Primal/PEACE name embed led to a really interesting connection. Met a spiritual girl who was deeply into very tantric and sexual-spiritual practices, and she was fascinated by me, perceiving me as someone with both safe-yet-bad-boy energy. Grounded and groundbreaking? 
Holy and Holy Shit Divine & Dangerous
Met this gorgeous girl at a birthday party. Sexy, spiritual, the kind of girl that everyone at the dinner table wanted. I walked in (fashionably late) dressed in a bad-boy, dark-but-colorful, confident way. All green & blue. Had a nice necklace on that she later used as the way she would bridge the gap… started touching the necklace then started touching me. But that comes later.
My vibe was just exactly what you’d expect from Primal + PEACE. Totally centered, a radiating aura that she immediately noticed. Grounded Bad-Boy energy. She told me that right when I walked in I struck her and she said “wow, who’s that?”
And apparently I wasn’t giving her enough attention the whole night, and she kept on wanting more of it. “God damn their bromance why won’t he talk to me more.”
Internally, I felt extremely detached. I actually knew she was cute and that I was in to her, I knew that she was having a good vibe with me, but I felt so detached from the outcome, didn’t feel the need to spend all night just trying to connect with a girl I just met, and knew that I didn’t want to immediately be the guy that was going after the same girl everyone else wanted. I noticed that when I was talking to her, other guys would pile in on the conversation, also try to get her attention, interrupt me, be in our dynamic whenever it was best. So I just said “nah…” and started hanging out with my guy friends, which made her want to get even closer to me.
Spent that night hanging out with her and getting physical, but more importantly, connecting on deeper levels, and then spent the next day with her for a few hours getting even more physical. But not all the way.
For reasons I’m not going to disclose, I was very clear from the beginning with her, “I’m not going to do too much with you based on where you’re at in life right now. You seem like you’re in a bad spot.”
Me telling her that I didn’t want to go too far with her early on in our 1-1 interaciton was actually what sparked her to tell me very bluntly that she was in to me and very attracted to me. And then she tried to get me even more interested from there let’s just say…
I was recently posting about standards, and how it’s important to me to raise my standards in every way. She was certainly a high-standards woman that was worth attracting, but even more importantly (and surprisingly) I felt very driven by my own standards of my own actions, and held to the high standards I have for myself and the quality of connections I have in my life, even if it is just a case of right-person-wrong-time.
