Procrastinating on.
In deep thought about my marriage since starting seductress I’ve realized my worth and value and that’s all I will say about that venus retrograde is coming up on the 18th but I’m already feeling the effects of that as well.
My friend texted me this morning with a job opportunity ;work from home and make my own hours which is exactly what I was looking for so I can get some income flowing in while continuing to focus on my artwork and spiritual practices which can be very time consuming. Good start to my day so far.
12/17/21 I took a rest on Wednesday,
Thursday I only listened to custom 4x
The nuraphones are absolutely awsome.
Last night I finished setting up my Google business account so goal accomplished 

I started my 369 affirmation journal.
I ordered some new canvases reached out to a few people that requested some of my artwork to let them know it’s in the works.
My brother wants me to create some art for his new basement I’m excited but the part that’s making me a bit nervous is he wants me to paint his barn doors
omg I cannot mess up his doors
I’ve never worked on furniture before so i calmed my nerves by doing some research on how to prep a barn door for acrylic paint pour. There is no way I can pick up a barn door and tilt like I do with my canvases so I will more than likely have to do a Dutch pour and use a blow dryer to create the effects I’m looking for. I also got the idea to use epoxy resin on top of the acrylic paint to add some extra effects and a nice finish. I will be amping up my ultimate artist loops for sure I’m excited 
Peace & Blessings
12/18/2021 I’ve noticed a shift in my eating and am more conscious of what I’m consuming. I’m not snacking
I think this is a result from listening to seductress and my custom which has the fat burning module in it. I stepped on the scale yesterday and I’m down 7 pounds. I also have the exercise motivation module and although I have not been back to the gym, today I told myself ok get yourself going! If you can’t make it to the gym there’s no reason why you can’t start off with some crunches and squats
so I am doing that tonight.
12/19/2021 I got that seductress glow back!!!
I noticed this summer when I was listening to the sub consistently like I am now my skin radiates this golden glow. My husband keeps giving me compliments and flirting which is not his usual he is addicted to call of duty and is always in his own world but these past few days he’s been super sweet and attentive ect… The only thing is… this is going to sound horrible but I feel a bit disgusted and repulsed by him🤦🏽♀️ I mean I know where this is coming from I’ve felt abandoned and neglected our whole marriage so part of my purpose in starting seductress was to build my confidence and self esteem and to help tweak some physical stuff even after going from 300 pounds down to 165 I still struggle with feeling beautiful at times. I’ve been going through a hermit phase the last few years or maybe more like a cocoon stage, now i feel like im ready to break free and fly. I am going to take my husband’s attitude shift as a benefit I don’t know if I will be attracted to him again until he starts working on himself and putting some effort into being a emotionally present husband and father. We will see. This is random but I have talked to him about subs I was actually thinking the Gamer program would be good for him, I always tell him if your spending 12 hours a day on call of duty you should at least be making some money while doing it. But after reading the description I don’t know if that would make things worst idk maybe if he started off with regeneration it would help balance out some of the pain he is trying to escape through playing the games. I’m not forcing anything on him he will let me know when he’s ready. This seductress is making me want to go back out into the world and experience life to the fullest. My hermit/cocoon phase was needed It was not a bad at all I took the time to heal and grow spiritually and gained a lot of esoteric knowledge which is priceless but now I’m ready to laugh,love and have some fun in my life its important that my daughters
always see me with a smile on my face and in a joyful mood 
12/20/2021 I feel ok today I listened to my custom in the ultrasonic format 1 loop. Honestly I was questioning myself a lot trying to really figure out my path and if I should go back to a 9-5 and stack my money and work on my art part time. If I go back to a 9-5 I promised myself it has to add value to my path and purpose which has been hard. I don’t want to go back into the insurance field but that’s where my skills are as far as jobs go and the pay is decent
I’m doubting myself and my goals little bit but it will pass I don’t have anything to worry about. I felt the need to do some angel work today and asked for guidance which is kinda making me think that I should add alchemist to my stack I was so exhausted it took a lot out of me to do the ritual and I think alchemist would help with that. I’m feeling drained goodnight 
Wow. A Venusian warrior-queen.
300 to 165 is amazing. And that was pre-subliminals, right? That means your mind is well-developed and in good shape.
One thing, 4 loops of a Qv2 custom is pretty major and intense. Experiment to find your sweet spot but know also that with the Qv2 build ‘less is often more’. (Having said that, I feel like I’m still experimenting and finding my own right approach.)
Personally, I suspect that Gaming Mastery ZP would have a good effect.
There is a creative nucleus within all of our actions and choices, no matter how functional or dysfunctional the immediate manifestations may be. As you’ve pointed out, the games-playing has some kind of function for him, and ultimately connects back to the roots of his mind. My bet is that the Zero Point effect will still facilitate healing, alignment, and inspiration; that most likely transcend gaming alone.
If it helps, for the first few years of SubClub, I worked a full time job. It wasn’t until January of this year when I decided to part ways with the 9-5 grind. If necessary, however, I would return to the “grind” with a different mindset.
If he already has an addiction to gaming or he’s using it as escapism, GMX ZP may make it worse. But, if he stacks it with Mogul ZP as a way to launch a pro-gaming / streaming / review career, it would be absolutely perfect. You’ll have to make sure that’s really what he wants to do, however.
uhhh…or this.
(so take my idea above with some grains of salt.)
Thank you so much for reading this and giving me some awsome advice @Malkuth @SaintSovereign
Thank you! and yes the big weight loss was pre subclub
But I do have to add subclub has helped me maintain the loss and I’m losing more after starting seductress up again 
Yes this definitely helps and is very inspiring.
Thank you 

12/21/2021 My mind is all over the place today 
12/23/2021 started zp mogul today
1 loop
New listening schedule
Day 1 mogul zp 1x
Day 2 Rest
Day 3 1x UA 1x Seductress
Day 4 Rest
Day 5 Mogul Zp 1x
Day 6 Rest
Day 7 1xUA 1x Seductress
Day 8 Rest
I know I’m a bit late but how are you making those ?
What type of paint is it ?
I love these !
Thank you,better late than never
I use acrylic paints and mix with silicone and floetrol to get certain effects.
I will be experimenting with mica powders, alcohol ink and epoxy resin next. I’m doing some artwork on my brother’s barn doors and I think those will be the best for this project keep your fingers crossed for me. The pressure is on 
12/24/2021 Ran 1 loop of mogul zp yesterday I was very tempted to run one more loop but didn’t give in 
Had some pretty vivid awkward dreams last night. When I woke up I was thinking about Tai Chi and told myself I will give it a try I know it will be good for my energy and chakras I have been dealing with a lot of lower back pain especially when I first wake up it takes me at least 15-20 minutes to build up the courage to fight through the pain and and get myself going. I’m probably dealing with a fibromyalgia flare up stress and the cold weather aret triggers.