Oh damn, is that all still from one loop?
1 loop of Emperor ZP and 1 of Heartsong ZP, on monday morning.
Im going through deep life changes at the moment and I was holding to lots of emotional bagaggeā¦ this stack just steamrolled through it all.
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@AlexanderGraves Anyway Im much better after another nap, took a cold shower and some Ashwagandha Tincture.
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Glad to see youāre back.
Its interesting I had a similar reaction once that I almost felt like puking after run a sub for a bit. I was hesitant to just go the bathroom and do it to get it out. Maybe I should have. Was probably a huge blockage!
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Thanks!
I remember running Dragon Reborn st4 that I had serious recon and had to go vomitā¦ I felt awesome afterwards, no more headache or nausea.
I felt the badness coming out of me.
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Well its settledā¦ Spartan ZP is gonna be the third title on my stack. Why wouldnt it?
Im recon free and listening to Spartan.
So it didā¦
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Last night I did 1X Spartan ZP
90 Minutes Walk
60 Minutes Boxing Practice.
Practice was a little off due to recon. Im in phase 2 of recon, no more physical pain (headache, nausea), but a lot of Emotional Turmoil. I feel vulnerable and weak, like I wanna scream and cry for an unknown reason.
How many phases do you believe recon has?
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Sometimes recon hits me phisically (headaches, nausea, tiredness), sometimes it hits me emotionally/mentally (low energy, fear, sadness, rage, etc.) Sometimes I get both.
I used the term āphaseā, because this time I got both forms of recon secuentially.
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I see. Thank you for elaborating.
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Emperor ZP and Heartsong ZP
Let hope this time Im more prepared for this combo, I already feel my head buzzing, but Im filled with positivity.
Now going for a cold shower and then some boxing.
45 Minutes Walk
60 Minutes Boxing Practice
45 Minutes Walk.
This week practice has been kind of low, but thats not a surprise since I had recon for like 3 days.
Damn, you are a warrior man 
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I can feel the Spirit of the Warrior rising inside me, today I was thinking that during the course of my life Ive practiced Yoga on and off to a total of 5 years aprox.
Ive been practicing different Martial Arts on and off for over 6 years.
Ive never been fully satisfied when I was doing Yoga, but when Im fighting, something lights up inside of me. I believe Emperor and Spartan are helping me discover, accept and love the agressive, violent side of me, so I can channel that energy in a healthy way.
I used to supress my anger and deny that violent side of me as something so bad that needed to be killed ( Im aware of the irony).
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What do you mean by the Spirit of the Warrior?
Its a fancy name for wanting to beat the shit out of people 
Jokes aside its a way to describe a feeling, an attitude of going beyond limitations, of giving more of whats comfortable to get your way.
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Interesting. Thank you for elaborating.
1x Spartan ZP
Last night I had many dreams of things that made me feel insecure and not loved at some point in my life. Im pretty sure Heartsong is hitting very deep.
60 Minutes Boxing Practice.
I feel like Im about to break a threshold, Im feeling frustrated about my practice and lots of anger is pouring out.
Usually when Im about to find a strong limitation, I begin to feel like quiting. If I do, I get to keep my limitation and increase my frustration, if I dont quit things get a lot better. I just have to push through it a little to get to the other side.
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Maybe because:
And I think that it was a good idea to keep it. What made you change your opinion?
Actually Spartan is theoretically my favorite title and Iām not using it because I need to take care of some things first, to prepare the soil.
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