William’s Winning Wayfare

Journals - Major Programs
#802

I must disagree.
Why should it be weird?

OK. If you have a job, working in a factory or office, I can totally understand it.

But once you’ve found your passion, your purpose, it isn’t really work anymore.

It’s not like you’re grinding your ass off doing something you don’t like so others get rich.

That’s it. Others spend countless hours on video games, changing nothing for no one (I’m not talking about professionals that stream their games).

I know quite a few self employed people that live the same way as you.

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#804

How did you decide it was a good idea to put 4 cores into a custom?

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#805

Thank you for changing the title!

Everything in the custom is streamlined with that i do everyday. By the time i start the custom, i will have been using HeO for 1 year. Plus RM:UWX for 4 cycles & RM:V for 5 cycles so it should soften the impact from RM:UA.

Most importantly, testing. Like how slow & cautious i’m using DRR now, i will do the same with the custom. If it ended up being too much no matter how i approach it, then i’ll just make another custom without RM:UA or Limitless. How else would i know if I don’t experiment with it.

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#808

How many loops do you do in a cycle and how many washout days? I cant decide between 3s increases or 5s

#809

Very cool!

#811

I cant do 30s as it give me recon lol ill do 5s

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#826

I expected to be lethargic from recon.
But what’s happening is the opposite. The sense of calm, collected, grounded, non-hyperreactive, among other things make it easier to do stuff & focus.

If the effects are constantly like that, it may be a detriment to use lower loops.

The whole purpose of me taking it super slow is to have the best environment where i can be the most productive. If using more will result in increased productivity, then using too little is illogical for my goals.

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#828

The weight from 7m of DRR is less heavy than my first cycle of LBFH.

Dang, i might have been too cautious for nothing.
I’m sure increasing it by +3s/listening day contributed to how light it is, but i was expecting it to be more dramatic.

10 cycles of LBFH & 5 cycles of DRLD, alongside my experience with the other subs must be a huge factor too.

I might try to be a bit more daring with DRR.

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#829

Is there romance scripting in DRR?
Or maybe scripting that indirectly touches that

Because i feel like i’ve been pushed towards it ever since i listened to 15s

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#830

I would imagine that healing certain aspects could activate scripting from WB in you.

Just as LB activated dormant scripting in a lot of us through healing.

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#833

Damn i’m productive as fuck.
DRR is really good for my goals.

I think i’ll use the first stage for 2-3 cycles instead of just 1. I want to drill this effect into me.

If stage 1 is enough to fulfill everything i want, i might not even move to the next stage for a while. What’s the point? I get what i want from the subs i’m currently using and that’s it.

Other than productivity, meditation-like effects in daily life, and the unfolding about romance, I don’t feel any other thing. I thought DRR was going to be rough.

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#846

Ah… this is recon from DRR1

Nothing bad, just the sub processing and redirecting myself to visit my past.

It’s acceptable. I see no decline in my work performance.

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#848

Damn i’m lonely
I wasn’t even aware of it

I let loose a bit to give myself more space to process DRR. Talked to more people and reconnected with old friends.

There i realized that i’ve been feeling lonely and i didn’t even notice the depth of it before.

Stopping LBFH means i have to be a bit more proactive in nurturing relations. I can’t keep neglecting them.

I want to use LBFH again but mixing 2 healing subs is not a good idea. LBFH lowers my productivity and i haven’t integrated well with DRR yet. Mixing both of them won’t be good.

Fewer social manifestations aside, i don’t feel as connected to people as when i was actively using LBFH. It doesn’t feel as satisfying & fulfilling either.

I won’t swap to LBFH though, i want to see if i can fix this by myself first. LBFH has done enough showing me what’s possible anyway.

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#850

DRR1 5m

please no lethargy recon

it doesn’t feel that heavy when i listen to it, but who knows how it will turn out.
7m made me more productive, i hope 5m too.

i kinda feel that composed feeling i felt when i listened to 7m.
but there’s a bit of anxiety too deep inside.

this is exciting.

No heavy recon so far.
It doesn’t feel as dense as the first time i listened to 7m.
DRR is way easier than i anticipated.

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#851

DRR1

no recon at all for the whole day.
no overload symptoms too.
practically nothing other than the slight anxiety i felt right after listening to DRR1

more grounded
more of “i can”, “I’m doing it right”, “I’m safe & succeeding” etc
more productivity

fuck it, I’ll try 10m next.
i love this sub. it’s just a flat upgrade to my daily life with no downside.

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#852

DRR1 is smoother than LBFH.
It’s even smoother than RM:UWX.

it doesn’t introduce anything overtly new like LBFH did and just enhances everything that’s already there.
I expected it to be a recon filled experience but it’s the opposite.

I’m sure it’s this smooth because I’ve used other subs for over a year. the foundation is already solid.

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#854

DRR1 15m

I didn’t feel any denseness when i listened to it. It’s smoother than i expected.

I’m gambling a bit with trying full length, but i hope there won’t be any lethargy recon. my experience so far has shown that the longer i listen to DRR1, the more productive i become. I hope it stays that way.

I wonder whether i should stick with DRR1 or move to the next stage.

DRR1 is smoother than DRLD, now that i looked back at it.
I expected DRR1 to be a brutal experience, but it couldn’t be farther from how things unfolded now.

Update 1:

No recon whatsoever.
i don’t feel overloaded either.
damn this is REALLY smoother than i anticipated.

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#856

this made me look more into my intuition
holy shit it’s powerful, and I’ve been taking it for granted because it has been the new normal ever since i used HeO

i have more moments where i just “know”, like it’s a certainty.
this is different than before i used HeO.

now that i think about it, why did i even start using DRR?
logically speaking, using Limitless first would be the right order for my needs.
but i just felt like it was the right time to use DRR. i jumped on board immediately & just made up random excuses to go along with it.

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#857

Be that as it may, something about DRR made you want to run it. Were they really just excuses, or maybe there is something deeper there that might just be masked? Idk. What are your thoughts about it?

Running Limitless first is just as viable an option as doing it after or stacked with DR.

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#859

DRR1 15m

ez

I’ve been shifting my focus and working on this dream i had.
Now I’m gonna swap RM:V to Mogul.
It’s time to focus on funding and growing.

Mogul is the smoothest sub I’ve ever run with virtually no recon and only upsides.
So I wanted to use EoG to take it to the next level, but using it alongside DRR seems like an overload & recon hell.

NR also looks fun, but i only want the slight monetary boost from Mogul, like a lucky charm.
I don’t want to add the potential for recon by introducing a new sub alongside DRR. I know DRR is smooth for me to run, but i won’t take unnecessary risks, especially concerning the responsibilities I’m taking.

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