Your reconciliation stories on Regeneration and/or Emperor

#1

I’d like to ask those of you who have run Regeneration and/or Emperor to kindly share their reconciliation stories here. I have been running Asc. Mogul + Rebirth + Limit Destroyer for a couple of months now. Overall it has been a pretty easy process with noticeable emotional results. Except that the few times reconciliation hit, it hit like a bitch. That Rebirth sub is not joke.
I believe that after I run Asc Mogul for 5 or 6 months, I will have a good enough base to run Emperor. I know that I still have some emotional baggage and trauma to deal with. That’s why I want to add Regeneration (and Elixir) to my stack and run it for a couple of months before I start Emperor. From everything I read here, Emperor is not a walk in the park, so I’m not sure if I want to deal at the same time with all the reconciliation from Regeneration and that from Emperor. That might be a bit much. So I’ll probably run Regeneration first. What do you guys think?

I’m curious what reconciliation felt like for you guys when you ran Regeneration or Emperor?

#2

I’m running Rebirth with my stack of Ascended Mogul and Ultimate Artist, the reconciliation effects have been extremely mild, a few occasions of crying and feeling depressed. I take it to mean that the two viewpoints (the new and established) are trying to merge with each other, causing an inner shift with feelings of loss of identity.

All but one other sub producers gave me resistance around the 7 day mark, the worst effect I had was developing sinusitis. Nothing like that with Sub Club.

#3

When you say it was a bitch what was it like? how long did it last? what was it like after?

#4

@nwaterlowford by that I meant that it was really rough. I remember having multiple panic attacks and sometimes waking up at night in a state of total fear.