Other observations…
Yesterday I went out a lot after 4 months of confinement. Being outside feels so good, the day was shinny and the colors were bright. Heavy state of trance and time distortion the whole day long.
Today I will be out again since im moving to a new appartment, so a lot of work to do.
Yesterday I recieved the appartment and the property broker told me It was just cleaned, and it wasnt… it was pretty dirty. So I took some photos and videos and send them to him.
He called to tell me the appartment was cleaned and that he recieved photos from the cleaning guy as proof and proceeded to defend the cleaning guy as if he was there to see the results. I told him he was justifying himself for handing over a dirty appartment and the guy just lost it. His volume and tone of voice became very threatening, and he kept interrupting me everytime I wanted to talk.
I remained fully calmed and just kept repeating, can I talk now? Or will you interrupt me again?
After the 3rd repetition he calmed down and shut up.
I told him the appartment was dirty and he can come visit it if he doesnt believe me. Right there I noticed his energy shifting, he was defending something without evidence and in an aggresive way.
He promised to send someone to clean.
Im pleasently surprised at how calmed and in control I was.