Cycle 7 day 8
Rest
I’m losing interest in anything other than stoicism, sword, and my work. I used to listen to the news etc when i’m free, but now i’m only focused on those.
I have been doing metta meditation for a few days. I started it because i heard saint mentioned it in this forum. I don’t think i’m doing it correctly, but i’m okay with it for now. All i want is to build the habit first.
Gratitude journal, Image streaming, vipassana, metta meditation. I started doing all of these after starting HO. I don’t need to drag myself to do them, it feels really natural to do. Like it’s already my habit all along.
I need to build up my stamina. My body is not accustomed to the addition of sword training on top of my workout yet. HO has scripts to increase stamina so I’m sure this will be easier going forward
Update 1:
I don’t know if this is a recon or not, but I’m having the urge to start using DR or DRLD this cycle.
I have the slot for it. i feel like I know this is the right thing to do. but this also looks like a recon.
Should I? i don’t know.
Update 2:
I don’t feel like I want to stop using LBFH or HeO. so I will trust my gut and add DRLD into this cycle.
i will start from 1 minute tomorrow. i don’t really have a recon anymore with 15m of DRLD, but I don’t need to run it for 15m either.
I think the stoicism in HeO helped me to use subs in moderation. i wasn’t aware of this before.
Update 3:
I had my doubts but now I’m convinced, my intuition is enhanced after i started using HeO. when i listen to my intuition, everything is good. when i deliberately ignore it, things don’t go as well as if I do.
Update 4:
I don’t see my body as positively as when i used WB. It doesn’t really matter though, it was nice to have but i don’t really need it. I love my body even before i used WB.