WBD journeys of actualization

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#1

Started this journal separate from my other QTKS journal to report something very unique I noticed about this sub. So yesterday, something that usually causing me extreme stress and overloads my nervous system, had no effect on me. This is 30 seconds of my name embed iam atman WDB. This is also after taking a cold cold shower which in the past would put me in fight or flight mode for hours when I would face a stress or anxiety trigger.

There’s some healing taking place so I know there will be some bumpy roads ahead but I’m ready.

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#2

pushed the listening time to one min after a day rest

  • had some slight discomfort today(emotionally and mentally) - must be the Iam atman module

I know that the end result with be reality changing but I have to be patient with the process as I get accustomed to the new aura.

  • there are a lot of things I need to shed, a lot of old beliefs, emotions and everything else that is holding me back but I’m confident that it will be a pleasant end result. I just didn’t realize how much work I had left

  • I have this urge to go out and go clubbing and talk to people. I just feel more free than when I was on wanted or WB

  • I have this demand for respect, like if someone treats me like trash, whether coworker or friend, then I let them know whether verbally or non verbally by ignoring them or telling them in a nice way like no that won’t fly and they get the message .

#3
  • Honor your nervous system. If you feel overwhelmed, emotionally raw, or unusually tired, take a break: reduce loops, skip days, or switch to micro loops. WANTED: Dream Boy is designed to work with you, not against you.

this was on WDB sales page, it just reminded me to slow down and ease up. Felt overwhelmed and emotionally raw and tired…so will take 3-4 days rest

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#4

The other day I had a lady who was with her bf steal a quick glance at me and my brother. I didn’t realize it till my brother pointed out that she looked back at us…I just laughed inside, yep thats the WDB effect

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#5

is it weird to have men approaching you instead of women…even though you are straight? lol

At work, I keep having guys coming up to ask me questions related to work and stuff. This never usually happens

Coworkers seem standoffish about my new persona…very weird but strangers are like…whose this guy …

a few looks from women here and there…some very obvious as they are driving past

#6

They’re not interested. The scripting just makes you more approachable to everyone and men enjoy talking to other men.

#7

makes sense and men tend to be the first to approach

#8

I got a little depressed today because I realized that I haven’t accomplished much in my life. I look back and I’m like…what do I have to show for…I work a dead end job and barely have friends and don’t have a girlfriend and its been a while since I got laid…now I’m just looking in the mirror wondering what I’m doing with my life

Side note: I took a cold shower and used red light…seems to have done the trick because I was full of energy but calm. Social… had two women approach me and ask me questions about something…pretty obvious.

I know saint mentioned somewhere in a post about how red light can help with recon because your brain needs energy to process etc… today I was confident without even realizing it.

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I forgot to add that I have Iam atman synergy as my module for my name embed

#9

I messed up and jumped from 3 mins to 7mins…man did I learn that lesson the hard way…anxiety hit, doubt and all the things that Iam atman synergy module brings…but today its settled down a bit

#10

So I think I may have stumbled upon something quite subtle but powerful.

So today I took a cold cold shower…but gradually…from warm to cold to warm etc

then used a red light device I had, shining on my stomach and head from a distance of 6 inches

took some cistanche tubulosa supplement and tongkat Ali

Ate a good amount of food…energy was pretty high I’d say

drank a root beer and ate again later…a big meal

went on about my day nonchalant, pretty quiet

then all of a sudden, having a lady at work texting me like crazy after I asked her a question…like very very invested, like multiple text messages, 7 or 8, then calling right after…this hasn’t happening for a while.

Then an old friend calls me, then another old friend Face times me

something similar happened to me yesterday but was more subtle where a lady smiled at me and said something that seemed kind of like playful…ish.

The only constant was the cold shower, red light, cistanche tubulosa and tongkat Ali

I’m thinking it’s the abundant energy you get…idk… I have noticed that my mom is more snappy than usual. Almost like she’s trying to gain control of me some how…as any narcissist would who notices someone who they could control in the past now more confident with boundaries

only drawback is my system feels taxed after a long day when taking a cold shower, like physically tired like I’ve been working out for hours non stop

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#11

Today was an odd day. Had some at work call me and then go into an hour of talking about our shared interest…the funny thing is she started it and called me and said that she misses how we used to talk on the phone…etc.,she basically kept talking and talking and talking and talking…I enjoyed it though. I can tell the feelings she used to have for me awhile back are slowly coming back. Today she was dressed so good I was thinking damn is this the same person I used to know. Also, I noticed this one woman who was walking on the opposite side of where I was parked, she went to throw the trash away and walked back on the same path as where I was parked and looked at me. She had the nicest body. I thought she was gone until I was driving back and noticed she was sitting on the side of the sidewalk…which kind of made no sense because it was hot as hell.

Used a red light device today…like a helmet type one/intranasal
took Tongkat Ali and cistanche

extra energy is what I was missing

cant wait for my washout

#12

Recon hit pretty hard and just forgot to journal. Still had recon but this is what I’ve noticed so far

  1. Women orbiting, some obvious, others not so much
  2. had two girls try to get my attention but they weren’t my type
  3. I noticed I have very low tolerance for people trying to put me down or people looking down on me
  4. I had a lady at work, who I’m not really attracted to give me her number, weird thing is I didn’t even ask for it, she just gave it out but she had plausible deniability, she did have a reason to give me her number out of convenience and it was related to work. I guess we’ll see after a few weeks if she texts back
  5. recon has been tough so everything has been colored in that light but even with that I’ve had my boss try to flirt with me a couple of times
  6. People being friendly, I asked a cashier where I could buy spoons in the store and she literally gave me her own spoon when I was feeling too lazy to go buy the ones at the store.

I can say that I definitely need a washout, at a month because my brain, nervous system and whole body just feels tired out and exhausted

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