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#1473

DRR3 15m HeO 15m WB 2s

When the processing has progressed, I’m starting to understand how the “detachment” works.
It’s leading me to discover a layer of detachment I haven’t seen/applied before.
It’s also doing it across the board, some I wasn’t aware of.

It does feel like the healing is picking off the leftovers from the previous stages too.
But it’s also healing other stuff that wasn’t picked up before.

In terms of recon, nothing.
The recon I felt was just the usual shock when I start a new sub.
It came for a few days, then immediately died off.

WB for 2s.
I probably gonna run it once a week, increasing by 1s if i deem it safe.

Update: No recon so far. Well, that’s to be expected, lol. I guess it’s safe to go to 3s next week.
Update: I forgot I did do this schedule with Mogul 2 years ago. 2 subs for 15m each then 30s of Mogul. No downside at all. Mogul was working well. So I don’t need to worry about this one then.

Update 1:

I accidentally found a PUA material while searching for qigong stuff.
I’ve been thinking about the first section for a while, and it seems to be what I need to understand from DRR3’s guidance. I can see everything starting to connect now.

What is this chain of manifestations? ROFL.

Update 2:

It’s different from the “annoyed” recon though, but still in the same vein.

The PUA content is helping me navigate through this.
It’s not a groundbreaking information, I’ve learned about this a lot when I was a teenager.
But this just so happen to be the piece I need to process the recon & everything in between.

#1474

DRR3 15m HeO 15m

“oh, that part of me is healed”

I just don’t have the same self protecting/self comforting reaction when i get presented with many things that used to bother me.

No significant emotional fluctuations and all.

I’m just neutral.
If not, I’m able to just emotionally detach from them.

So this is what “picking the leftovers” in DRR3 means.

I’m starting to feel the “inner power” part in DRR3.
This is the core of what I felt was driving DRR1 & DRR2.
Now I’m finally able to sense it with DRR3.

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#1475

It’s like your symbolically deleting the version of you you’ve outgrown. I like it.

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#1476

I might run WB for 3s tomorrow.

2s was confirmed to be safe, i’m not getting any recon nor am i getting delineated from my goals.

The PUA material manifestation was strange, but it helped me a lot with what DRR3 is trying to help me heal.

I don’t even know if that was from WB.
I don’t want to play the lawyer game, but i honestly think it was just a coincidence, lol.

Now that i read that again, it does look ridiculous that i’m tiptoeing around before adding 1s. But i have no expectations for the results from WB, I only care about HeO & DRR.

I use WB just to help myself process some of the recon from it before I won’t have any slot anymore when I switch everything to HLB next year.

I have all the incentives to take it as slow as possible.

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#1477

DRR3 15m HeO 15m WB 3s

Here we go, 3s.

I’ll try to reach 8 or 9 days before a washout if my intuition doesn’t tell me to stop early.

Update 1:

I refuse to believe that I got recon from 3s of WB.
It doesn’t matter how small or similar it is to the usual recon from WB, it must be a coincidence.

Damn, DRR3 is still working on some stuff huh.
It’s weird that it felt like WB, but maybe the sub is processing a similar topic to WB.
I’ll just blame DRR3 for this. It’s probably from it anyway.

#1478

The recon has subsided.

After thinking more about it, i come with some probable causes for it:

  • DRR3 was healing the same thing as WB.
  • 3s of WB was enough to stimulate my brain to remember more of WB’s scripting.
  • It was precon from WB.

If my theory is actually true, it could be DRR3 helping me focus more on the topics that WB handles.
But it could also be WB alone though.

This got me curious.
I’m gonna yolo it and use 4s of WB on the next listening day.

#1479

DRR3 15m HeO 15m WB 4s

The more I use DRR3, the more i think it would be a waste to just use it for a few months.

I want to use HLB, but i think i might delay it again.
Maybe I’ll use it in the middle of next year?
I don’t think i can wait that long though, practically speaking.

I want to use HLB, but my current stack is already more than enough, and i’m still benefiting massively from it.

Well, whatever.
I’ll let my impulse guide me next year.

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#1480

No recon, no overload, yet.

I wanted to take a washout yesterday, the cycle has been going for 7 days after all.
But I’m also curious about how long I can listen before any funny side effects start to manifest.

I can’t brush away this feeling that 4s of WB is affecting me already.
This could be presult for all I know, lol.

#1481

DRR3 15m HeO 2m WB 5s

My intuition is telling me not to listen to HeO today. Weird.
I’m listening to it for 2m anyway, but with loud music. This should be a good middle ground.

Update 1:

Oh, fuck, yeah that was my limit.
Good thing i didn’t listen to 15m of HeO.
I need to take a washout.

#1482

So that’s what recon is.

If seen that way, some subs that i consider “light” like HeO & DRR3 are actually full of recon.
I only thought of them as “changes”, not recon.
“Daily struggles” at most.

Recon for me, for the longest time, was about significant side effects.
Significant drawbacks that make my life harder than normal.

In a way, it can be seen like soreness after a workout.

Too much, it will make everything harder.
But just enough, done over a long time, it will be the normal.

It’s the same as how i don’t complain after a chest session.
Yes my chest is weaker for 1-2 days after it, but it’s just another tuesday.
I think of it as just a daily struggle.

But if i overwork and hit 30 sets of benchpress to failure, of course i’d complain and say i’m sore as shit.
This is the equivalent of what i consider a “recon”.

Recon is closer to the soreness from when you run across the city and can’t walk the day after than the

But the change in definition doesn’t change how i’ll see & treat recon.

Soreness doesn’t indicate progress.
Recon doesn’t indicate progress.
Progress is indicated by progress.

If i can lift 5kg more than i could 6 months ago, that’s progress.

The most soreness can show me is whether i’m hitting the right muscles with my workout or not.

The amount of soreness doesn’t correlate with how effective a workout program is.

I find all of these to be true with recon.
I’ll just change my description of “change” & “daily struggles” to “negligible recon”.

#1483

I almost forgot about UA.
Now that it’s coming closer, I really want to use UA.

I think this calls for a custom.

I’ll stick with my current stack, but I’ll switch to UA alongside HLB next year.

This is my plan for now:

HLB1 + HLB2
HLB3 + HLB4
HeO + UA
-a fourth sub to fill the rotation, idk what though.

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As always, I’ll hold the plan before actually executing it.
Maybe the hype will die down after half a year.
If not, customs it is.

#1484

I’m getting so much benefits from DRR3.

I’ll take a break from HeO next cycle and use 30m of DRR3 instead.

#1485

On one listening day?

I think you’re one of a select few that can pull this off and still profit.

Looking forward to your entries.

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#1486

Yeah, on one.

I think my intuition is telling me to take a quick break from HeO, but I don’t really want to swap to other subs.

Plus DRR3 has been immensely useful with negligible recon.
I’m curious what will happen if i take it even further.

Worse case scenario, i’ll just take another washout.

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#1487

I’ll try to start from 30m, then go down over time until I find my sweet spot.

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With customs, I won’t need to stop using HeO when I switch to HLB, so I’ll just commit & take the most out of DRR3 now. This also makes me sure to finally make customs next year.
This might change if LE is updated this year, but if not, it’s most likely I won’t touch the sub ever again.

I think DTS & EmpD will be an interesting option for the fourth sub.
DTS is perfect for my future goals. It’s not my main but I’m interested in being more adept socially.
EmpD, well, I’m also interested in improving how people look at me. Having the base of an emperor sub is also a good thing for many of my goals. I hope it’s not as romantically focused though, if it ended up as such, i’ll demote the custom to only 2-4 times a month, once in a blue moon.

The modules for the HERO customs will be everything mined from EE + the other productivity ones.
For DTS + EmpD, the modules will be related to convincing others & energy.
I tried my best not to kitchensink the goals. The 3 HERO customs are as focused as possible.

Will it be too much even after all that? I don’t know, I hope not.
I have money to throw though, so it’s whatever.
Worst case scenario, I can just drop DTS+EmpD and/or HeO+UA if it ended up being too much.

I did consider some other subs:

  • Paragon, I decided against it because I already have HLB1 & HeO in the stack. It’s the same case with EE, Limitless, QL, LE, ME, DRR etc. Something in the stack already has similar enough goals.
  • Mogul, the wealth scripting from UA, EmpD & the modules should be enough. I don’t need more.
  • Inner Circle, I’ll just use the essence modules.
  • DareDevil, I think DTS is more holistic and fits my needs better, I’ll reconsider in the future.
  • Wanted, the self improvement is interesting, i like that part from WB after all. But it’s too romantic, too kitchensink-ish to my stack, pass. The focus of EmpD seems more reasonable.

Some subs that I want to add, but not out yet:

  • True Sell, I’d pick this over DTS
  • Inner Circle: Brotherhood, This over EmpD, but it depends on the description of the sub later.

This might change, but I’m definitely making customs next year.

#1488
  1. <6s of WB works. I’ve been increasing it by 1s every listening day, I thought it was gonna take longer.
  2. This is the first time I can see what WB is like without any significant recon. It’s not as overpowering nor kitchensinky. Everything is clear.
  3. I’m slowly able to understand how WB is helping me achieve that coquettish/mysterious vibe. It’s also helping me understand how to navigate social situations. It’s as if i have a personal guide telling me what I should/shouldn’t do. The advice in the description that says “you don’t have to put on performances, just be yourself” is spot on.
  4. Unlike my other runs where I used longer playtime, this one feels natural. It’s the difference between “learning” and “being forced” (for lack of a better word).

Granted, i’ve run WB for many cycles before. So it could be that the tiny loops are awakening the dormant scriptings. Or the tiny loops were enough to shift the focus from the other subs in my stack (DRR & HeO) towards WB’s goals.

Anyway, I’m surprised that I’m getting this much result this early.
I thought I needed to wait until the +1s increment hits 10s to at least get some subtle effects.

I feel more chill & detached. Yet it doesn’t feel as “violent” (it’s a harsh descriptor, but that’s honestly how it felt) as when I ran it back then. It’s as if I’m learning the ropes from a soft & caring inner mentor.

I like it.

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#1489

I didn’t expect DRR3 to fix it like that.

It’s as if i was already flying, but i still see the peak of a mountain that is my problem still in view.

DRR3 helped me realize that the answer is to fly higher. That mountain is nothing.
I got a whole world i strive to conquer.

I can work on fixing the mountain, but I don’t need to be tunnel visioned or intimidated by what i perceived as a towering figure.

As always, DRR3 doesn’t make me jump to “not care” about an issue.
DRR3 helps me process it first, which in turn helps me disengage from it and makes it less of a detriment to my performance.

#1490

Tomorrow is the time for 30m of DRR3.
I’m excited to see what will happen.

There will be no HeO in the stack anymore, so the load should be lower overall.
My guess is it’s gonna be easier.
I hope I’ll be right.

#1491

You’re using masked usually, aren’t you?
Once you have a baseline for 2 full loops, I’d be interested in your results from 1 full masked loops and one in ultrasonic.
I tried it once with 2min of RoS, but since I don’t feel the subs so immediately, I can’t find a proper distinction.

#1492

I’ll give it a try one day

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