Yazooneh: Rising striking phenom

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#43

These days I notice the greatest khan results ever, where I feel as if I’m able to brush off with confidence things that were sure to irritate me before.

I also seem to accept that my thoughts can be bad

In other news, I’m in the yay Thai gym now enrolled and I’ve already made quite the show being there, being completely humble, taking a lot of pain the first day and keeping positive, and overall showing the dedication gyms thrive off

I also have completely immersed myself in my visualization abilities these days after one year of a Muay Thai mastery mind’s eye custom before. I am watching fights and really seeing what I could do, what things I am confident in compared to the competition today, the things I think they are neglecting the things I think i am neglecting etc. my attention to detail is universes above what it once was and has taken flight

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#44

I am deep into my fourth cycle of my custom, and khan black stage four, and khan stage four

These days I feel a stronger urge to journal, I have always been lax about journaling and ever since I began my manifestation journey years ago after reading the book “the last law of attraction book you’ll ever need to read”

This is mainly due to the fact that I had replaced every default reaction to my environment and reality with more “positive” emotions. If you’re wondering how confident I am in their “positivity” then it is with the same principle the book taught, through gratitude

Though after many years of my manifesting practices I am now at my peak and I am so happy with my life that I need to begin to do my shadow work more constantly, as to maximize my gains

One thing I noticed; two different Arab shop workers gave me free drinks (refused to take compensation after I walked in and greeted them with the Arabic hi) since Arabs mostly work at and own groceries in California.

These days I feel always an airy feeling of uncertainty, that I can only describe to be Khan testing my resolve. I feel a strong urge to do things others don’t feel like doing. The dirty work. When I do the dirty work it always feels scary.

Admitting my humanity and fragility is now more important than ever because I have never felt I had this much power before. Infront of me stands the road I paved since I was born where my enemies are subdued, the ones inside me in the form of contradictory thoughts.

Alignment should be a harmony with what is produced by my biological body, the flow. If someone comes out of my flow and I end up slapping my own wrist because, let’s say, someone who has inherited power structures loses their cool and decides to punish me for whatever came out of my flow (allegedly being bad for the environment aka “their flow”) then I’m not aligned

When I wake every day I know that I am optimized for the highest good, this is because that’s my purpose … going forward with my actions regardless of how it feels and at the very least not regretting what comes out of me is the highest form of self love there can be

I still cannot shake off how intense this program is, I recall the sheer amount of days I went to the gym, and how without fail the days were grueling when I really went with my heart. And how each day brought me back stronger to do the weights I so struggled to do last time, this time, easily.

It’s important to note I have been raised to loathe myself, this is it hyper specific and personal hell, and that asking constantly how to be nicer, more accepted, is not the way I want to be. As someone who loathed my gender and my being, I should be someone who chooses myself over others, first. This is my love language. And as long as I can do it I am brave.

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#45

I’ve been back to training so I’m turning this into a training journal

Never stay infront of your opponent: we practice hitting the bag constantly, and it’s infront of us, by moving constantly and stepping into off angles slightly on my opponent, I add a very annoying element for him to deal with

Feints: mastering my personal feint for every strike is tantamount, feinting should inhabit 40-60% of my striking

Fluid observation: through practice and sparring over long extended periods of time I can learn to better and more quickly adapt a plan for whatever reactions my opponents does to my feints and angle switches

Head off center line: keep it off the center line when he wants it there, keep it on center line when he can’t punish it or capitalize.

In and out: I spend the majority of my time out of range for combinations and strikes, I enter on my own terms when I’m ready and when I feel his balance can be breached. When he enters I am always ready to punish him for his choice to come in.

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#46

These days I think and ponder so deeply about fighting, how simple it is to study oneself honestly and create a list of attributes based on all strengths and weaknesses in my stance

Today’s training will be good, I’ll work on all my basics and attempt to add everything in to my bag work

Angles
Crisp movement
Feints
Defense (diverse)
Eyes and positioning

I’ll do my best to focus on nuance like staying out of my opponents’s center line, and getting my head off the center line when I am in a position to be countered

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#47

Didn’t wanna go to training but I did, overslept and grabbed a can of espresso and my bag and made it.

I feel good with my level of observation rn in the sport, I ask a lot of people I believe may have a competitive edge (due to their love for martial arts) who their favorite fighters are and what they like about them, this has been giving me perspective as you can always see how every fighter imitates another, kinda like how Eminem is clearly influenced by Tupac

My boxing is crisper, I enter states of mind where I remember the importance of always bringing my hands back through the most efficient trajectory to defend from counters. And therefore, I’m more consistent. After I get tired on the bag today I worked a lot of front kicks and jabs in order to keep my opponent guessing and to distance them from me.

I sharpened my weapons well today and my balance is getting better, I seem to follow up my kicks with sweeps, more kicks (yolo) or angle changes, or at the very least, finishing off a kick and then keeping my leg chambered and ready to teep the eager countering opponent

All in all, I am enjoying this process as u can’t help but feel like I’m playing my favorite online game and theory crafting to try and get as many edges as possible over my opponents.

My right leg feels a lot better, I feel infinitely more solid moving in every way with my balance on my right leg and I feel enabled more by the day to explore technique and movement fluidly, the testament to that is a few days ago I threw naked kicks where these days on the bag I like to follow up kicks with something else, simulating an actual fight where my opponent probably isn’t trying to let me get away with no single ass kicks

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#48

Today’s training was good, I felt so tired during boxing sparring and my partners were no slouches, I worked and worked, making sure to keep my opponent occupied with one thing or the next every round. I liked my adaptations today, noticing when something is not working or when I have spammed something too much and forcing myself to switch up my attack attitudes. I feel a lot more confident with my eyes these days, as if I am always looking and noticing things yet sometimes I’ll notice my opponent look away for a moment which I can capitalize on. There were some moments I was caught off guard and looked away as I got hit yet I made sure to be vigilant and always correct myself asap

I then worked the back and I feel tremendous evolution in my skill and cardio

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#49

Washout begins now, I took today off training and watched one fc Muay Thai fights in super slow mo, things I noticed:

  • fighters tend to get lazy after a knockdown with their fundamentals, I’ll notice them have great eyesight and keep their head level to see everything and after they knock down their opponent they start swinging shots where they blatantly end up looking at the ground or to the side when throwing haymakers trying to end the fight

Even see this in championship fights

These days in sparring I’m noticing what it takes to be a GOAT, keeping the details sharp and important, keeping the eyes open, and imagining that every round is a fight and to be honest with my work ethic

My hands are a lot better now as I did some drills today focusing on my hands coming back to defend me after throwing punches

Tomorrow in training will spar and I will really show why I’m the best (I learn the quickest and I’m the most prepared)

  • hands up by head the whole time

  • hands back quickly

  • stepping off to the side after a 1-2 instead of going straight back

  • long arm work…. Framing, blinding my opponent with my hands, giving them things to distract them (my hand hovering in circles infront of their face)

  • feinting before every commitment and combination

  • head off center line with most strikes that can be countered

  • head off center line when pivoting

  • annoying my opponent by moving away from their power side and not staying in their center line for more than 5 seconds
    And finally

  • setting the pace and rhythm

This is my checklist for the next session

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#50

Can’t really complain these days after years of Muay Thai mastery customs I am here training and absolutely in a good euphoric obsession with combat sports.

I feel as if I’ve entered the stage where I can be creative. I know the fundamental concepts and I have a great and powerful thirst to train and train. While I train I have no real desire to prove anything to anyone apart from my hunger for knowledge in this field, I am excited and feel extremely privileged to even be in this field, to have once felt it a vast jungle I could barely begin to understand to now being able to discern what is valuable and what isn’t, and know the sport like a musician knows notes: with a wonder in all the cool potential of expression of these notes in the form of a fighter’s rhythm, movement patterns, and how they express their unique brain chemistry in the ring for the purpose of outsmarting and defeating their opponent

Khan stage four wisdom has definitely gotten to me at the cellular level. I shed a lot of my past and cement my confidence more in the statement I know is true: my life has been easy…. Even in the hardest times I was given a bed to sleep on and at the very least meals and a bathroom to sustain me while I complained my life away. Knowing this more and more is my great shield in my journey.

All in all I’ve never been happier. Last cycle had some very challenging moments and I came out infinitely better, I am grateful to be the very type of guy most people talk about but can’t be, one who is always doing hard work, inner work, conquering his unique perspective to perhaps get a glimpse of god.

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#51

Another day another training, tons of clinch sparring and technique. My flow is getting good very quick, I remind myself constantly of concepts I should use as an anchor in my martial arts, distraction, movement, aiming at weak links etc

I met Arabs in training too which was cool because I’ve been visualizing a lot lately talking to Arabs so it’s refreshing I meet them in my favorite place, the gym

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#52

Today was a great day, I woke up once again reconned and my ability to accept that it’s just how things are when my brain is slow and processing gave me the ease to be o on. Khan as a program is very good to me…: the wisdom and intuition in stage four is shining bright

I’ve been better about my nutrition for the first time in like 14+ years. I’ve been drinking water like it’s my job, and eating protein like I have to as opposed to my lax attitude and it’s paying off greatly as it’s not a slight increase but a proper attention

I’m on washout now too. So I’ll be resuming khan and khan black and my shifting custom next cycle

Today’s training was good too, I am feeling a deepening and more joyful obsession with training and fighting akin to my days doing things I felt were carefree passions and hobbies and I love it. I’ve also been getting off my ass lately and getting back to a working mindset as my cv flies out. The pace is great and I feel at great ease these days in my day to day.

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#53

I feel such huge and drastic changes in my body lately with huge thanks to the shifting custom and khan stage four

It IS amazing how your entire body, face, spine, changes when you change your mindset and kill old, rigid and limiting structures… years ago the concept of shifting a lot was alien and weird yet with these shifting programs I see it clearer than day how possible it is to shift, if I can change my mind at the same rate as a kid, I can definitely shift in as profound and deep ways…. Thank god for this journal and also for @Spartan and @Tobyone and @aaa for giving me those likes here and there

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#54

Things are going pretty well, the main coach invited me to fighter class and I’ve showed up today as my first time. I feel great about it and I’ve never had such a depth of nuance while I spar as I do these days.

My mind is constantly at work, maximizing my “work” in the form of feints, movements, combos, and even how well I take my opponents initiations and combos and how well I punish their mistakes before they escape back out after they have come in

I now see how I can work daily to sharpen this mental state like one who plays a game daily and eventually has most of the fun stuff on auto pilot

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#55

Another day of training, I train these days with an infinitely stronger sense of purpose, I seem to tolerate the idea of suffering less and less… discomfort is shitty but if let’s say it gives me the life I want, and by envisioning that every uncomfortable moment I turn it into a great feeling… then I am sitting infront of a goldmine

This is what my first cycle of khan stage four has given me, a deep sense of wisdom…. Mastery in my art has never felt more achievable

On top of this all I love my coach, his style and attitude but above all that he sees the truth of fighting and he said it to us out loud

“Fighting is a battle of will, who can impose his will on the other man”

And he’s right, skill matters yet it’s virtually h possible to shine if you feel mentally defeated, and even if you lack in skill it’s easy to dismantle a skillful fighter if you’re flowing.

He basically reminded me that Khan is the best program for me as a fighter, with my specific mindset and approach to combat sports.

One new thing I focused on today that my friend helped me unveil was hitting “through” the target and I began implementing that on 1/4 strikes, usually the last of the combo meant to damage, or any strike I feel is there less of a probe and more of a finisher

All in all, life is good… my QTkS shifting custom with the new shifting experience is about to have its first loop of the 5th cycle

Jesus… feels like yesterday I ordered it

And finally,

Wealth results have began pouring in, while I am unemployed right now my partner and I went ahead and took steps towards all of our wealth goals that lay dormant for years, what really astonishes me is it felt like quitting cigarettes …. One day I was an afflicted and addicted junkie and the next…. Not a single craving haha. I feel this way with the steps and results we have taken towards wealth this washout, a new man with a new mindset.

Good evening loves

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#56

Yknow it’s been 7 days on washout and while I usually wake up recon as hell and work my way to seeing clearly how good things are… I woke up today and two days ago feeling absolutely divine and amazing

Wow, it does feel good. This won’t make me forget the recon moments and the fact they are always a step away, and with whatever moment I got rn I feel good

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#57

I took a 10 to 14 day washout recently. I would describe it as WOW!

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#58

I’ve finished my washout at approximately 7-8 days and begun again❤️

Here are my observations :eye: (Physical shifting custom [dense with physical shifting modules]) and KHAN stage four, both at 7 minutes…

First I have to say that I am astonished at the power of khan stage four, its purpose is huger than the other stages which felt more like a learning phase, khan stage four is go go go :fire:

For instance. I’ve always had just one complaint in my lifestyle and that was the fact I didn’t feel aligned with my journaling. I felt I could maximize and milk it yet only did it here and there to maintain…

Here’s what I did about that: I noticed that in just one cycle of Khan stage four, I’ve changed that superbly, in such a way that not only am I doing it to make the nagging voice of “journal more” to go away but also … I see the fruit of it so clearly I’m like “damn I shoulda done this earlier”

Mainly in how precisely I’ve monitored myself since running the loops. Hour for hour I’ve noticed my mental state and I feel as if this has optimized my processing to the max, recon is there as usual and my acceptance of it makes it that much more enjoyable and fulfilling, recon is the cool quest we go through before getting a cool sword… yet the quest is the funnest part if you believe the universe is setting up your path for max fun

Anyway. It took me 8 hours since waking when I feel as if I was a 7/10 on the recon scale, down to 3/10 an hour or two later and then a 2/10 soon after and finally just neutral where your regular annoyances are just empty noise

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#59

One amazing detail about khan complete is the magically quick ability to love and cherish the small
Details of everything you do…. Akin to my favorite program in the store to date : hero… the sub to master the art of life minute to minute

Ever since running it I began my first ever online business with a commitment that was electric. Time is needed to make everything work yet the enthusiasm ive gone into this with is a first ever so I think this will bloom further, I’ve already begun to see positive signs

This is a huge step as just a month ago I had stared at things like this as if unready and always postponed

Good stuff

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#60

Okay two days since last journal. Last time this happens…. I love journaling here as much as I do in my real life.

I began my cycle of my Physical Shifting Experience custom

Khan black stage 4

And Khan stage 4

I’ve gone through the stages at a turtle pace and I’ve weathered some storms inside myself and just how successful I can be when I’m on my game.

Noticing my patterns, rejecting my ego’s self righteous victim complex. And even rejecting my former fears of hesitating when I strike at the enemy.

My first loops were 7 minutes of the custom and 7 of Khan Black Stage 4

The first day after recon creeped up on me, this is good because what else do I expect. I was able to wrangle it down…. By the end of the day it left

2 days after my loops recon came at a 8/10 in the form of irresistible degrees of anxiety

Through and through, the good news : I felt as if this was just another day in the office, that these fears while being visceral are going to leave and that I’m fine… like paying a tax of sorts.

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Muay Thai Mastery:*

I don’t have this core in any of my modules or customs but some might realize from the title I love fighting…. Like @SaintSovereign i love this sport and I can’t get enough of it, he made Muay thai mastery and I enjoyed it for two years in a custom… I am currently working up to having it in pure core form in a custom

Not now though! I am enjoying my shifting custom too much and I know everything has a perfect timing and technically my years with Muay Thai mastery made me so confident that I know just listening to khan makes me the top of my fight game and Muay Thai mastery in any form would only be a cute bonus

I feel better during trainings, I just let go more and more !

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#61

This is gold.

Pure gold.

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#62

Man that made my day, thank you Malkuth

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