I started on Emp4 on Jan 28th until March 28th (masked + ultrasonic)
during these 2 months a lot of things happened, good and then it stalled due to corona.
Then i switched to Sanguine, cause i was going chaotic in my head due to the uncertainity at my job & a breakup. ive been runing sanguine only for over 11 hours a day for about 2 weeks (due to the sense of optimissm i required during these covid 19 times) it has done me fairly well.
i feel ive become dettached from the break up phase (have done all the wrong disastrous things for closure the past 3 moinths) just hoping my current state of mind isnt an illusion and i dont explode after a few days.
Now Im focusing on how to use this lockdown time efficiently and optimally since i have very limited exercise and external activity due to a partial curfew which will soon lead into a full lock down.
The skills i plan to accquire in the next 2 months are
- Basic Spanish speaking (thanks to Money heist)
- Speed Reading
- Run daily in the morning to get back into my disciplined routine
My goals as of now are as follows
- Get completely over the oneitis & get disgusted with porn.
- Have a sense of purpose greater than getting laid.
- Develop a new way of looking at the world and have unwavering faith in my ability to get thru this tough times and not spend any time in anxiety or worry of the future.
- Also i want my colleagues at work to see me in a different light, once the lock down is over and we ressume normal functionality if i dont loose my job due to a recession.
My question is as follows :
Since ive done roughly 500+ hours of Emperor (masked+ ultrasonic) & around 150 hours of snaguine alone.
Ideally i would like to go with @AMASH at doing only 1 sub at a timemhowever im bypassing that rule for now.
Must i go ahead with the any of the following options or would you experts suggest a better
Emp 4 + Rebirth
Emp4 + Sanguine
Emp4 + God like Masculinity
StarkQ + (rebirth/sanguine/god like masculinity)
Which program shall i go ahead with?