William’s Winning Wayfare

Journals - Major Programs
#138

That’s interesting, so the productivity is different.

Honestly, i’m a bit afraid of using the executive or LE after i see how much productivity mogul gave me after i used DRLD. That’s why i’m reluctant to use it.

Maybe it helps that before i started SC, i was already really productive to begin with. That’s why I almost didn’t have any recon with mogul.

I may buy LE as an emergency sub for when i use DR now that you mentioned about the 30s loops. I just did an experiment with microlooping mogul and it didn’t give me any recon. I bet LE will be better for later.

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#139

you’re worried about too much productivity? :stuck_out_tongue:

#140

Yeah, i remember saint said that mogul has the executive function in it, and that + DRLD were enough to get my productivity into overdrive.

Imagine if i use the actual executive or LE. I don’t think i’m ready nor do i need that much productivity either.

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#142

Cycle 6 day 21

LBFH 15m + 15m

I’m getting random information about perfumes and cologne here and there. i didn’t even actively seek for them. they came out of nowhere.

this WB manifestation is funny.

Update 1:

I listened to LBFH

A dam broke down on the 4th cycle and now I always cry when I listen to it.

I don’t know how to describe how it feels. it doesn’t feel sad or bad at all.
I feel free, vulnerable but safe. a lot of other subtle good feelings too.

Update 2:

Productivity good.
No recon.
Using Mogul for 30s every 6 days works for me.

Update 3:

I listened to LBFH again

someone said that I can split the stack into 2 different time in the same day. I’ll try it with a light sub. if I get a recon, I’ll have the 5 days washout period anyway.

Update 4:

that was a bad idea, lol. i don’t know if I’m having a recon or overexposure now.

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#143

Rest day 1

I feel like my intuition is being sharpened after i listened to LBFH this cycle.

When i get the nudge to leave, cut my speaks short etc, do it.

It’s great, i just need to listen and trust my intuition. I don’t need too much second guessing.

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#144

Restday 2

I think i got a recon yesterday. i don’t remember enough to describe it, it just felt bad.

LBFH for 15m in the morning + 15m in the night was too much.

Update 1:

Negative self talk is almost gone. i can still feel bad, but negative self talk is mostly gone. if I do, it doesn’t chain up to different negative self talks.

I didn’t have a lot of negative self talk to begin with. LBFH enhanced that even more, a lot more.

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#146

I’m holding the urge to run LBFH solo. I can’t afford to have my productivity decreased now.

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#147

Make that custom with LBFH / LE :slight_smile:

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#148

I should, rofl.

I have been considering an LBFH Chosen custom with productivity modules to see the effects, but i need to use chosen first to see if i really want it in my custom or not

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#149

i really want to immediately use HERO in the next cycle.
but if it’s as dense as WB, I’ll delay it a bit longer before starting it.
i want DRLD, WB, and perhaps Mogul to be done processing in my head first.
WB has taught me that artisanal titles are no joke. I’ll follow the 12 day rule properly.

I reread the description, everything fits me perfectly like it’s tailor made for me.
except for the swordfighting, nothing in it is not what i already aspire and thrive to be. Even the super strength

Everything in it is what i want to be in a sub.

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#151

I’m obviously not sword fighting (yet) but if you’re in any sports, or even big into fitness that involves a mind-body connection, HERO will be awesome for you

And the 1-1 component that’s helpful for swirdfighting… IIRC… is even mentioned to be helpful for other 1-1’‘s like chess?? Or am I misremembering?

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#153

It’s not about sword fighting. I just won first place in a wrestling competition I had no business winning - finals was against an actual wrestler that weighed 30 pounds more than me. Meanwhile I don’t wrestle :rofl:

The combat scripting was insane. Wrestling, jujitsu, sword fighting, boxing, probably even arm wrestling, if it’s got physicality to it, HERO will rock

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#155

Cycle 7 Day 1

LBFH 15m AC 7m

A lot of my curiosity has been satisfied. i will not do a lot of experiments after this cycle.
LBFH + HO, then add DR once the ZPv2 MAX version comes.
I may make an LBFH + HO custom after I see what feels lacking with the stack and fill the cracks with modules.

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#156

looking back, a lot of things have happened in the past 6 cycles

It feels like it has been at least a year with the amount of changes that have happened in such a short amount of time. i feel like a child experiencing a ton of new things in life in just 5 months.

From meeting great people, great opportunities, having deeper relations, deep internal changes, everything feels new.

My only regret is not starting SC way earlier. i have known about SC for around 3 - 4 years but I never tried any of the subs until I heard about LBFH.

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#158

Cycle 7 day 2

Rest

I want to run LBFH solo, it’s really good.
I will do only microloops with HO in this cycle.

I’m repeating what I’ve written in this journal so many times but the effects of LBFH are just too good. The self assuredness, self love, manifestation, tranquility etc, everything is really good.

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#159

Cycle 7 day 3

LBFH 15m + later i added HO 30s

i want to use HO so bad, I’m really curious about what HO will make me feel.
but I can’t break the 12 day rule yet, HO will have to wait for now.

The wooden sword is finally being delivered.

when it arrives, I will play around with my wooden sword & see how HO will affect it. I’m so excited!

Update 1:

I was in my bed trying to sleep, but I was restless, I couldn’t resist the alure of HO.
so I bought and played HO for 30 seconds.

I feel a bit different, but I can’t describe it.
I started thinking visually about punches & swords? stoic? idk.
I’ll go to sleep and see what will happen tomorrow. the feeling is indescribable.

I immediately felt really thirsty, the same thirst I felt when I was running WB.

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#160

Cycle 7 day 4

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The wooden sword is here!

Update 1:

It’s not as drastic as WB. Not even as DRLD.

No recon at all.

I started learning about things that i had been putting aside. It’s not an urge, it feels really natural to do like this is my daily activity.

i can feel my productivity & commitment is coming back. LBFH is great but it drags my productivity down if i use it solo. Looks like HO can help fix it like mogul.

I planned to do 1 minute next, should i do 3 minutes instead? It’s not as hard as i prepared it to be.

It’s still early. I will update more as the day goes.

Update 2:

Like yesterday, my mind keeps imagining martial art movements by itself. It’s much more clear today when i was doing image streaming.

Productivity is back. It feels different than mogul’s.

Update 3:

this is THE BEST sub ever… is what I’m feeling right now.
it might be too quick to say that since it has only been 1 microloop.
it’s not just work productivity like what mogul gave, it’s more about everything.
no recon at all, everything just flows. i don’t feel the sub is trying to make me who I’m not.

there are a lot of effects that I want to write here, but I will observe what happens tomorrow first.

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Season 1: Silence! The King Speaks. [5.16.23]
#161

Looks like BDLM is doing its job :slight_smile:

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#163

Cycle 7 day 5

LBFH 15m HO 1m

HO’s effects:
-productivity is high and it covers more than mogul did. I’m doing things that I had been putting aside.
-i feel more curiosity in studying my work, swords, stoicism, image streaming & meditation.
-it lifts up my pride, respect, integrity, honor etc towards my work a bit higher.
-emotional control, i can feel it but i can’t describe it yet compared to WB.
-my mind is imagining combat movements on its own. It’s s a funny effect.
-more endurance & stamina in my workouts. i can’t say for sure about strength yet but i did feel a bit of an improvement there.
-i don’t feel more ambitious. it just feels natural to do all of these like it had been my habit long before i started HO.

LBFH’s effects:
it’s the best sub ever. i wanted to list a lot of things here but i’d be repeating myself.
the manifestations, self love, self appreciation etc. the effects are really good.
the only downside is the less productivity recon if i don’t use HO or Mogul.

LBFH + HO is really good so far. if this goes on then i don’t think i’d need another sub for a long time.

Update 1:

I don’t think I need more than microloops.
i will only do 10s increase every listening day.
but I will do 15m on every listening day before the 5 day washout.

Update 2:

“that’s not morally right”
“it’s not responsible if I leave it like that” etc
I’ve been subtly having these thoughts every now and then. i love it.

work productivity is lower but that’s because I’ve been busy learning how to do it better.
the desire to learn and improve is insane, but I don’t feel like they are urges,
more like it has already been my habit all this time. really natural.

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#164

Cycle 7 day 6

Rest

Lately I’ve been focusing on learning & optimizing my work, hobbies etc. There are a lot of redundancy that I neglected or wasn’t aware of before using HO.

HO makes me think a lot about stoicism. Is the word stoic in the script? Or is it just my reaction to the sub? Either way i’m enjoying the effects a lot.

LBFH’s overflowing love is becoming stronger too, like before i stopped using it for 1 cycle. I don’t need to try to do it, i just do. And it feels good.

Update 1:

I think WB’s effects are not really there anymore. there are changes that are still in development though but not much.

LBFH’s effects are in full effect now.
HO’s effects are here too. my workout motivation, endurance, stamina has increased. but I don’t think my strength has increased yet. I’ve only used HO for 2 listening days though, so it’s to be expected.
I’m also being more truthful to myself.

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