Thanks. Late 40s was being very generous, she still looked good though.
I also forgot to add that I took creatine and did a red light therapy session, and maybe it was the extra energy because the usual anxiousness and overwhelm from stress was not as impactful. I felt more confident, just not feeling tired seems to help a lot
Up from middle school and up, I’ve come to realize that I was always a pushover, not by choice but by circumstance. Coming from a narcissistic family household with a narcissistic mother, you had to bend to her every will and looking back now, even though it was a survival mechanism, it severely destroyed my relationship with women in general. Women can sense weak men who bend to their every will and are repulsed by it. Sure she may entertain you if she has something to gain but in the end she won’t respect you and walk all over you. That was the realization I had today. All this time I was ending over backwards for people, just so I don’t upset them because its all I knew, it was my survival tactic but fuck all that
I cant keep letting this run my life
I have this urge to take what’s rightly mine
my peace
my self love
all the things that was robbed from me in childhood
I’m going to keep this washout as long as I can, to rebuild my inner world
I went from wanting wealth to knowing I will get wealth, just the only thing missing is the how and when
Strength has gone up big time, I surprised myself the other day doing shoulder presses
These last couple of days of washout have been good, I’m 11 days in and I feel great. It really seems like things are settling in. I had a gorgeous woman approach me at work(usually never happens) to ask me a question, I would’ve made a move but she had a guy with her, so it didn’t work out.
I feel like I’ve finally grown a back bone(ish) somewhat lol
I say that jokingly because I’ve had people tell me that I’m too nice and let people walk all over me.
I paid off part of a debt I was struggling with and working on another debt, less than 2,000. If I can pay that off, I will be in a great position and will finally be able to save enough money to invest in something I really want, but haven’t had the time to work another job or the energy because I’ve been working a lot these past couple of weeks but more money I guess
I had a dream of going back to school and when I woke up I actually felt a strong pull inside me to start working on that
I just have this urge to make more money and to stop living in this financial hell hole of paycheck to paycheck
I’ve even told my friends that, also have manifested friends who are better than me and who motivate me always, challenge me and call me out on my bullshit, its very refreshing
The internal growth is way worth the external growth. I think for the first time in my life I feel like I don’t need the validation from an attractive woman to feel like an accomplished man.
I was planning on adding LOTs name embed just to experiment with the first name and last name, just to see how it affects it me. I’ve never listened to Lots ever or the module sensual and handsome improver so if the results are quick and powerful then I’ll know that first and last name is really powerful and not just placebo
I might run it solo first before adding the other subs just to see how it feels by itself
Not now though, just enjoying this bloom
The goal of using Lots is to improve my looks even more so the amount of women I can date who ar high quality goes up
I want that “wow” feeling women have when they see a very handsome man
WDB, emperor and PS gave me the characteristics and personality of a masculine strong man, now its time to look the part
This washout has been an eye-opening experience. I feel invincible and confident in doing anything I put my mind to, to an extent. Somethings I struggle with but I just feel productive and optimistic that I can accomplish whatever I put my mind to, I just have this urge to keep winning in life. Taking relentless action towards my goals everyday that is pushing me away from my comfort zone
I texted an old contact who had ghosted me awhile back but now is calling me handsome…when I feel average.
had another lady who wanted to hookup but lived very far from me
neediness is down big time
I feel like I can get a date next week if I play my cards right and continue to challenge myself like I have these past few days
I wanted to share my thoughts on this without cluttering the Q thread.
For certain titles, yes. Clearing stages are tailor-made to prep you for intensive, belief-challenging, recon-inducing content. Heartsong needed a clearing stage because the previous version sent unprepared users straight into “healing mode.” Khan needed one cause you can rebuild while clinging to old beliefs.
Of course, and Saint and veteran members have suggested it plenty of times. Stabilizer is the perfect all-purpose clearing sub. A solo run of Stabilizer before tackling big projects sets you up for future success. The difference is that most subs don’t need a clearing stage to see success, whereas Khan is a full-blown life rebuilder system. It needs a clear foundation before it can rebuild you.
Thanks, I appreciate the feedback as always
Do you think it would be wise to add khan to my stack. I’m currently running WBD + GLM name embed
On an unrelated note. I had a random girl say hi to me while she was with her friends, out of the blue, then an older woman tried to flirt with me
looks like a second run of GLM and WBD is coming back around
No. Your hgoal is seduction. Committing to a seduction title for thr long haul woll do more for you than a half hearted attempt at Khan. If you feel you need to clear some blockage, run Stablizer
Went to get the barbershop today and there was a long line, so I decided to leave, but a lady literally saw me leave and tried to get me an appointment with someone else…literally felt like a celebrity because there were like 4 other people in front of me lol
Also added old-school LB from the store today.
but Never been chased down by a lady. Sometimes when I feel like I’m being ignored(I wasn’t at all btw, just felt awkward and out of place) I tend to leave but having a woman go out of her way is a first…made me feel like I belonged. I did have a relapse and watched porn and masturbated 2 days ago. I was just using GLM and WBD, maybe WBD could explain the high libido and need to release, but I had came home from work, tired, feeling lonely and frustrated asf, and I guess I just needed to release some pent up tension. Though it may have been more frustration and libido being higher than usual.
its also the not feeling worthy enough.
So added LB to double down on the love part, build off on the self esteem part and the not having motherly love part. Its one thing when you’ve never known your mother but its another when you have known her and lived with her and shows absolutely no love to you whatsoever, unless you do something for her, which I noticed it has affected my relationships with women, because when I get obvious attraction from women…I’m talking blatant asf attention and come talk to me signs… I don’t feel like I’m deserving, its like I’m rejecting her before she rejects me
So will give LB a try since its even more potent than synergy venus unveiled
I also noticed every time I run a sub that is pure love like LBFH, LB or even synergy venus unveiled, women just respond to it very strongly with no threat…maybe this is my archetype, I seem to do well with love auras
Love Bomb is supreme for this. It might also turn down the insatiable need to be with a woman too and give yourself the results that you’re now seeing being treated like royalty.