don’t really know why, but I wanted to make a separate journal for this. I’ve been using Wanted Black since March 2024, and lately it’s been doing wonders. Maybe it wasn’t as effective before because I was also running Dragon Reborn and going through my healing phase.
I started True Social back in June, and it’s definitely improved my dating life though to be fair, that part of my life was already good.
Lately though, I’ve been more interested in just being present. Escaping my hyperactive mind and tapping into that deep, unmoved, zen part of me that’s always been there but only shows up…occasionally.
Then about two months ago, I came across the new Godlike Masculinity, and it instantly felt like the third sub I really needed. It had just been updated to a new version too. And honestly, GLM has been working perfectly for me and it’s giving me exactly what I always felt was missing in myself.
What I have is probably the perfect stack right now with discipline, aura, sexiness and social skills.
But I recently found a great way to turn off my mind and just be here, in the moment, without overthinking. There’s this guy, Alan Watts, and he said something so simple that it completely changed how I feel inside. It’s like my inner silence grew, and my overthinking just started fading away over the last few days. I can actually feel my inner body more than ever now.
He basically said to let your body lead the action. Don’t create resistance. Let the action be effortless. Don’t try too hard, just let the body move naturally. When the body acts like this, the mind follows. So now I just focus on the action and let my body lead.
The answer to everything I was searching for about presence and inner body awareness was right there, I just never saw it. Now whenever I’m in my head or overthinking, I take a second to just notice what’s going on up there, then I shift my focus to my body and what it’s doing. I trust that my body knows what to do. I don’t need to control or overthink every little thing. When I stop doing that, my body just flows. It feels like being water. And it’s way less mentally exhausting.
I’ve started applying this in social situations too, and I’ve become so much funnier and more natural. When I focus on my actions and let the body lead, everything just clicks. I’m slowly integrating this into everything I do, and it’s honestly beautiful. When you stop overthinking, you free up so much mental energy to create, to enjoy, to just be.
This has also made my inner silence deeper. Even my subliminals feel more powerful now, like they’re syncing better and working on a higher level. Everything flows smoother when I’m like this.
If there’s anything I’m missing that could help me go deeper into presence or connect more with the inner body, I’d love to know.