That is an interesting idea. Thank you for sharing.
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No problem
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So, all the following was noticed and experienced within a 12-hour period:
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Emperor, Stark and rich ZP together cause a massive spike of testosterone within me.
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The “pump effect” is much stronger and lasts much longer.
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This combo gives the original emperor feeling. Mind feels full, persona feels more cold, stoic, brooding and dominant, disciplined and tough as nails…but I can joke or socialize when and if I want, but easily switch back to lone wolf mode if I’m not in the mood to be bothered. I’m also annoyed when ppl act super happy around me. Not because I hate that they’re happy but because I enjoy silence more.
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Random female coworker asked what I was doing and where I was going when I took a break, she just took genuine interest, she’s not a manager or supervisor. I found that super weird but then again she’s been looking at me a lot over the past couple weeks. She pretty much kept trying to joke around with me when she wasn’t busy. I wasn’t rude but was getting tired of the unwanted attention.
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I automatically manifested a shift change at work that I’ve been wanting for months, new shift starts Monday and agents on that shift tend to close more deals.
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A manager and his agent from another department were in the middle of an argument they for some reason, put me in the middle by asking me a Hypothetical question. I uplifted the mood with a humorous answer.
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A lot of ppl in my work building kept staring at me like I’m famous.
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Head manager of my department kept pulling me to the side today to strategically plan how I can make a certain amount of money every pay period.
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Tough sales day just like yesterday, but my numbers are much better, coworkers are more pleasant to deal with too.
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Got into a text thread with some former coworkers where we randomly started discussing a collective business idea.
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been sweating all day, wonder if my aura is flared up. Probably also because my testosterone has been high too.
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Won’t lie I’ve had a lot of ppl act weird around me or towards me. Like either when interacting with me they acted unusually childish or kept staring at me like they wanted to engage with me socially. Couple women also stared hard but said nothing back when I greeted em. They’d just keep staring.
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Noticing that women are getting comfortable blatantly checking me out, and also people in general are getting comfortable trying to physically touch me. Even had like 3 ppl try and play with my hair today or just reach out and touch me for no reason. A female coworker also playfully stated she needs a massage from me.
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Coworkers , even managers kept doing me random favors all day.
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How are you determining that?
More confident and assertive behavior, face breaking out with acne a bit, voice deeper than usual, increased strength and mood as well overall
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Although for years the subject of life force energy, sexual energy, etc. interested me…I’ve begun to take a sudden interest in nurturing boosting my kundalini energy. I’m pretty sure I already awakened it some time ago.
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Today I got to work and had that playful female coworker call out my name sweetly. We spoke for a couple seconds but I needed to clock in upstairs. 10 minutes later, She came to ask if she could borrow my jacket since she was cold. I instantly recognized it as a test (actually had another female coworker do this type of test on me yesterday). I told her no, if she gets too cold her body would shiver since that’s how the human body is designed (I can be a real jerk lol). She knew I said it playfully though so she then smiled and said “I’m about to choke you”. My response…if you did, you’d probably warm up pretty quick.” She then grabbed my neck and we both started laughing.
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My overall swagger from the way I’m walking, talking and my general behavior is on 1000% today, despite the fact that my Mother’s behavior got on my nerves heavily earlier this morning, which inspired a rage so potent that I felt like I wanted to lash out and break something.
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sales wise I’m on f*****g fire. Best day I’ve had in weeks. Deals just falling from the sky. Also finished with my highest closing rate for a single shift at almost 50%.
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Hm. Thank you.
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It seems like playing Stark first somehow lightens up the entire stack in terms of density. Not as much of a heavy feeling in my brain afterwards and I feel more balanced overall internally and behaviorally. I’m chill but still assertive. With emperor first and Stark next, I get an instant drill sergeant effect just like with the older versions of emperor.
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Ok so it seems I also get the same level of alpha trait expressions socially. My external behavior is exactly the same so although I handle this new order better internally I still behave just the same externally.
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Seeing women start to stare at me for long amounts of time, even when they’re right me t to their boyfriends and husbands.
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Working an earlier shift than usual today for a certain reason. As soon as I came the head manager was excited to see me and yelled my name which caught everyone’s attention. That includes a woman who just a couple days back pretended not to notice me. Caught her staring hard this morning.
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That female supervisor I’ve been talking about from the primal attraction post stared at me hard as she walked near me right in front of the head manager but then quickly pretended like she wasn’t when she got closer to us.
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Guess I’m not the only one who came in earlier than usual. The female from Saturday that asked fo borrow my jacket came and greeted me with a huge smile and touched my shoulder. I was on a sales call (closed that deal easily btw), and without thinking I accidentally touched and caressed her hand a little. Throughout the day we teased each other with back and forth verbal banter. I usually end up sleeping or being with women I build that kind of playful connection with. Still can’t say if anything will happen between us though.
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Head manager keeps positively promoting me to higher ups and even current team leaders to warm them up to the idea. Basically keeps saying I’m one of the best in the department and higher ups are stating they’ll definitely look at my resume when openings come up.
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Honestly everyday it seems like female attention is getting stronger in general and the women showing attraction signs are getting sexier for the most part. before my lunch break, i stood up and was talking to a supervisor. I caught a woman sitting down just glaring at me like she wanted me to come give her a child lol. An hour later, there was a woman standing in the row in front of me while I was sitting down taking a call. I looked up and she stared for 3 more seconds then walked off. Getting old to report stares but they kinda keep happening in different ways. Probably will just stop journaling them unless something besides a long creepy stare comes from an occurrence.
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Woke up in the middle of the night bursting with energy and feelings mg restless. Something deep within me just wouldn’t let me rest. I kept getting this burning feeling that something was…missing. Couldn’t figure it out. A few moments into some meditation I started struggling with whether to run my stack today or take an additional rest day.
Decided to run it; before I did, I got a flash of an idea. My intuition told me to replace RICH. Mind you, I just replaced EOG earlier this week. I initially ignored my intuition (which usually ends up being a bad idea for me). But initially I still did while holding off on playing anything.
About 10 minutes later my own mind began to build up an overwhelming sense of internal pressure. I built up even more energy and I know this is because I was internally being pressured to follow the guidance I was being given. After almost 30 minutes of discomfort I went to the commander, emperor and Stark sales pages and began connecting dots on how this combo could work.
Decided to run 5 minutes of each program to test synergistic effects. So far; initially, I have a grand sense of self-control, which is already pretty high to begin with. It feels like with Stark, Emperor and Commander (in that order), my entire being and every aspect of it is under my command, no pun intended. It’s not even 4am yet so I’ll take a nap before I go off and get through today, and closely observe how things unfold as usual.
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Had a man randomly summon and open an elevator for me.
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Lol damn it, now when ppl stare they don’t take their eyes off me, even after I look away.
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Guess that commander charisma is already kicking in…women especially are acting like I’m putting out a more approachable vibe, and I mean they’re REALLY wanting to talk to me for any reason which includes keeping conversations going.
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With Emperor, then commander then Stark played in that order I feel a perfect balance of power and happiness. The Even more amazing thing is that even running the full programs back-to-back doesn’t give me a sense of physical or mental exhaustion. Thinking is may try just experiment with this method twice a week.
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Walked into work and a supervisor made a remark about how incredibly stress-free I looked. Seems the grand sense of self mastery I feel with this stack can be easily seen by others. Zero anxiety. I’m usually not that anxious of a person to begin with but I feel as if I truly am in control of reality itself, even with a 12 oz Red Bull flowing through my veins.
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So…pretty much at this point I’m around Managers so much you would think I was one lol. We’re all getting pretty cool and trading favors at this point. Completely unintentional.
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Again ppl I barely or never talk to giving me compliments today.
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Said I’d stop reporting female attention but lol damn…what happened today is that the female team lead I mentioned yesterday (I really don’t remember when) kept passing by me and staring damn near every chance she got. Didn’t matter if I was far away either, when I moved she watched me closely. At one point I started finding it funny and would even laugh every time she walked or looked away. Finally saw her face too ( as we have to wear masks when we’re in the office unless we’re sitting down). She’s prettier than I thought. Still gotta move careful and pretend to ignore her though. In fact, The attention I’m drawing is becoming so strong I get the feeling that I’m not gonna be able to remain low key much longer. Pretty sure that ship has already sailed anyway.
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another couple occurrences of female attention is when I was talking on the phone a female trainee came to sit at a desk next to mine, from my peripheral vision I saw her staring as she approached my area and even stopped and stared at me for a little while before she sat down. When I refreshed the hold with my client, and she heard my voice…she stood back up for a couple seconds and stared over the wall of my cubicle even harder. Another girl saw me talking with my team lead and stared at me without blinking the whole time I was standing and talking to him.
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Other than that I got the usual bedroom eyes from women all over the building today but some guys stared to like they wondered who I am. Men also showed great amounts of respect all day too. On the phones I also put up with no ones BS and even hung up on ppl once I identified they were time wasters.
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Even with a mostly casual attitude I made sales effortlessly all throughout the day and maintained my composure although I got back to back calls almost all day, had Red Bull in my system and even had a headache. My composure through all of that stayed rock solid.
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as of today , I’m starting to form a theory based on an observation. I think I’m somehow subconsciously controlling women’s interest level in me. What I mean is that the more I find a particular woman interesting the more I see her around and the more drawn she seems to me over a certain period of time. The ones that I have no interest or totally repulses my seem to lose interest in me within a couple weeks.
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Really enjoy this journal, relating to and learning a lot.
for whatever it’s worth- I have found irritation from the environment-especially a heightened sensory irritation or a percpetion
of picking up on ‘vibes/ distinct energies’ in a way that irritates or compromises me to be an early sign of recon-and a time to lower the loops or take a little washout.
Hmm never considered that but to be honest even before ZP, which is what prompted my return to subclub this was happening. Especially while I was training for this job cause I looked at most of my training class as idiots, they’re luckily no longer there though. Definitely gonna keep that in mind however
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I’m still slimming down at a rapid pace, losing several pounds per week with minimal workout effort as my schedule has gotten hectic, and even my days off are almost as busy as the days I work. I’m thinking the only reason I’m not noticing the slimming effect that much is because at the same time it seems like my muscles are getting denser. They look and feel much fuller than normal.
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While running an errand earlier I had a female coworker do something she wasn’t supposed to in order to make it quicker and easier to accomplish my task while I was there. I barely said anything to her and she even put me in line over the guy that was in front of me. Lol this may be the secret VIP treatment stack lol. People are doing favors for me everywhere I go.
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Seems I have ppl I don’t even know at work walking up and finding excuses to talk to me. I’m really seeing the magnetism from stark beginning to shine through and it seems amplified with commander in the mix.
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My newfound level of self control is rapidly evolving into self mastery.
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My voice is remaining at a much calmer and deeper tone naturally.
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Certain men seem intimidated by my presence when I walk by them today.
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My walk is changing in the sense that I’m taking longer and smoother strides, also noticing that no matter what I do I move and speak only at the pace I want despite the circumstances.
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Just starting to notice that my self expression is becoming completely unhinged, meaning that when I speak I don’t care what the consequences are. I already had this trait but sometimes would think a little before I spoke, now it just is what it is.
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Gonna close this journal out. It started out as one thing but evolved into a prolonged subliminal experiment lol. Decided that my Alpha Omega ZP stack (emperor, commander and Stark ZP) is going to be my stack for the foreseeable future until I decide to run my next two stacks afterwards.
Gotta be honest it’s been a while since I’ve been so excited on my subliminal journey but I’ve loved where ZP in general has brought me so far and now that I finally know that programs I wanna use for an extended period I’ll be moving forward with greater confidence. New journal coming soon, as in literally the next few minutes.
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What made them seem intimidated?
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Many looked down if we were about to walk past each other even if I didn’t turn my head their way, or would move out of my way completely to give me space to walk by.
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I see. Thank you for clarifying.
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