Yazooneh: Rising striking phenom

[Yazooneh]

It’s my second day after my second loop of this cycle. I ran Khan for 8:48 and I was surprised I listened to it easily, I had planned to cut down on loops.

When I woke I had intense recon, 5 hours into my sleep. I ended up venting out on these forums yet it felt different… I know that the way I feel about me venting makes my vents more violent unnecessarily, therefore today I chose to accept that I spoke my mind, that’s intense healing

This may very well be the healing of Khan Black from stage four, it could be that intermingling with Khan stage four.

Financially things have never felt rockier and I’ve never been so confident about my finances…. I seem to have broke through my former limits finally with this second cycle of stage four of Khan.

In the way of forming better relationships, with my parents, and I feel that has a lot to do with my internal makeup towards money. I have become very close to my mother and father lately, being able to truly understand myself since they’re my parents

This is very huge, what makes me confident is essentially the calm intuitive wisdom from khan stage four. It just seems so clear to me that I’ve sabotaged myself formerly due to very deep internal structures related to money and value in a conceptual sense, and how to leverage it to make money.

I told my coach that I’d got an email saying my card was rejected and he said he doesn’t care that I should make his classes and pay later. I felt it…. I really liked it, if this is a Khan stage four result then baby I rate this program already even with all the months of former stages, a huge investment tbh at paid dividends … I really feel like I’ve understood my meaning at a calm enough pace to make something cool

Now as for me as a being: I’m still an asshole and I still am ignorant to many things I do that might be bad that I am not aware of; for that; thanks for making Khan the program make me so confident and attractive that I always make it the best

If you’re wondering why that sounds vague: essentially I am turning all spars or interactions in my gym into great ones through giving in and just showing love

I’m getting better every day, I’m lucky we fuck I got to listen to these programs for so long. I realize this now; I am so so so so lucky for having these programs and for having them for so long now that I have immensely satisfying results from all sides.

Nice stuff, journaling here more frequently is definitely felt.

[Yazooneh]

I’m feeling very good this night. I have a lot of results from my programs rn…

I hit my physical shifting experience custom yesterday for 10 minutes. One huge result I notice these days in training is that I am quite literally solid and decided on the fact I am patient with others, internally I pay a “success tax” and regardless of how weird I feel about anyone in training I know it’s my test to overcome my irritations

I also had run into a series of cool subconscious cues along with manifestations that had made me talk so far for three hours to a lawyer to sue my last company that fired me, on the basis of the fact I was made to work daily 7 days a week for extended periods with no pre set schedule just a daily morning “go here” or “go there” as I’m given a location to guard as a suited security man.

All in all I really can’t complain. I feel great and the best part of that is I don’t have to constantly attribute some worldly result but just knowing I am every day more solidified in my conviction that I am blessed and it is my work to turn everything around me to good, I am the richest man.

[Yazooneh]

Today was interesting, let us recall how I am doing after my ten minute QTKS physical shifting fighting custom…

It’s the first day after the loop and I noticed that today more than ever I am unphased by a large chunk of what used to phase me formerly, irritations and such

What’s interesting is recon is there, I woke up irritable with a clear inclination to look at the bad of things, even if they’re not there or not really “a sure thing”

Yet these days more than ever I seem to find my center even better when under recon

I’m still astonished how good khan stage four is, this degree of love and acceptance to reality even in its ugly and the promise to do my best to always not feel a certain way about things, I thought it would take cycles upon cycles but one cycle just got that into me… thank you for the awesome subs

I got money from outta nowhere basically and renewed my spirit by paying for my gym membership and hitting boxing sparring today where a larger man lost his technique completely and came at me hard, I kept calm like it’s another day in the office and used distance and counter attacks to make sure he stands no chance, my pivoting is improving too as it was a down side, I had a bad habit of running backward when opponents exploded towards me with combos but today I pivoted out of their line of attack a few times and I felt a deep breakthrough

All in all, can’t complain; life has been good to me and I’ve been provided with money in the most amazing ways

[Yazooneh]

Cool! I hit khan black stage four, Khan stage for for five minutes each.

I definitely have come to realize that shifting is very real; the micro adjustments I’ve undergone daily for years is immense; it’s no wonder I cause so much with my looks

These days in training I have become simpler: finding my base, being aware of the weight on each of my feet as I move.

I also have grown a respect for fundamentals once again; in a sense I enjoy so much to stay after training and just do all my strikes and defenses (slips rolls blocks and leans) in both stances.

Apart noticing my weight distribution across feet, breathing and maintaining clear vision is also something I’m seeing improvements in. I’ve allowed myself to grow even in the real of fight philosophy, I love dying every day and becoming a new man, it’s less about dreaming of gold belts and dripping fans and more about being the type of man that is ready to both take a belt or literally be schooled on the spot. It’s this type of awareness that makes me so tight in my training.

As I sharpen my tools I am looking a lot scarier in terms of how much success I create in sparring while being effortless, I’ve allowed myself to relax and LOOK at hits coming at me that formerly instantly made me turtle into a panic guard, learning and trimming the fat off this delicious fight steak, I inch forward daily in all aspects

All in all, I feel a lot better today than I did after a loop of my QTKS

I’ve come to terms with it being Fearsome and how it affects my soul

Even when I’m not “scaring” people and it’s getting the utopian end of the spectrum, it’s the concept of fear that really intrigues me…… it’s also such a cheatcode for fighting… since I essentially have the heart aspect down with joy and gratitude.

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Notes: footwork is improving and gaining dimension. Went from statue—-> shifty and light on feet (back to statue when striking or defending) ——-> shifty when striking and when moving and defending

Power sources shifting inward, example: punch is less shoulder forced and coming closer to hips in origination (exhaustion helps to force these adaptations)

My journey in clinching begins, I want to master this and I am tired of losing in clinch spars, I watched a good intro vid to clinch basics and I already feel I doubled my knowledge hahahahahahahaha… clinch is under looked so I will punish !

[Yazooneh]

What do you know, after an ascension chamber a day after my Kb and khan loops I hit my shifting custom for five whole minutes.

These days I notice how surprisingly fast I am improving, it’s astonishing because I am pretty much balls deep in training only a month into my membership

• asked if I want to fight
• invited to fighter team
• super consistent (daily if I can help it)

Concepts and flow I thought would take a year are here now, I have warmed up my mind soul and body fully and am ready to take it to the highest level

On top of this I went to watch my team mate fight in Sacramento last week and pretty much sucked in that air…. Felt the deep adrenaline as if I was the one fighting and such

All in all I can’t complain, money comes at me always in such weird ways and I’m enjoying the chaos of life more by the day

My greatest result these days is how calm I am even in the face of adversity, I have become impersonal with life… it seems more silly by the day to feel a certain way about others not liking me

Of course they don’t, some don’t like themselves and it’s hardly personal…

[Yazooneh]

Life has been great; this 15 minute loop wasn’t like the former ones. Since getting my custom I’ve been slamming fifteen minute loops and mostly just “gliding by” yet the recon ambushed me multiple times, I don’t mind the intensity of the recon yet I had an issue with my preparedness

This time I had planned to run 8 minutes but I lost myself and it ran the entire 15. I was calmly cautious about it and all it’s done is bloom for me. I realize how amazing khan stage four is, wow, what a program……

Yesterday at training I really felt the effects of my work. I am more light on my feet, I have more speed and my resilience is sharpening, I am also forging friendships despite my baggage and ego trying to dissuade me… I see the light of showing intense love to be able to be an intensely good fighter

[Yazooneh]

So I’ve been breezing by life and getting into my training more and more, it may seem as if a job and a potential fight is around the corner which is welcomed. I feel good, my training simplifies daily as I remember to stay balanced and to breathe correctly and to monitor my feet as they give me everything. From there I feel more flow these days and a more humble approach to training where I’m playful all the time even when someone goes hard.

This type of patience is a massive result from Khan and Kb… and truly an amazing one

Another is my love and acceptance of rhythm and pace. I have rn the best I could ever ask for, and this pace has allowed me to truly hone my skills in Muay Thai by taking things slowly and getting the body mechanics and technique down.

I used to be nervous before spars but these days my development has reached a point where I am pushing myself to feel good in my ability to best counter and figure out my opponents in as student like a manner as possible.

I’m very very happy with the subs. Also I’ve watched two different Muay Thai events two weeks in a row and I’ve allowed that adrenaline from seeing the fighters going in the ring to make me love training even more

Thanks subclub

[Yazooneh]

Holy moly I disappeared from my journal for a while…. After my second cycle on khan stage four khan black stage four and shifting custom, alongside training in Muay Thai, I took a washout
I am now 15 ish days into my washout and am looking at another week.

I am so grateful for these awesome subs.