I forgot there is QTKS.
Should i get it? Money is not a problem.
I want to see how a normal custom feels though.
Maybe i’ll get a QTKS after i’m done with the first stack of customs a few years from now.
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Your two customs look very unique and tailor-made for who you are.
Noice 
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It’s gonna be a while before i can use them but I’m very excited 
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I have been healed from the scars left by the people who wronged me.
It’s not perfect, but I can see the pain, tenseness, anger etc fading away.
So this is what DRR2 helping me resolve within myself. That’s why I got the vulnerability recon.
I didn’t need the healing to succeed, but it’s nice to be healed.
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LBFH 15m LE 15m AC 5s
I haven’t run anything for 15m in almost a month. let alone 2 full loops.
This feels jarring. I’m gonna rest for a bit.
I’ll wait & see if what I’m feeling is overload or not. It’s usually easy to pick apart after a while.
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I just delete the music player when iv done my listens and only re install to listen
That’s hardcore, lol.
After multiple deep introspections, i’m finally starting to understand what caused this.
I try my best to be as objective as possible.
This necessitate me to hold off from making a solid conclusion.
And some things are unfortunately, can only be objectively stated after the result is out.
This is the seed of my obsession with experimentations.
How can we know if we don’t try?
It’s rash & illogical to try to form something conclusive out of thin air.
Here is where i started to explore from other perspectives.
I always think about this from my own point of view.
But what do others think?
People don’t like that.
They don’t like that I don’t immediately pick a side, that i sit on the fence.
They are uncomfortable that i don’t fill their need to be validated.
They don’t like that I don’t give them a “seemingly” solid answer to satisfy their insecurities & frustrations.
That’s why I have been building a mental barrier so that this doesn’t affect me.
But the barrier is not omnipotent. i’m still a human. I’m still affected.
DRR2 is tearing this wall apart.
Making me look deep into it.
Make me see the side effects, the harm, of erecting the barrier has caused.
That’s what caused the insecurity recon.
It made me confront the side i was too prideful to even question the validity of.
Now that i know what’s the problem, the next course of action is obvious.
It’s time to experiment.
I need to embrace the opposite.
The rash, Illogical, immature forming of conclusion.
Giving bold statements with severely incomplete basis.
This is what DRR2 was trying to make me experience by urging me to jump into conclusion.
This sub is deep.
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EFT means emotional freedom techniques? (Not Emotion Focused Therapy or anything alike?)
I booked a seminar on meridian energy techniques 8 years ago, which is based on EFT.
It’s basically a knocking acupressure where you’re lightly knocking on certain acupuncture points.
If it’s similar to that, would you mind sharing the basics of your technique and the locations if the points your hitting?
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Yes it’s that one.
I use EFT before & after meditation, and FasterEFT before & after qigong.
Other than that, the effects of subs & meditation are enough to carry me throughout the day.
For EFT, searched every variation and just combined them all.
Other than the usual points on the head & collar bones, i also tap on the side of my chest a few inches under the armpit, around my lower chest, and the inside part of my wrist.
I start it by tapping on the karate chop point on my hand and end it by gripping my wrist while taking a deep breath.
For FasterEFT, i just tap the inner part of my eyebrows, side of my eyes, the cheek bone under my eyes, the collar bones, and then i grip my wrist while taking a deep breath.
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Interestingly, my mentor experienced that the point below the collarbone is super effective for almost everything everything.
He says he can solve most traumas with this single point.
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Below the collar bone? That’s interesting.
I usually tap on the bone itself.
I’ll try using this variation too.
Below these notches in the end of the bones
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I tried tapping there. Yeah, I could feel the difference. I’ll tap there instead from now on.
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LBFH 1m15s LE 1m AC 6s
DRR is the key to unlocking LBFH’s full capability.
LBFH also helps smoothen DRR2’s roughness.
They combine well with each other.
I have 3 subs that I want to use now, the stack is getting hard to manage.
DRR to heal.
LBFH to sooth.
LE to keep up the productivity.
Now I’m only using DRR2 2-3 times a month, but later I’ll have to choose what to keep and what to stop.
I don’t like the normal 3 subs arrangement, It makes me feel like there is too much going on in my head.
So I can only choose 2 of the three. I’ll either stop LBFH or make an LE + LBFH custom.
I’ll take a look at it again in half a year.
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This is a page from my “open minded journal”.
I decided to write it here since this is something I found here.
Modified & rewritten from scratch so I don’t give any personal information.
I’ve been thinking about the thread about showing vulnerability to your SO.
I was perplexed by why people went so far as saying you should never do that.
How can that relationship be sustainable?
How can you see your “the one” as a potential enemy that much?
I have so many questions.
But then I tried to dig deep into myself. I asked why do I have this belief.
What’s different from my view of the world compared to how others view it?
I start asking about my own beliefs as skeptically as possible.
And then it slowly comes to me.
My personality is different.
The way I carry myself allows me to do what I do.
What works for me won’t work for others.
My values & priorities are different.
My works trump all. Whatever happens in my personal life, I can get over it more easily since I have things that I hold more than myself, more than the works themselves.
But that doesn’t mean my view of the world is the best, I’m a workaholic fuck. It’s simply what I lovingly choose to do. What works for me won’t work for others.
If others value relations or self preservation higher than me, then my approach shouldn’t be copied.
A race car and a tank have different purposes.
My mental tolerance is different.
Some people are more resilient in one aspect, but also weak in others.
I have many things that I’m not as resilient to. If I had to work in a nursing home, I would break within a month. I don’t have the mental resilience to do that line of work.
But it just so happens that I’m more resilient towards these closer personal problems about showing vulnerability.
My life experience is different.
Too many variables to count.
The experiences that tempered me to be who I am today are different from what others went through.
This have a direct relation to the effectiveness of one method compared to the other.
People have their strong & weak points.
They will find what works for them best.
While showing vulnerability to my SO is the best course for my long term goals, it might not be the best for other people. Just like how furiously hiding my vulnerabilities won’t work for me in the long run.
As always, it’s about finding the balance.
It’s rash to advise someone to be more vulnerable.
It’s also immature to tell people to hide everything.
Everyone is different. Every relationship is different.
One gotta find what’s the best ratio for themselves.
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I really need to start reigning back LBFH’s effects.
It’s too strong. Even with microloops.
I love the effects but it’s starting to eat onto my productivity again. LE alone isn’t enough.
This is the same problem I had the first time i joined the forum. LBFH’s manifestations are too strong.
But i also need LBFH to balance DRR2.
This is getting hard to manage.
Maybe the new free genesis sub will be better for balancing DRR2.
Happiness & joy should come with fulfilment afterall. That’s the only thing i need to balance the stack.
But i’ll be introducing another variable if i decide to include another sub.
It’s risky but it might be the way.
This is why i don’t do well with subs that deviate too much from my goals. They work so well that i have to constantly use conscious guidance to stay in the path that i want to be in, which gets tiring after a while.
But what if the update to LE next spring is enough to balance LBFH?
Too many uncertain paths to go by.
Fuck it. If the copy convinces me, I’ll use the new sub.
I’ll give it 6 months. If it works well with the stack, I’ll extend it. If not, I’ll go back to LBFH until i can reconcile with DRR2.
This will push back the schedule for the customs again to mid 2026 - early 2027. But it’s better to take my time building a good foundation than rushing for no reason. I’m here for the long run.
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The new genesis title is coming tomorrow.
That’s quicker than i expected.
I need to think this through before i switch LBFH for it.
Do i need more happiness in my life?
What else can the title do?
Is it worth introducing a new variable into the stack?
It looks like a more straightforward sub to alleviate DRR2’s recon than LBFH.
But that means it’s another sub to commit to.
I can get away with running LBFH for less than half a year, I’ve used it for almost a year.
But a new sub requires more than that to make the changes stick longer.
Is it worth stack switching?
Do I strengthen & dive deeper into LBFH’s effects at the cost of my productivity, or do i take the gamble with the new sub and spend 6-9 months integrating with it so the effects will stay?
I wished DRR2 was smooth so I didn’t have to compensate with a third sub in the stack to balance it. But I gotta do what needs to be done.
I think it’s gonna be interesting because it seems to be stronger tech than the current ZP… some sort of “unfolding” of happiness - but unfolding hasn’t been worked on since Pre-NSE
I’m interested in it as well.
What saint said about the happiness & joy from within and how it will infuse whatever we do looks like the best sub for me to balance DRR2. It sounds like it directly tackles fulfilment in what I do in a more focused way than LBFH.
It also has NSE, unlike HeO. I would have used HeO if there’s another NSE sub in my stack, it’s more straightforward & tested. LE + HeO would be awesome but they have no NSE whatsoever.
I can’t wait to see what else AHJ will have.
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