Hahahah nah
These 2 modules will remain a secret for quite some time, could be a few weeks, or maybe a few days
Who knows
Hahahah nah
These 2 modules will remain a secret for quite some time, could be a few weeks, or maybe a few days
Who knows
I would guess those two modules are non-official modules that you can not find on the official store and only you, saint and fire know about them.
On Wanted I always found the most perfect clothing in shopping centers.
Stark also has some style scripting I can only imagine how they go hand in hand.
Hahahahhahaha
Ummm thatās so random
But yeah, I agree that both do go extremely well together in terms of style.
Lol⦠call me Bond.
James Bond
Big facts. Iām experiencing more and more that reality molds itself more to my frequency and whatever emanates from my inner being at the moment. Although most times ppl still bug me when Iām not in the mood to talk lol.
well ma man, now my version of the reality breaker is in play too
so letās see how much reality bends for its daddy
Youāre both.
You never fail to flatter me
Thank you for the compliment.
Mostly 1 day on 1 day off, sometimes if Iām too busy then I take it as a day off from subs, because subs to me are like supplements, skipping a day wonāt hurt me
Sauvage ZPT (Stark + WANTED) + Domain Control ZPT (Mindās Eye + Ascension Chamber)
You know whatās the weirdest thing about this whole journey?
Even though I aced all my goals since joining the forum, in terms of wealth, attractiveness, masculinity/alphaness, traits, and even 2 frickin āmagicalā abilities (my fingers can still easily make my girl orgasm in 3 mins or less, and the supernatural charisma), I still feel like I have a void inside.
It feels weird, and hereās the thing, I used to think that if I put somewhat unrealistic goals (within the realm of possibilities though) for extra motivation, I just ended up getting those too.
Like the place I work at, itās pretty much well known that you need connections to get in, and guess what? I had ZERO connections.
So what does one do in this situation?
Also Iām not saying that I donāt enjoy my life, cause like, whatās there not to enjoy?
But at the same, Iām getting bored of enjoying things.
Meh, just some internal rant about how im suffering from success
I remember reading oldchaps journal back in the day, where he had similair feeling to what youre describing. He felt like he already achieved all his goals he set out to achieve (as far as subrelated things go at least) but still wasnt completely satisfied. For him it helped to focus on the more spiritual side of things, and he switched to alchemist. That seemed to have done the trick for him iirc.
Perhaps something similair would also help you in this situation.
What essentially @TheDerpinator tells you is
⦠Join usā¦
You know nothing external can Trully make you happy, your time to turn inward is coming
Honestly Iād wish to see a magi wise Invictus too seing how your journey progress in term of strict spiritual development
So yeah I have an agenda lmao
Maybe double down on gratitude if you havenāt already. I donāt know if thatāll help, but everything Iāve read about practicing it helps you appreciate stuff more.
I think this will never really go away. We as humans are the only spiecies that are unsatisfied even when we are full of food, sex and shelter. Itās this mechanisme in us to keep looking for someting out there that can improve our lives.
I think it was Andrew Huberman who explained this perfectly in how our reward/dopamine system works. That how more we focus on the progress in achieving our goals and keep the celebriation limited when we achieve them. We keep being pumped for the next goals and visions.
Also, being or feeling in the void creates boredome. And boredome gives the best and most amazing ideaās. But it feels really empty when youāre in it. So itās not a bad thing, more like a busstop untill you get on the bus foe your new journey
@TheDerpinator @Melior @Fractal_Explorer @Solomon
Thank you for your replies, now let me give yāall one back with what really was going on.
So, Recon comes in all shapes, lengths and variations, and while yeah, I donāt get recon that often, sometimes I do get recon when a MASSIVE shift is happening, and well, there has been one, and I feel like reality just made me the butt of a cosmic joke
You see, ZP tech works so beautifully because of many of its attributes, one of it being ātitle-specific healingā, now what does this have to do with me?
What most people need to understand about customs is the following:
The ZP primer has the ability to heal anything that could block you from expressing the script, even if it was related to a single module.
Which brings me to a very specific module in Sauvage ZPT: Natural Winner.
Have you guys ever heard about people who succeed and basically living a dream, but just donāt feel like theyāre worthy enough? Like they still HAVE to do more to deserve that life? Imposter syndrome?
And whatās the description for Natural Winner?
Sometimes there are people who seem as if they always are winning no matter what they do in life. This module is meant to create such a natural winner. But what people often donāt see is the dark side of such natural winning ā an unrelenting motivation that pushes through all failures that happen. Failure will disappear, it will not exist in your reality. What will exist in its place is a learning tool. You will also let go of negativity, and you will start feeling as if success is simply your destiny and is inevitable. And it truly is when you can advance your subconscious potential.
Thatās one kind of healing, but hereās another thing to keep in mind:
ZP tech is extremely subjective, because it works from within you, and what does that mean?
It means that no 2 people running a certain sub will be getting the same level of healing, even if it was for the same exact issue, because even identical issues that we might have, stem from independent factors in our own lives and subjective realities, hence the intensity of the healing (or even its nature) can widely differ from one individual to another.
Now putting those 2 together, it seems like the healing was targeting my mindset, because while Iām living the life of my dreams, I wasnāt subconsciously giving consent to myself to live it as if I deserved it all, because I barely have put that much effort (in my eyes) to consider myself worthy, and this is where reality played a joke:
āso he thinks heās not worthy? Letās make him feel how true unworthiness feels like, and make him feel it for a while, till he realizes where he really stands.ā
So yeah :ā)
Been wild, but Iāve been feeling much better since yesterday evening, to the point where I went to an indoor amusement park, and went on the worldās tallest indoor roller coaster, and the tallest indoor drop tower.
Now you might be wondering āwhy did he feel the need to specify those? Is he showing off the fun heās having?ā
No, I mentioned them because up until the moment I got on the first ride, I was getting anxious, but due to the healing of Natural Winner, I conquered my Acrophobia (intense fear of heights) easily, and thatās a huge win in my book .
What I understand isā¦
No magi Invictus for now
So some feedback on Sauvage + DC ZPT:
When looking at the persona side of it, the beauty of this combo is the archetype that it creates, which I would only be able to describe as the āspoiled bratā archetype (for the lack of a better name ), and when ZP pushes out a reality to accommodate that, itās just beautiful, hereās what I mean:
Iām playfully flirty with everyone.
everyone loves me.
Iām popular everywhere I go, and attention comes to me faster than my girl orgasms when I remix the kitty.
my word is absolute, and people just do whatever I tell them.
my presence and aura have become so hypnotic that I put people in trance.
I have also seemed to have awakened a side of me that could come off as ādarkā (I know this is Fenrir integrating my shadow side), but Starkās charm + WANTEDās halo effect makes people overlook it, similar to how women were blind to the fact that Ted Bundy was a serial killer, and still fell for him hard during his trial.
the amount of joy and bliss that comes from just enjoying the moments and being āappropriately childishā is just incomparable to anything else, and just makes life even more beautiful.
my body looks objectively better than ever before, and more and more girls keep wanting to touch me.
my libido and horniness levels are off the charts, to the point where sometimes I jerk off both before I meet my girl, so that I donāt end up hurting her
my sleeps are so much more restful, that I just canāt believe how bad my sleep actually was before.
no more migraines from longer periods of sleeps.
energy levels extremely balanced all throughout the day.
noticing that reality keeps guiding me to things in ways that canāt really be comprehensible to people, until they go through it themselves (even my girl gets shocked and a bit freaked out when she sees me experiencing stuff in front of her).
noticing more and more that Iām always surrounded by pretty chicks whenever Iām out, especially at work, I feel like a piece of chocolate being surrounded by ants .
my humor and storytelling skills have MASSIVELY leveled up, to the point where I have no trouble making even the most serious of people to laugh like a kid , and my wits come off as a combo of Deadpoolās + Tony Starkās + Spider-Manās styles.
oh yeah, my girl gave me the green light again to hook up with whoever I want, whenever I want, and the main reason for that is because of me joking around with her, and her replying āyou can hook up with whoever, but I would like to join sometimes tooā, so thereās that, but I still didnāt find any girl whoās worthy to handle my Dragon Balls, so till then, I shall let them come .
Damn not only that one has to learn all the abbreviations of major titles but also abbreviations of Invictusā customs
Ahahahaha DC is just Domain Control